As soon as I plopped down in front of my computer, I booted up the online chat and talked with a friend from high school.

He's experienced in information and has taught me a lot.

He's helped with school work, social media, and, above all, life. He's like my teacher. He's younger than me but so much more wiser.

What are your true feelings?

I don't know. I don't know at all. What are they?

They aren't for my boyfriend. For sure.

Since when did I lose these so called 'feelings' for him? I have no memory. Perhaps, they didn't exist at the beginning. At all.

The glass starts cracking.