TW: Mentions of abuse, mentions of manipulation, mentions of unlawful parental figures, mentions of drug use/abuse, mentions of suicide, mentions of SA and r--e, mentions of guns, mentions of murder

Please- do not read if any of these topics disturb you (:

This is a vent btw

Mothers are supposed to be kind, caring, and loving- correct?

Wrong. For me at least

My mother is a manipulator, controller, and abuser

She doesn't care for anyone's opinion, she doesn't care if something is right or wrong- all she cares about is herself. No one else

She doesn't care if her children want to jump off a bridge to get away from all the mental trauma, pain, and manipulation she's put us through

She doesn't care if one of her children almost get r---ed by HER boyfriend. She just chalks it up to it being ME taking all the signals the wrong way

She doesn't care, she would allow her innocent fucking child go live with their druggie of a father if it meant she was rid of a burden

SHE WOULD RATHER BE HOME, WITH THE SAME BOYFRIEND ALL ALONE- WHILE HER CHILDREN ARE HAVING TO DEAL WITH EVERY SINGLE PAIN SHE PUT THEM THROUGH

She doesn't care for our safety, hell- she would rather let all of her kids be shot will a bullet through the skull

She would ALLOW a bullet to go through their skulls

SHE WOULD SHOOT THE BULLET INTO THEIR SKULLS, IF IT MEANT THAT SHE WAS FINALLY FREE OF US

She doesn't care, she doesn't want to listen, she doesn't want to learn from mistakes, she doesn't want to let go of a fantasy

She just wants a better life-

FOR HERSELF