I contemplated throwing myself off my balcony for a bit. 

lately my memory is worse and worse, and at this point I'm a 'young grandma'.

My motor skills go brr, I mean I keep forgetting how to get up, walk around, and so and so, Tired all the time and stuff.. this is why I hate corona, it's made me go all lazy and non-athletic.

I can't FOCUS.

on ANYTHING.

ANYTHING.

I HATE IT. MY GRADEs ARE FAILING, AND IM SCARED ILL HAVE TO RE-DO A YEAR YK???

UGHHHHHHHHH