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Ragsan SS~ Rhythm of  Heartbeats

Chapter9- Life

The episode starts with Sanskar entering Ap room and saw her reading book.

Sanskar shakes his head and goes inside sitting infront of her with crossed arms.

Ap closes her book and looks at him.

"What happened",asked Ap looking at him.

" i want to know what happened that day",sanskar asked looking at Ap.

Ap looks at him confused.

"How did ragini come here",he asked while Ap face colour changes and she closes her eyes remembring.

Sanskar observed her expression changing and he held her hands tightly looking at her eyes, while Ap sighs telling......

Flashback

Ragini was running holding the lehenga which is completely destroyed by it's side and is torn from her shoulders along with dupatta from which she was covering her front, her forhead is bleeding hard along with her left hand and their is some blood on the corner of her lips, she was running without wearing any slippers with two build up men following her, her eyes are blurry due to the tears that are continuously flowing from her eyes. A havoc is going inside her heart, her head feels heavy due to the loss of blood but she without paying any heed to her condition runs to save herself, Atlast one men get hold of her while other one stops at his place as he got tired of running.

"Ahhhhhhh.....lea...ve", ragini shrieked as the person holds her from her hair and tries pushing him while he step closer to her.

"Hel..p", ragini pleads with helplessness looking at the people who were watching her but none of them budge to come out and that's the cruel reality of our so called society people seeing some weapons they got afraid and runs away being coward while some of them just stand and watch the show without popcorns.

The men who is standing far was aiming gun towards everyone due to which they are standing far.

The man who is holding ragini laughs as she is continuously pushing him while her hands are shivering seems like her soul is leaving her body she was feeling weak sec by sec. The man traces his finger on her jawline making her feel disgusted. Ragini looks at him with anger filled eyes, she can never ever let anyone touch her and without thinking even for a second she with full force push and shouts the man who stumbles and falls back and on other second the silence prevails as she saw the man lying in pool of blood as a truck which is coming in full speed runs over him.
She widen her eyes seeing him while everyone present there is eyeing her in shock.

Ragini stumbles a bit as her energy is draining out but she pick up herself as she saw other men approaching towards her with anger, she looks at the man and starts running but get bumped into a lady and both fell down "ouww".

Ragini without even looking at the lady she starts crawling on the road being weak, her gaze fell on the bridge where she tried to jump off, she turns and looks at the man and with much energy she stands while her head is spinning off but she did not budge and runs towards the bridge direction.

The lady whom she bumps is reveals as annupurna, she looks at ragini state and her heart twitched seeing her like that, she looks at the man who is lying in pool of blood and then at the man who is following ragini, she analyzing the situation hurriedly take a steel rod from the nearby shop and follows the man who is following ragini.

Ragini who lost all her energy by now and feeling her head will burst out any minute took steps towards the bridge, she was just few steps away from it.

"I...i...wa..nt...to...d...ie", she was continuously murmuring this sentence, the man smirks as he was about to hold ragini but before he could Annupurna hit hard on his head with the rod that he fell on the place itself. She looks at ragini who is dragging herself near the bridge in absent mind state. She don't know but some tears were flowing from the time she saw her. Annupurna drop the rod and runs towards ragini to hold her who is murmuring continuously.

Ragini smiles weakly as she stands near the bridge,"by..e...b",before she could take a step forward Annupurna drag her with full force due to which they both falls backward and she fainted at the place itself.

Annupurna holds ragini and keep her hand on the back of her head, she removes her hairs from her face and her heart pains seeing her drastic state. She careress her face while tears drops on her face, she felt some unknown connection with her. Her eyes moves to her hand from which blood is flowing, her heart skips a beat realizing her state and she hurriedly tied her stole around her hand.

(do listen to the song while reading this)👆

O jheena jheena jheena re udaa gulaal
Maai teri chunariya lehraai
Jheena jheena jheena re udaa gulaal
Maai teri chunariya lehraai

Rang teri reet ka

Rang teri preet ka
Rang teri jeet ka hai laayi, laayi, laayi..

"Meri beti", escapes from her mouth as she looks at her lifeless body. She hurriedly stands and rushes to get some help and with the help of some people she takes her to hospital.

Rang teri reet ka
Rang teri preet ka
Rang teri jeet ka hai laayi, laayi, laayi..

Rang teri reet ka
Rang teri preet ka
Maai teri chunariya lehraayi.

@ hospital

Annpurna was holding ragini hands tightly as she was lying in stretcher, tears were brimming out of her eyes it was like her past is coming infront of her, her destiny again brought back her memories, she was again going through same phase which she goes through years ago, she dont know why but she felt her soul leaving her body when nurse take ragini inside OT. She was pacing to and fro restlessly watching the door again and again.

Jag se haara nahi main
Khud se haara hoon Maa
Ik din chamkunga lekin
Tera sitaara hoon Maa
Maai re, Maai re..
Tere bin main toh adhoora rahaa
Maai re, Maai re..
Mujhse hi roothi meri parchhaai.

Ragini was being treated while something deep inside her was haunting her, she was unconscious for everyone but those memories those inner wounds inside her mind her heart her body she was going through the phase where she feels suffocated around the people. Her pulse is dropping as those memories is haunting her her deep scars unknown to everyone, Doctor panicks seeing her state and hurriedy put on mask to give her some oxygen.

Outside, Annupurna is continuously praying standing outside while tears brimming out.

'Kabhi Kabhi kisi se rishta banane k lie ek pal hi kafi hota hai or kabhi kabhi sadyo nikal jate hai ek aisa rishta banane k lie".

O ho.. meri parchhai, tera khayal
Maai teri chunariya lehraayi
Jheena jheena jheena re, udaa gulaal
Maai teri chunariya lehraayi

Rang teri reet ka
Rang teri preet ka
Rang teri jeet ka hai laayi, laayi, laayi..
Rang teri reet ka, rang teri preet ka
Maai teri chunariya lehraye

Ap hurriedly rushes to the doctor when he comes out of OT.

"How's my daughter", she instantly asked while her heart is restless.

"She is out of danger but she is physically weak", as those words reach her ear drums happy tears falls from her eyes and she folds her hand thanking the doctor and GOD.

'Muddai lakh bura chahe toh kya hota hai wahi hota hai jo manzoor-e-khuda hota hai'.

After some hours Ap enters ragini room when she shifted normal ward, she sits near her and careresses her hairs with moisty eyes.

"I don't know why but when the moment you bump into me and we both fell down and i saw your face i felt i know you and when the moment you crawl like a helpless lady who tries to save herself from monster's of the world, i felt that i am going through that phase seeing you and when you with difficulty stands and runs towards bridge with the man following you i felt like someone give me life and is asking to snatch it from me", she stops as she chocked thinking of that moment," i..i don't know but", she kisses her forehead bandaid," i felt GOD give me my daughter back", she wipes her tears.

"You are my daughter na", Ap asked caressing her pale face.

"Yo..u", she stops as she felt movements in ragini body.

Ap smiles widely but soon her smile fades when ragini tightly clutches the end of bed and starts moving and shouting like she is some bad nightmare.

"No.... No.... Let... Mee..let die", she was shouting while Ap covered her mouth in shock seeing her state, she goes and tries to calm her but she is lack of words she don't know how to Handel her, she cries as she is not getting any ways to come out from the situation

She pats ragini head and closes her eyes singing.

Lori lori lori
Lori lori lori
Lori lori lori…

Chandaniya chhup jaana re
Chhan bhar ko luk jaana re (Luk: hide)
Nindiya aankhon mein aaye
Bitiya meri so jaaye
hmm mm…
Nindiya aankhon mein aaye
bitiyaa meri so jaaye
Leke god mein sulaao
Gaao raat bhar sunaao
Main lori lori
Ho main lori lori

Lori lori lori
Lori lori lori
Lori lori lori

Tears flow from both of their eyes, by each and every sentence of Ap she calms a bit and tear flows from her eyes, Ap was feeling so helpless seeing her in that state. She sings until the crease on her forhead vanishes. She kisses ragini forhead as she finishes singing the lori.

Ragini opens her teary eyes to find Ap giving her a weak smile with moisty eyes. She was feeling weak and immense pain throughout her body, she look at Ap and then at her surrounding.

"You are in hospital", Ap replies as she saw her getting confused.

Ragini looks at Ap and then turns her face away with tears coming out, she wants to get up and shout being in hospital for her LIFE has no meaning from now ,form the moment she decided to end her life it's the last time she was alive for herself, the pain the deep scars on her soul only she knows how is she bearing those, she wants to cried loud she wants to smash and throw everything she is seeing around her she wants to die, her heavy heart her tortured mind everything is just reminding her of her life and she saves her, she want to curse Ap for saving her but her heart never allows her this even she is going through so much she felt peace hearing Ap voice but it also brings her mother memories alive. She was in the situation where she is standing in between the cliff and well. When she was thinking how to get out from here she hears her voice.

"What's your name", asked Ap breaking her inner thoughts.

"Ragini",she replies meekly without any expressions.

Ap hearts flutter hearing her but who knows it's the first and last time she answers her something. Ragini tries to sit but due to weakness she is about to fall when Ap holds her and make her sit.

Just then police enters without knocking making ragini horrified, she remembers how she push the person and a car runs over him, she got scared as she don't want to die there daily with the torture and she knows that in jail also she is not safe what if he got her there, she become horrified with the thought and holds Ap hand crying. Ap who understands her state passes her a smile and takes the police away before they can ask her anything.

As soon Ap left her past life flashes infront of her depressing her situation more, she was clutching her head shaking her head vigorously," no i can't go back to him", she shakes her head ," no... No", she looks away and her gaze fell on the knife in fruit basket. She wipes her tears and with the help of the table nearby she picks up the knife and looks at it with determination to end herself to end her LIFE, she removes the drip from her hand and opens her left hand bainded, she look at the cut on her hand with teary eyes and closes her eyes sighing, she is about to keep the knife on her hand when Ap comes in.
Ragini opens her eyes and looks at Ap who is looking at her in shock, ragini instantly keep the knife on her hand and about to cut it off when Ap comes and stops her for doing so by snatching the knife.

"What are you doing.... Leave it", Ap shouts but ragini did not budge n tries to snatch the knife from her hand. As compared to Ap ragini is weak but she kept trying.

"Give me i want to die, i want to die, i i...",she was chocking and continuously trying to snatch the knife from Ap, " no no no", Ap is shouting and trying to make her calm but it worsened because her surrounding gets blurry and her head starts spinning, she stops and holds her head with her both hands and give a loud shriek collapsing on the floor. Ap looks at her with horror and throws the knife patting her, soon doctor and nurses come and give her some injection making her normal.

In every worse situation people think of ending their lives because they think it's the easiest way to get freedom but they always forget that they can't die until their death day comes, their live is given by GOD and will be taken by GOD only and before it let them try how many times they will make themselves hurt just to end their lives, even if you are in such bad situation that you don't want to live just think that it's not your life it's GOD who give you this and you have no right to snatch it until HE wants, Everything that happens is happened for good even when people leave this world everyone go for a reason and they come for a reason, just a story comes that he dies due to this or she dies due to this or she ends up her life, it's not her it's GOD who make reasons to take our soul away, that's why people say Have patience it's the best solution of your every problem. Even in physics newton tells every action has it's equal and opposite reaction then why not your patience give people their karma back, just keep faith and make yourself strong.

"I can't afford to loose her sanskar...i..i can't", Ap cries looking at sanskar who himself is in numb state.

He jerked hearing Ap sobs, he looks up and wipes his tears and hugs Ap.

"Nothing will happen to her janeman nothing will happen", he whispers while his shows some kind of determination. After making Ap calm he leaves from there.

He remembers the day when he first met her and how that person took her away, each and everything was running in his mind.

"Is it my fault", he thinks as his heart sink imagining her situation which Ap tells. He don't know but his blood boils and he just want to crush those two mans who were behind her that day. He so wishes to be with her that time, but his mind struck with the thought who was the person who calls her mentally retarted that time. Many question was running in his mind and he have no answer for it. He want to know her past and the reason behind her liveless life. He was so restless to know but he had no answer to it, he closes his eyes sighing when ghe wind blew and he opens his eyes with jerked.

"Hello", he calls someone ," can you do something for me".

He ends the call and walks inside, he walks towards ragini room and stands outside, he is about to knock on her door but realise it's too late and she must be slept by now, he slowly open the door without making any noise, he peeps inside and saw her sleeping with a smile,  he smile with tears in his eyes seeing her, he tip-toed towards her and sits near her.

"I promise you ragini that you will live your life one day and you will fight with the person who want to snatch it from you i promise but for that i need answers of my question which i will get soon", he admires her face but deep inside his heart he was restless to know everything about her If someone come and ask him what he wants now than he will ask the power to heal her deep scars. He will ask for her happiness, he knows that she is getting a little bit on track but he himself is scared for some unknown reason which he is not able to tackle,
" how much pain you are hiding ragini behind your this smile", he murmurs taking a deep breathe and wipes his tears which were continuously flowing from the time Ap tells him their past.

"You will see a new you tomorrow Ragini, A NEW YOU", he smiles pecking her forhead slightly and getting up. He looks at the sky from the room window.

"You will be proud of me mom dekhna", sanskar thinks in his head looking at the stars and leaves the room glancing at ragini once.

To be continued.......

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