Ok for one i hate my body. I feel fat and i feel so ugly. And i just hate have the things on my chest but i dont know why i just do. I hate my female body. I thought being a male would make be happier and think myself as handsome and cool. And maybe then boys can also stop actting as my fricking boyfriends! I told my mom and she wanted to talk about it more. I just really hope they let me be trans. And if i was trans my male name would be "kai".