I suppose at this point I'm only writing these for myself, but really does it matter? Easier than writing in my diary lmao.

Yk what's funny? I started my account fully in German and now it's fully in English. Time's change man. So what's been up with you lately? Personally I've started university exactly two months ago now. Crazy how time flies. Say, five months ago I would've never thought any university would accept me to begin with but here I am. What I'm gonna say about it is that it's almost 100% different from what I initially anticipated. I did expect a large room full of people listening to a prof talk, but generally, the people, the environment. Everything's just differently.

When I just remember how I felt in high school. Awful. That sums it up pretty well. I felt like honestly depressed in high school (not to self diagnose I just felt like straight ass). But now I actually feel good about things and enjoy the work. More or less. The amount is still a bother but I'm actually doing what I'm wanting to and not being forced into school PE lessons, which as a heavier kid were the absolute nightmare. I'm doing a bachelor of education (which is as much as I'm gonna say to keep my last bit on anonymity on this site lmao) and it's been good. Meeting like-minded people who all have the same motivations as you and are just genuinely nice. It's good. Of course there's people you're not gonna get along with. God knows I've met my fair share but hey everybody will find their people.

So what else is new? My grades drastically improved. Who would've thought things are easier when you don't feel like crying about them everyday lmao. I went from almost dropping out of high school to an A- average, which I do like to say is pretty decent. Not to brag (totally to brag).

To further reminiscence: Me now would've never been friends with the girl who started writing this and the first part to this book. The age difference aside obviously bcs I started the first book when I was 13 I think. Things just been crazy.

Also anybody hear Hyuna and Dawn broke up? Crazy.

Anyway on a closing note: How has your day been and what's a song you can recommend currently?

Have a nice day,

~Sabrina