So last December (of 2017), I was watching a bunch of random BTS videos on YouTube as usual. One, no two, of the videos were of the BTS members confessing their sins to the priest of a church who just so happens to be another one of the BTS members. I was still quite a newbie at the time: I couldn't differentiate between the members, my bias was still Jungkook, and I was still just getting to know the members (I wasn't all that familiar with their personalities yet). It was especially troublesome not being able to differentiate the members at all, since I literally had to wait until they revealed their name (hence making it hard to know which one was the Jungkook I wanted to give affection to). Not to mention, I was only kinda recently introduced to the J-Horse concept. Ahhh those kind of conditions make that time feel really old...

So point is, I didn't realize they were parts of a BTS Run episode. Heck, I don't think I even knew of that reality show yet. So imagine my surprise when months later, while watching (or catching up with) the BTS Run episodes, I came across these familiar videos as part 1 and 2 of BTS Run episode 6.

Ahaha, I ended up rewatching them anyway bC wYn? It was... it reminded me of how awkward yet interesting it was to rewatch videos I watched as a newbie. I'm sure my newbie self back then would've never expected me to sit down and watch that months later, able to recognize everyone via both appearance and voice, even with their faces censored, despite not remembering at least half of the stuff in the episode. I'm sure my newbie self would've never expected to have present me have J-Hope as my bias, looking at him with half as much affection as the amount I kept wanting to give to Jungkook back then. 

It's... quite an experience. Quite a reminder of such an experience.