You had run away with pj to America. You had lived with Charlie for about two years before you got with pj. You and pj had a two year old boy called Ryden, Zak hates him as all the attention has gone from him to Ryden.

Zak looks like Jack, apart from his eyes, they were blue,green and yellow at the same time. He had Phil's eyes, weirdly enough because you don't! Ryden looked like an exact version of pj.

"Peej, are you excited?" You ask him. You were on a plane,moving back to England.

"Yeah, it's going to be nice to be back in England." He says excitedly, Ryden moving around on his lap.

"Mummy, is Ryden coming with us?" Asks Zak in an accent mixed between British and American.

"Of course Zak, he is your brother!" You say.

You soon land and to meet you at the airport is your parents, Chris, Martyn and Charlie. You run into your parents arms, Martyn picks Zak up, Charlie playing with him and Chris and Louise say hi to pj and Ryden.

"We are having a crazy ass party!" Announces chris.

"Chris young ears present." Says pj,with a laugh, grabbing Ryden from Louise.

"Oh yeah sorry, crazy butt party!" Says Chris making Zak laugh.

***
You had set the boys to bed, the babysitter was Martyn and then you and pj left the hotel.

When you arrived at the party you saw Zoe and Alfie in the corner. You rush over to them and give them a massive hug.

"Omg Zoe how are you?" You ask.

"Good, Alfie proposed last month!" She says happily.

"OMG THATS AMAZING!!" You yell hugging her." Zoe, is that a baby bump?"

She nods and you hug her again. You walk around a bit more and bump into Dean, he is talking to Jack.

"Hey Dean." You say staring at Jack.

"Hey y/n, can we talk, in private." He says and you walk into the corridor.

"Why was you with him?" You ask.

"He's changed, were friends again well, we're more than that." He says staring at the floor.

"WHAT!" You exclaimed.

"Yeah, he's different. He's more shy and quiet." Dean says.

"Whatever makes you happy Dean and remember, I'm always here for you." You say.

You walk back inside and bump into someone, it's super awkward.

"Sorry.", Says a familiar Winnie the pooh voice.

"Dan?" You say and the man turns around.

You wouldn't of recognised him apart from his eyes and voice. He was a few inches taller, he had a bit of stubble around his chin and he had a few wrinkles. Well you were both 32 now!

"Y/n hi." He says cheerily.

"How are you?" You ask giving him an awkward hug.

"Good, how are you and pj?" He asks.

"Oh yeah we're good, we have a son called Ryden." You reply." Zaks great as well, I worked at buzzfeed for a little while."

"That's great." He says. Then pj turns up, He kisses your cheek.

"You better not be drunk already." You sigh.

"I luvvvv yooou!" He slurrs, this was one thing you hated about pj, he would always get drunk  early at a  party.

You walk away from him and sit down, you don't notice that you're crying until Dan sits next to you.

"You ok?" He asks.

"Fine, except I told him not to get drunk because of the boys. He doesn't listen." You cry slowly.

"He's not worth it." Dan says bitterly.

"We broke up, Dan, we didn't tell the boys, we can't tell the boys." You cry." We had been taking to be happy and now I have found out that jack and Dean are a thing and my life is so screwed up!"

He hugs you, but it's not awkward. You cry into his shoulder.

"Get the boys and bring them back to mine, you can stay in Phil's bedroom." He suggests.

"I'm sorry Dan but, I'm going to stay with Louise as she knows." You say and he looks disappointed.

"Yeah, I get it, my girlfriend wouldn't like it either." He says.

"Who's your girlfriend?" You ask.

"Hazel Hayes." He says and stares at hazel with Zoe and Louise.

You feel angry for some reason, you get up and leave the party. You get in a taxi and go back to the hotel. Martyn is asleep on the sofa and you fall asleep on the bed...