Ok i want to yell and cry right now. My parents want to make it where i cant go in my room or in a room im always in. And my dad said "i should delete wattpad and YouTube so your not glued to them all the time". And i was pissed. He would delete wattpad which has all my friends, books i wrote, and my only form of conmmtcian to other people. And youtube is what makes me happy. And they want to force me to do things with them even though i want to be left alone. Im done i want to yell at them saying "sorry i cant be the kid you want me to be."

And they limited my time to be on my phone but they didn't do that for my little sister for her tablet. There are somedays where i feel like my little sister is the kind of kid they want me to be like.

For Example-
More social
Do things with them
Be around other people
Not get annoyed when ask to do things
Do everything they ask cuz their to lazy to do it themselves
Be more active
Willing to do things

Im just pissed off and want to cry my eyes out.

Can someone please cheer me up? I dont care how just i need someone to cheer me up. Cuz i feel my heart hurting. And i feel unloved right now.