I always question myself...

Who am i?
What am i?
Whats my identity?

Am i a daughter of doctor? A sister of 2 other doctors?
No. Thats not my identity. There will be oneday when people will ask ME what i do.....not what my dad does.
Thats means.....my own identity. And i have to make that on my own.

What am i supposed to do?
Whatever i am doing, is it right?
Who is telling me to do this?
Who is doing this?
Who???

The answers is..........ME. Its me who is doing all the stuff. Even the bad stuff. Also the good stuff. Theres no one else who is telling me to do this and that. If there is anyone. Then....its me. Its always me. It always has been me. It will always be me.

I, Me and Myself.

I cant be doing all this if "I" didnt want to.

I wouldnt be writing stories here.
I wouldnt be sharing my world to others.
I wouldnt be connecting with so many people.
I wouldnt be living the way i am now.

Why am i doing this?
Bcoz the "Inside Me" wants to.

Doesnt really matter if theres anything i cant do. But i know that if i try, i CAN do it.

If i was trying....
Things would have been so different.
Things would have been better.
Things would have been more lively.
Things would have been special.
Things would have been so much more....... difficult.

Yup....Difficult.
Well..the higher you go, the bigger the pressure becomes.

We always try to find happiness in others. We do actually find and be happy. But In the end of the day, its ME who always there for me.

So, its MY duty to make ME happy.
Its MY duty is make MY OWN Identity.

Bcoz, i cant live my entire life telling people that i am a daughter of a doctor and also a sister of 2 other doctors. Blah blah blah...

So....thats it. I WILL make my OWN IDENTITY.