So, i'm working on a new poem

Any of ya'll critiques? I usually go for a ABAB or AABB but this one just has a certain word that rhymes in one stanza, then the next has a different one, etc.

I'm not sure if it sounds good like that?

Anyways, here's what I got so far:

'Never mind' I whisper so low,
They look at me and my panic grows.
I hate to admit how quickly I froze,
they whisper in my direction as my insecurities show.

Why can't I just be normal like them?
Why do I have to iron out all my loose ends?
All I ever wanted was a friend,
Though now I lay here broken and condemned.

I hear a mocking laugh as I stumble and fall,
I quickly run away before they can toss me like their rag doll.

Forever alone, a phrase they all whisper in my ear,
My anguish has grown as they laugh at my fears.
Nothing to numb the pain that flows,
Just snickers from my peers as my anger begins to grow.