Ragsan SS~ Rhythm Of Heartbeats

Chapter11- Celebrations!!!

Precap- Ragini's got scared seeing rose  petals and lock herself.

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The episode starts with sanskar standing outside her room hearing her heartwrenching sobs, he felt heaviness on his chest while his eyes become moisty, he didn't want this. "You don't deserve this ragini, you don't", he mumbles keeping his palm against the door and let out a shaky breath. He can't see her broken, she needs to come out of this.

Ragini cries hugging herself , why can't she be happy like others? Why, whenever she tries to look ahead her past come infront of her chasing her? Why? Why? Why? , she sobs as those memories haunt her.

Sanskar inhales a deep breath before knocking on the door slightly,"Rag..gini", he called her out clearing his throat. Ragini heard his voice and looks on, she pressed her lips tight in a thin line to prevent from any voice or other because she knows how hard he is trying to make her cope up with her life.

"Ragini....listen too me please", sanskar utters as he knocks on the door, he knows how she is controlling herself. He can sense that.

"Ragini please open the door for once", sanskar utters. Ragini shakes her head in a No, as she covered her mouth to prevent from sobbing. She can't let him in and see her. She don't want anyone near her, No one.

"Please ragini", sanskar pleads as a tear left his eyes. There was no voice from inside but he can feel the silent sobs inside the room.

"Bhaiya", sanskar turns and saw ansh coming in his wheelchair, the innocent face is now ceased with worry. Sanskar wipes his tears and look at ansh with a small smile.

"Is didi okay?", he asked as he blinks his eyes looking innocently at him. Sanskar smiles as he sits on his knees infront of him," she is more than okay, she just need some time more to cope up", he says while ansh looks on confused and sanskar couldn't help but smile shaking his head seeing his expressions.

"Now don't put too much pressure on your puny size brain, you little brat", sanskar slightly hits his head while ansh jaw dropped hearing him.

"Didddiiiiiiiiiiii", ansh whines loudly hitting his hand on his wheelchair, sanskar stands widening his eyes and tries to shushed him but he keeps shouting.

Ragini, who heard his voice instantly gets up wiping her tears and rushed outside.

"Aye... sshhh chotu... listen", sanskar stopped as he heard the door clanking sound.

"Ansh", ragini calls his name worriedly and sits infront of him cupping his cheeks,"what happened? Are you okay? Why are you shouting?", she asked blinking while sanskar stood dazed. She actually come out.

"Didi he is bad", ansh says as he points towards sanskar and hugs ragini. Ragini look up at sanskar with her red eyes and then she pats ansh back.

Before ragini could ask ansh breaks the hug and looks at ragini," he says i have puny size brain and i am a little brat too", ansh complains folding his arms,"when he himself is a elderly annoying old fellow", he says while ragini looks at him and then at sanskar. Sanskar rubs his neck biting his inner cheeks, he didn't know that ansh matters to her that much, if only he'd know. Ragini looks at him and then at ansh, she again looks at him and then ansh. She isn't understanding anything.

"Didiii, why are you tilting your head like a mobile rotation mode, scold him naa", ansh says as he holds ragini finger. Ragini keeps mum, sanskar who understands her turmoil signs ansh through his eyes.

"Hawwwww, see didi bhaiya mujhe cherr rahay hain ishara karke", ansh says as he covers his mouth with his both palms while sanskar e
yes widen hearing him.

(See didi he is teasing me through signs)

"Noooo", he shouts while ragini looks at him and he keeps finger on his lips," wo... i was telling him to go, so that you can scold me freely", sanskar mumbles looking down and slightly glaring ansh who stick out his tongue at him.

Ragini stands as she clutches her hand looking down, sanskar sighs as he kneels infront of ansh,"look champu, i am sorry for calling you little brat and saying that you have a puny size brain", he ruffles his hairs plastering a fake smile and glaring,"now go and see everything is ready outside or not, I'll bring your dii with me", he says,"okay?", ansh nods and glance at ragini and then him," even though i don't understand what big big word you say but i think it'll work on dii", ansh whispers in sanskar ears who smiles hearing him. Sanskar sighs as he stands while ansh goes showing thumbs up too him. Sanskar turns and saw ragini walking back to her room, he rushed and stopped her,"Ragini please", he says as he holds the door. Ragini stopped as she looks down, sanskar looks at her and found her hands trembling, he then closely look at her and found her hiding her tears. Was she trembling with fear or with any other reason? He inhaled a deep breath as he holds ragini hand, ragini jerked when she felt his touch.

"Please", he mumbles as he takes her and makes her sits on bed. Her tear fell in his hand and he looks at her.

"Look ragini, i don't know what is your past", he felt her clutching his hand tightly,he keeps his other hand on her assuring her," but you need too let it go", he says while ragini tightly shut her eyes as her chest felt heavy," i know you want to move on but you aren't. The reason isn't your past but the reason is you", he utters while ragini open her teary eyes and looks at him.

"Yes ragini its you because you don't trust yourself enough to let it go, you let the things effect you", he says as he looks directly into her eyes looking at her naked soul which have scars,pain and a little hope to overcome all," there is something or other which'll make you remember about your past but it depends on you whether you let those things effect you making you vulnerable or rather you accept those things as a part of your life and move on with it making new memories", he utters while tears continuously flows from her eyes as she look at him broken," if you accept your past then only you can live in your present. I know it's not easy to forget everything and just move on but you can take tiny steps, right?", he asked while ragini gulps a lump of saliva nodding slightly," you can't erase your past nor you can forget but you can give your life another chance", he says as he tightly holds her hand while his eyes also become moisty seeing her," you are strong ragini, that's why you are here. Just let everything go and live the moment you are in, make new good memories to cherish yourself, your life is precious. You are Precious. Neglect every bad thing and look around the positive things. Do whatever you like, just live for yourself.", sanskar says as they shares a small eyelock. A sobs release her mouth as she clutches his hand keeping her head on their joined hands and cries her heart out, which she never ever did infront of everyone. No one ever told her too live her life for herself and he is the first one who makes her understand what her worth is. She never feel soo vulnerable yet soo strong at the same moment. He is right, she needs too move on and accept her past and let it go at the same time. She never feels soo alive before, now she got all the answers she ever wanted from her life. In childhood she used to believe that angels do exist but after the dirty game her destiny played her every belief,trust was crushed badly and now after several years she actually believed that they exist. She have one, right infront of her.

Pal, Do Pal, Ki Hi Kyun Hai Zindagi
Iss, Pyar, Ko Hai Sadiyaan Kaafi Nahi
Toh Khuda Se Maang Lun
Mohalat Main Ik Nayi
Rehna Hai Bas Yahaan
Ab Door Tujhse Jaana Nahi

Sanskar's heart clutches onto his chest tightly hearing her cries, for the first time he feel too let her cry until her every fear,pain,hurt,anger wipes out. He let her cry until her heart felt light, he knows his words effect her, whether was it good or bad, he don't know. He feel needle pricking his heart hearing her sobs, he himself felt weak unknown too him. Tears were flowing from his eyes as well due to the unbearable pain flooding inside his heart. He don't know why her pain,cry,anguish is effecting him soo much. He never felt this way,never ever.

Jo Tu Mera Humdard Hai
Jo Tu Mera Humdard Hai
Suhaana Har Dard Hai
Jo Tu Mera Humdard Hai

"Thaa..n..nk...You..u", she stammers at her words as she let out a shaky breath sitting straight, she release their hands and sniffs her nose while needles pricked his throat seeing her all red face.

"Th..ank you", she again mumbles as she wipes her face and a smile appears on her lips while he looks on dazed," Thank you", she again mumbles as her smile stretch. " Thank you soo much", she closed her eyes and took a deep breath calming herself ,her heart feel light while sanskar keep staring her. Sanskar finally smiled brightly with moisty eyes seeing her, he keeps a fist in his mouth to prevent from crying in happiness, her face glows even with the tears mark and puffy eyes, her eyes shine with a new spark. She is Reborn.

Teri Muskurahatein Hain Taaqat Meri
Mujhko Inhi Se Ummeed Mili
Chaahe Kare Koi Sitam Ye Jahaan
Inme Hi Hai Sadaa Hifaazat Meri

"Ap thek hai?", ragini asked as she look at him and they shared a small eyelock.

"More than okay, i am soo happy today", he utters with teary eyes as he smiled shaking his head.

Sanskar stands sniffing his nose and dusting his clothes," Hi i am sanskar, will you be my friend?", he asked forwarding his hand. Ragini look at him and then at his hand, she stands with a small smile," Ragini", she mumbles in a low voice as they shakes hand with a smile and spark in their eyes.

Zindagani Badi Khoobsurat Hui
Jannat Ab Aur Kya Hogi Kahin
Jo Tu Mera Humdard Hai
Jo Tu Mera Humdard Hai
Suhaana Har Dard Hai
Jo Tu Mera Humdard Hai

"Today we'll not only celebrate orphanage birthday but your rebirth too", sanskar says as his heart flutters with joy while ragini nods blinking.

"Shall we?", he asked while ragini nods and starts walking towards door.

"Ragini", he called her out.

"Jii", she turns and look at him.

"Trust yourself", he mumbles while ragini faintly smiles blinking. Sanskar smiles back walking towards her and they walk outside.

Ragsan reached at garden and sees everything almost done, ansh who saw them squeals in happiness and goes towards them, he started laughing seeing them while ragsan looks on confused.

"Did you heard some good joke champu that you are laughing this much?", sanskar asked as he ruffled his hairs playfully. Ansh laughs nodding no," No, i saw a joke", he says while sanskar smiles,"really where?", he asked curiously.

"Right infront of me", ansh says pointing towards him and laughs again while ragini covered her mouth to prevent from laugh. Sanskar jaw dropped as he look at him and her.

"Di is red red because she does makeup but you again did red makeup, this time at your nose and eyes too", ansh says as he giggled covering his mouth while facepalm himself hearing him and ragini widen her eyes covering her mouth.

"I didn't not do any makeup idiot", sanskar squeaks like a child.

"Hawww whom you call idiot", ansh asked as he glares sanskar.

"You", says sanskar making same face as him while ragini couldn't help but smiled at their cuteness.

Ansh look at ragini and open his mouth in shock," how did you do this bhaiya?", ansh asked as he points towards ragini while sanskar also look at her.

"What did he do?", ragini asked as she cups his right cheek still smiling.

"This", ansh says as he touch her cheeks. Ragini confusedly blinks and smiles shaking her head,"i am not understanding anything", she says as she stands while sanskar smiled brightly looking at her.

"Now we shall complete the arrangements", ragini says as she looks around, her gaze fell on the rose petals at the table. She turns and look at sanskar who smiled reassuringly at her and nodding, ragini blinks as she turns taking a deep breath and walks towards the table turning her hand into a fist.

"Bhaiya",ansh pulls his shirt while he keeps a finger on his lips,"sshh".

"Why is she moving like a tv serial scene", ansh asked innocently while sanskar tightly shut his eyes and huffs,"because she is a tv serial bahu, now keep quite", he answered while ansh shrugs his shoulder,"if she is bahu then where is her husband?", ansh murmurs to himself as he look at sanskar and then at ragini who reached near table.

Ragini inhaled a sharp breath looking over the rose petals, her eyes become misty but she blinks back the tears as she remembers his words, she turns and glance at sanskar and ansh who was smiling at her, she feel an unknown strength and all her cease were replaced by ease. She opens her fist and touches the petals, her past flashed jerking her and she moves back.

Sanskar looks on. Ragini sighs as she closes her eyes and touches the rose petals.

"Theif theif theif", an old man run behind a 9 year old girl and atlast caught her from her shoulder.

"Kaka let me go, let me go kaka please", the girl pleads while the old man scolds her.

"Why did you pluck these roses from my garden haan?", the old man asked while the girl's look down pouting,"because these are my favorite and i don't have enough money too buy it from shops", the girls says. The old man shakes his head," but plucking it without someone's else permission isn't good", says the old man while the girl's nod forwarding the bunch of roses,"sorry kaka take this", she says while the old man smiles.

"You can keep it", her face lits up hearing him and she looks up at him," but next time you won't do it", he says while the girls nod," ragini's promise", she pinches her throat and smiled brightly, the old man smiled and blessed  her.
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She opens her eyes and smiled seeing the roses,"they are my favorite", she mumbles. Sanskar squeaks like a child seeing her while ansh looks on.

"Are you okay?", he asked while sanskar bites his inner cheeks and nods.

"Bhaiya she just smiled seeing the rose", says ansh while sanskar nods biting his inner cheeks and rubbing his neck. Ansh shakes his head and smiles seeing ragini.

"Smile suits her", ansh says while sanskar looks at him and then at her arranging the table,"alot", he murmured. Ragini does the remaining things while ansh and sanskar stares at her.

"Everything is ready now you can bring her", says ragini as she forward the rose bouquet to sanskar who widen his eyes looking at her.

"Didi why are you giving it too bhaiya and not me?", ansh asked pouting while ragini laughs hearing him,"it's not for your bhaiya, its for mam" , ragini says while sanskar mouths form an O and he nods.

"Oh,okay", he utters while his face flushed due to his thoughts while ansh who saw sanskar covered his mouth and giggled.

"I think he should buy makeup permanently,  he is soo fond of it. Haina didi?", ansh teased sanskar who glares him and leaves from there before he could tease him more while ragini shakes her head smilingly looking at his antics.
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"Come on baccha partyyy, take a sideeeee", sanskar shouts in excitement like a child as he moves the kid who was guarding around AP.

He knocks on the door and keeps bouquet infront of his face," Sanskar", Ap folds her arms looking at him. Sanskar hands over the bouquet and smiled brightly.

"You are looking gorgeous as always jaaneman", says sanskar winking at Ap who shakes her head slightly hitting his head.

"What's going on?", she asked.

"Celebrations", sanskar says with his charming smile.

"I told you know na i don't want this", Ap says.

"But after what you'll saw, you yourself want to celebrate", sanskar says raising his collar.

Ap raised her eyebrow," and what will i saw?", she asked while sanskar closed her eyes by keeping his hands on her eyes.

"Surprise", sanskar mumbles as they walk outside.

He stopped in a garden and removes his palm infront of her eyes, Ap who open her eyes looks around and her eyes stopped at one figure. Her melodious laughter was echoing in her ears, her eyes become seeing her laughing with all her heart. Ragini hified with ansh and laughs holding the ballon, her hair flies in the air making her the world most beautiful girl present. Her eyes shine, ragini eyes land on Ap who was looking at her, ragini smiled seeing her and claps gathering all the childers and moves towards her. She sings Congratulations along with the kids and moves around in circle. Sanskar holds Ap from her shoulder who sheds happy tears.

Everyone's claps while Ap wipes her tears and smiled brightly," Ashrman ka janamdin bohot bohot Mubarak", ragini says with a bright smile. Ap look at her and cups her right cheeks mumbling a thank you blinking her eyes. Ragini smiled and nods.

"Chalo Chalo baccha log lets cut the cake", sanskar utters while the kids cheers in a loud voice. Ap and ragini smiled at his childishness.

"I'll cut the cake", says ansh raising his hand.

"No no I'll cut the cake",another child says.

"I'll cut the cake", another one says, soon the kids starts arguing.

"Stopppp.....", sanskar shouts showing his palm,"no one will cut the cake, only I'll cut the cake", sanskar says while everyone's jaw dropped.

"No", ragini says as she holds Ap hand,"only she will cut the cake", she says while everyone looks at her.

"No", Ap utters as she gives knife to ragini," you'll cut it", Ap says smilingly while ragini opens her mouth to say something when sanskar starts clapping and everyone joins.

"Yes Ragini will cut the cake", he says while everyone cheers while ragini looks at everyone.

"Ohoo didi cut the cake soon so that i can eat it", ansh says pouting.

"Yess yess yesss", everyone says while ragini smiled shaking her head.

"Ok ok i am cutting", she says as she holds Ap hands and they both cuts the cake.

"Happy Rebirth Day Ragini", sanskar whispers in her ears while ragini smiled at look at him. She makes Ap eats the cake and then she forward the cake to sanskar who smiled adoring her and eats the cake while his heart flutters with joy, then she makes ansh eat and everyone else.

"Magic Magic Magic", everyone starts shouting as they all gathered after eating.

"Okay okay calm down magician is coming", sanskar says calming the kids down while Ragini and Ap sits on nearby bench and smiled seeing him.

"Sanskar baba", the watchman comes running towards sanskar,"the magician called and says he can't come, he is stuck with some personal issues", he utters while sanskar bites his tongue as he looks at the children's whose face fells hearing him.

"Champu", sanskar goes towards ansh who looks away.

"You promised that we'll have magic show", ansh says while sanskar sighs shaking his head, he looks at Ap and shrugs his shoulder. Soon something strikes in his mind and he smiled. He goes towards watchman and says something in his ears, the watchman smiled and nods.

Ragini and Ap looks at each other and then at sanskar, sanskar looks at them and winks smilingly and goes from there.

Tune plays,

Chaka ra ka chi chai cho chak lo rum
Gando wando laka raka tum

Everyone looks at the figure in clown attire playing flute.

Akko takko idi gidi gidi go
Idi pai widi pai chiki chak cho

He turns and reveals as sanskar in joker attire singing, everyone cheers while Ap and ragini looks on.

Gili gili mal sulu sulu mal
Maka naka huku buku re
Tuku buku re chak laka
Bikko chikko sili sili sili go
Bagad dum chagad dum chiki chak cho

Sanskar sings as he goes towards everyone and sings holding magic sticks while everyone claps and cheers.

Dekho dekho kya wo ped hai
Chaadar odhe ya khada koi

Sanskar dances holding stole while everyone laughs seeing him.

Hey.. dekho dekho kya wo ped hai
Chaadar odhe ya khada koi
Barish hai ya aasman ne
Chhod diye hain nal khule kaheen
Ho.. hum jaise dekhein yeh jahan hai vaisa hi
Jaisi nazar apni...

He dances around the children's and give each of them ballons, he pinches his red clown nose and everyone laughs.

Khul ke sochein aao
Pankh zara failaao
Rang naye bikhraao
Chalo, chalo, chalo, chalo
Naye khwaab bun lein

He looks at ragini who smiled looking at sanskar and dances and claps along the children's.

Hey ae.. ae.. ae..
Hey ae.. ae.. ae..
Hey ae.. ae.. ae..
Hey ae.. ae.. ae..

He does abra ka dabra in his hat and a piegon appears, everyone claps while sanskar bowed in front of them.

Sa pa - sa pa
Dha re - dha re
Ga re - ga re
Ga ma pa sa - ga ma pa sa
Bum bum bum - bum bum bum
Bum Bum bum bole - bum bum bum bole
Hey bum chik bole - bum chik bole
Arre masti mein dole - masti mein dole

Sanskar does the signature steps and sings along with kids, he picks up ansh in his arms and danced while ragini and Ap adored him.

Bum bum bole masti mein dole
Bum bum bole masti mein tu dol re
Bum bum bole masti mein dole
Bum bum bole masti mein tu dol re.

Everyone claps and moves around in train style while ansh leads everyone in his wheelchair.

Bhala machhliyan bhi kyun udti nahin
Aise bhi socho na
Socho suraj roz nahaaye ya
Baal bhigo ke yeh buddhu banaaye hamein
Yeh saare taare timtimaaye
Ya phir gusse mein kuchh badbadate rahe
Khul ke sochein aao
Pankh zara failaao
Rang naye bikhraao
Chalo, chalo, chalo, chalo
Naye khwaab bun lein

Sanskar shows kids some magic tricks while he failed in one and everyone laughs and throws color at him while sanskar dramatically runs making everyone laughs.

Hey ae.. ae.. ae..
Hey ae.. ae.. ae..
Bum bum bole masti mein dole
Bum bum bole masti mein tu dol re

He holds his ears and everyone smiles doing the signature steps while ansh do in his wheel chair.

Sanskar:O rat rat ke kyon tanker full

Kids:[Tanker full, tanker full]

Sanskar:Aankhein band to dabba gul

Kids:[Dabba gul, dabba gul]

Sanskar:Oya band darwaaze khol re

Kids:[Khol re, khol re, khol re]

Sanskar:Ho ja bindas bol re

Kids:[Bol bol bol bol re]

Sanskar and kids:Main bhi hoon - main bhi hoon

Sanskar and kids:Tu bhi hai - tu bhi hai

Ho main bhi, tu bhi, hum sab mil ke
Bum chik, bum bum chik, bum bum chik
Bum chik, bum bum chik, bum bum chik
Bum bum bum bum bum bum
Bum bum bole masti mein dole
Bum bum bole masti mein tu dol re

Sanskar sings along the kids and dance like the one amir khan do. He stopped as his eyes fell on ragini who was laughing looking at him, he smiled as he walks towards her while ragini stopped and look at him.

Aisi rangon bhari apni dunia hai kyun
Socho to, socho na

Sanskar walks around ragini and sings while ragini looks on.

Pyaar se chun ke in rangon ko
Kisi ne sajaya yeh sansar hai

He sings as he hands her a red ballon while pointing towards sky.

Jo itni sundar hai apni duniya
Oopar wala kya koi kalakaar hai

He sings while ragini was lost in him.

Khul ke sochein aao
Pankh zara failaao

Ragini jerks as the ballon left her hand, she smiled seeing sanskar while Ap holds Ragini hands and they both goes towards the kids.

Rang naye bikhraao
Chalo chalo chalo chalo chalo chalo chalo chalo
Chalo chalo chalo chalo naye khwaab bun lein

Sanskar sings and makes everyone dances while ragini claps when everyone says her to dance, she hesitates but when ansh told her she does the step and everyone cheers.

Bum bum bole masti mein dole
Bum bum bole masti mein tu dol re
Bum bum bole masti mein dole
Bum bum bole masti mein tu dol re
Bum bum bole masti mein dole
Bum bum bole masti mein tu dol re
Bum bum bole masti mein dole
Bum bum bole masti mein tu dol re

Sanskar makes ragini and Ap copies his step and everyone follows and dances happily while moving around and dancing swinging their hands. Ap and Ragini dances in hand in hand around ansh and other children's.

Oye bum bum bole

Sanskar phone rings, he looks at the caller id and moves away from there.

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"I am coming", sanskar utters cutting the call as he look at the happy figure of everyone and smiled.

"I promise I'll make the person pay whoever is behind your pain", sanskar utters looking at the dancing figure of ragini. He goes from there changing his outfit.

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He parked his bike and inhaled a deep breath looking at the private building. He walks inside.

"He is here", ishana says as she stands and looks at sanskar who have serious expressions on his face.

"You okay?", she asked while sanskar nods blinking.

"He is Mr.shlok well known sketch artist, you can tell him about the feature's and he'll make the exact one", ishana says while sanskar nods. He starts narrating and the sketch artist  starts drawing while ishana looks at them.

Sanskar bites his lips as he stands keeping his one hand under his chin and other supporting the other hand, he was kneely looking at the potrait and his heart was dropping by each second.

"It's complete, now you can see", the artist says as he turns around the board.

Sanskar heartbeat stopped as he stands straight moving his eyeball around the potrait, he moves his lips and sighs keeping his hand inside his pockets.

"He is......", sanskar utters as he looks on.

The screen freezes on sanskar.

To be continued....

Precap- He is?

Tadaaaaa........ so finally here it is.... Your ROH anto and ani...... i hope it was as you expected it too be. You all must be thinking that everything's is back on track, do you really think it is or it is not? And when do you think sanskar is going to ask her about her past as per last promo? Any idea?

So, Hows the chappy? Do you like the reborn version of ragini? What do you think why is she effecting sanskar soo much? Was it guilt or some other thing? Do you like the bond ansh and sanskar share? And lastly who is the person behind ragini all miseries? Is it the same person which sanskar make or is it some other? Any idea and yes do you want mee to reveal the person or not *makes a thinking face* *winks* let's  see until next.

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Sorry the chapter was supposed to update yesterday but due to some network problem, i couldn't.

See you at saturday with heal my wounds s2 in shaa Allah ❤❤

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