I tried it once before but I didn't get too far

I felt a lot of pain but it didn't stop my heart

And all I really wanted was someone to give a little fuck

But I waited there forever and nobody even looked up

I tried it once before and I think I might have messed up

I struggled with the veins and I guess I didn't bleed enough

But maybe I'm alive because I didn't really wanna die

But nothing very special ever happens in my life

Take the blade away from me

I am a freak

I am afraid that

All the blood escaping me won't end the pain

And I'll be haunting all the lives that cared for me

I died to be the white ghost

Of the man that I was meant to be

~William Afton
Age 17
A year exactly before his death