No Longer Needed

You promised me the world, played with my 5 year old heart.
Now at 15 I see, you were only tearing me apart.
Every word you spoke was a pathetic lie.
My only question for you is... why?

Why couldn't you care for me right?
Why did you take away my happy light?
Why did the drugs come before me?
Why did it take me so long to see?

You turned me against my mother.
Did you ever even love her?
And what about me?
Did you love me?

Thank you for my life. It is appreciated.
But from now on, you're no longer needed.

Betrayal

The knife in my back is hard to reach
You lie and you take and you manipulate
My emotions aren't toys, you know.
But you played me anyway.

You told me you were depressed.
I believed you.
You told me I was your only friend.
I believed you.

I was blind. You used me.
You lied and lied.
I gave you happiness.
You gave me pain.

I drive past your house often.
I wonder if others have seen your toxicity.
One can only dream.
Karma is a bitch, baby.

If Only

Your kaleidescope eyes
They hypnotise me.
Your voice controls me.

You hold me
You love me.
You own me.

You just don't know it yet.
But I love you with everything I have.
And I hope you love me too.

If only I could see you.
If only I could touch you.
If only you were real.

But you're not.