Sometimes, I just get the feeling that I'm being too honest, rambling about something I shouldn't be rambling about

Mostly bc my attention-seeking-feeling alarms start going off, but??

I mean, in the first place, I believe I warned readers I might be too honest sometimes in the intro. In the first place, this book was created so that I could express my thoughts more openly than in the admin book I had in a different rp account, and to not feel afraid of spamming readers and/or followers. But?? Maybe I really am being too honest sometimes?

Sometimes, I get the feeling that someone reading this would think what I'm saying is being attention-seeking, and?? It's ok if they judge me, but the feeling's not very pleasant, especially considering how the only readers of this book I'm actually aware of are, well, friends- people I particularly like-

So, uh, do u think I'm too honest sometimes? Don't lie;; I do apologize ahead of time for whenever I was being too honest-