She was younger...she went by Mary then.. She loved to make friends... But no one wanted to be her friend. She wanted to smile and laugh. But instead....she had teenagers chase her and hurt her. Shed go home to her mother...who was passed out from drugs, and just stare in silence, hoping she wasn't dead .

"If mommys dead....can I rake her skin and curl up in it so it feels like shes hugging me?" Shed ask her older cousins, who would then shoo her away.

She tries to make friends around the block, but they shut her out. A kid even stole her stiffed animal ( he was a small palm sized bear I had named rupert. He was my only toy) her mother could nevrr afford a house. She always lived with her friends...who. ...did bad things to Kanrisha....there kids forced her to watch horror films, so shed cry for her mother.

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The trauma set in...as schizophrenia formed when she spoke to her dead family members . she said they spoke back.