First off, I'm paranoid af right now with my curtains and windows closed.

Second off, I was reading a book called 'Oddity Of The Introvert' by BloodyMidnightKiller

Honestly, I think I'm just trying to match up my lifes experience to this but that might be caused by my Mum constantly telling me that whenever I say "I relate to this quite a bit" to anything 'supernatural' or 'abnormal.'

Well, I do relate to quite a bit of the book, and I thought about making a list of the weird things that happen to me.

Just a little note; If any of you know anything that this might be caused by, please tell me because I really am scared that it might be something bad.

1

Mary, as you know from my last chapter, is far back from my family line and probably the most like me, from my obsession with the name to the possible death at birth (And actual death in her case)

But there's something else with names in my family, and this is the most non-scary one -- unless you link it with me and Mary -- which is why I'm starting with this one.

In my family, there's two people named Brian; Brian and Brian Junior.

Both have their reasons for this, but still this is weird considering everyone in my family (apart from me) are saints in terms of kindness.

Both Brians are terrible criminals, in which it makes me think the name 'Brian' in our family is cursed, as there has been no one else in our family named this. I find this strange because its not like 'Brian' is a uncommon name.

Again, nothing too out of the question but still strange.

2

I sometimes see shadows in the corner of my vision, this is strange as when I look directly at them they disappear as quickly as they appeared -- even if I don't know how long they'd been there.

This has lead to me being constantly paranoid, I look around when nothings wrong and prefer keeping my back to a wall.

3

I'm scared of churchs.

Of course, I hate the feeling of god watching over me but the reason for this is I feel like I'm unwanted, like at any moment every Christan in the church will turn to me and start chasing me out, holding crosses in my direction chanting 'Back, demon.'

Of course, this could be my self hatred and social anxiety but this never happened when I was dragged to church when I was 6, before any weird things started happening.

It seems childish, but weird at the same time.

4

Sometimes I'll hear a buzzing in my ears, and my ears will go numb. It doesn't do anything else, and it happens very rarely, but its still unexplainable.

Once I hear loud static instead, and I had to lean against a wall for support as I was feeling faint.

5

In a certain corner of my house, I used to start losing my vision to blackness.

Once I didn't rush to sit down, and stayed in the corner, and ended up losing my vision entirely and losing control of my body; resulting in me falling onto the hard wood floor although when I came to my senses nothing hurt.

Now, if you noticed I said 'used to' its because it happens randomly around the house now, with no limitations.

6

Now, this isn't too bad but someone asked BloodyMidnightKiller this so I thought I might put it here.

I haven't actually seen the comics or anything about the Creepypasta's, but as soon as I knew what they were I had an instant need to know everything I could about them.

That's how I know a lot about characters less then a year ago I knew nothing about.

Even now, I have an unexplainable 'obsession' with them -- for example, their my favorite fandom at the moment despite liking other ones for many more logical reasons.

7

Sometimes I hear creaking throughout my apartment.

This is easily explained as its very old and the floor boards are really creaky but this happens especially when I'm home alone with no one else in the house.

8

I never feel safe or alone, this is also followed with sometimes feeling like someones behind me for no reason at all.

9

If you've seen my previous chapters of Mary and the Haunted Cup, then they should be here. If not, you can go and read them.

10

I have a fear of mirrors.

I know, this seems crazy, but I never want to turn my back to them.

Unlike the church fear, I have no explanation for this.

11

Now, prepare for the most childish.

I want to go into a graveyard.

Now, I know this is where you think I'm just insane and thats it, but when I think of playing in a graveyard the thought is actually quite appealing to me.

I mean, I've never been to a proper graveyard, and even then I've only been to a field where people are buried once to visit my great grandfather and great grandmothers grave.

So, if you have any explanations for any of these please comment them as I'd love to know what's wrong.