I'm actually really really sad. It's so upsetting to know that not only does someone you used to really like support something so vile, but they also care more about that then you. I was so open and free to them. I told them so many ideas, thoughts, and feelings with them and it all meant nothing. I was friends with someone for the longest time and I had to watch that friendship we built so strongly shrivel away in a single conversation.

If you had told me this about two years ago I would've never believed you. I would've never thought I'd care so much for someone I didn't even know the name of.

The situation isn't black and white. And I out of all people know that. It saddens me to know that they could support and care for something so hurtful and foul.

It's upsetting to know that I cared about them and felt a way about them to where I daydreamed about when we would actually meet in the real world. It's upsetting to know that dispite everything I told them and said meant nothing in the long run. They chose them over me so fast to the point where when it happened I was in shock of how easy the choice was for them.

'This has happened to me before and even though the last person was with me for so much longer I can't seem to understand why this hurt so much more.

Whenever I said bye to a stranger that supported something like that, I felt powerful, good, fearless. But now I'm doing the same thing and it's making me cry.

There's nothing left to do now. This is goodbye