I just need to put my thoughts somewhere. So... Just ignore this and go live your life

I don't know why I keep trying... Why do I keep trying to get people notice and remember me and... maybe even like me as a friend. Why do I keep putting myself through this? Why can't I keep a friendship last more then a few months..?

Maybe I really should leave... Permanently... At least then no one in here would have to care or worry about me... If anyone even does...

I know that someones might think that I'm writing this because I want attention or something. No. I don't do this 'cause of that. I just need some place where I can put my thoughts in and I know that even if I were to put a vent rp in my new rp book, no one would want to rp in it, like in my last book. People will just take a small peak and forget it even exists ... That I exists... So... Maybe I really should just leave

I know that some people that actually decide to read this will write that 'No. We care about you' or things like that... Please... Don't waste your time in that. Deep down, you already know it's useless...