I wiped the remaining water off my face. When I got too finally looking the person, the damn sun blinded my eyes. I motioned them to move and I grabbed my towel, wrapping it around me just as I was getting out. "I was in here for 10 minutes tops and I'm already being disturb." I mumbled while grabbing my pajamas and phone and gestured the stranger for follow me inside. "Just wait here while I go change and shower, 10 minutes at least promise." 

"Oh no that won't be necessary, its not like a shower is going to change whats about to happen." The person speaking was a woman, a familiar voice but I couldn't recognize it. I turn around getting slapped by my wet hair. "Who are you?" I slid my way towards the stairs where the home phone was, if this person tries some shit she gonna regret it real quick. "Look Riley-" 

"How the hell do you know my name? Who tf are you?" Dead silence. "Answer me or I'm calling the cops!" Who is this person and how did she get my address. 

"Theres something that you need to know." Not really the answer I was looking forward too, it just raises more questions. 

"What?" Is this the gut feeling I had all day? Whats so important that she needs to tell me right now anyway, I have wet hair, my towel keeps slipping, and I might need to get a water proof phone next time.

"When I was 13 years old, I got raped by my uncle. He threatened to kill me and my whole family if I said anything and for those nine months I was silent. When I went into labor I had to get a C section, when I woke up I asked for my baby. Apparently my uncle had come to the hospital and had given the baby away to Zara's Adoption Agency, I never got to meet my child until today. After spending thousands of dollars, sleepless nights, endless tears, I have found you Riley... Your my babe girl I was forced to give up. I didn't have a choice, when I woke up it was too late to save yo-"

 I lost it. I started thinking about what she was saying, if it was true it made a lot of sense. If it was a lie, I would be broken again. I can't risk losing everything I have for a mother who should've came a long time ago. "Stop... I have a life now and the orphanage isn't part of it. You should've came a long ass time ago if you wanted to mend things or whatever you want. Im not interested and its just better if you leave, better for the both of us. I have a job, a boyfriend, a stable life and I don't need a mother who is long over do. I am not interested in having mommy and daughter day, going to the nail and spa, getting our hair done, going shopping. None of that, Im finally free and I don't need you messing things up. I have come far in my life and nothing is going to mess this up. Thats final, I would appreciate it if you never contact me or come visit me at all. Its for the best." I gasp for a breath of air after ranting, if she doesn't leave know I might have to call the police even if she is my mom.

"Just please, give me a chance to fully expla-" I cut her off before she could get me sentimental and hit the weak spot I have for my family. 

"No.. I think you need to leave...Now!" Just as she was gathering her things up, Zane happened to walk in the main door. Thank god someone who will understand I am coming from.

"Honeyy I'm hom-, oh I'm so sorry I didnt realize we had company over. Hello I'm Zane, Rileys boyfriend and you are-?" Zane hangs his coat on the rack beside the door and sets his briefcase down, making his was to my mom shaking her hands.

"Why what a handsome young you've reeled in Riley. Sorry for my bad manners, I'm rileys mom." Before I had the chance to cut her off and make up a lie she finished her damn sentence, this wasn't the way I wanted Zane to find out. I just found out my self, too afraid to look up, I excused my self and left the living room before anyone had any objections. I rush into the bathroom and lock the door behind me. I break down crying sliding down the door, just like in the movies crazy huh. I rinse my face and sensitively dried my face trying to get rid of the red spots, I realized I was still in my towel and swim suit and my room was a few doors down.

 I could easily grab proper clothes and apply some makeup, I slowly open the door and before I could stop my self, I'm eavesdropping. After all this is my mom who hasn't cared enough to come see me until my life is almost perfect, talking to my boyfriend. 

"Well. Riley has never mentioned this in the 12 years I've known her.." Zane dryly chuckles and I know I'm not in the best position with him. He probably thinks I lied about me, about my family, about everything. Before I could finish what I was thinking I heard my mom saying "Oh no no, she didnt know until a few minutes before you came home. I tried explaining her my situation but she just wouldn't listen. But she's right, if I wanted to be her mother I should've came back a long time ago." 

"This is all new to everyone and I think she just needs some time, I know that she's handling this much better than anyone else would've. Anything you need I'm here for you," Just as he opened the door for her he said, "Just give her time. Only time can fix this, I promise. Good night um-"

"Carol, my name is Carol and it was a pleasure meeting you both. Hopefully you are right and time can fix this, I hate how I dropped by and ruined everything. I am truly sorry." Im dreading to meet Zane after she leaves, as I'm talking to my self I didn't realize she had left and I didn't hear what he said at last. I heard foot steps coming up the stairs and I had no idea what was going to happen next. I quietly shut the door and locked it, while turning on the shower I peeled off the wet clothes and felt the breeze in unwanted areas.

*knock* *knock* "Riley you in there?" I could hear how badly Zane wanted to talk to me, but I just wasn't ready. It was happening too fast and I couldn't keep up, I'm not interested anymore. Its not that I don't want a mom, but I've learned to grow up without and now I don't need one. I can handle myself, I don't need anyone else too. You can say my ego is a little bit a part of this but I honestly don't care anymore, if I'm not ready then I'm not. You can't force me into doing anything. "Riley..?" He asked again, now I could hear the worry in his voice. 

"Obviously if the shower is on then I'm taking a shower.." I didn't mean to have a harsh voice but it just happened. Kinda like my mother showing up out of no where. This isn't right, I'm not supposed to meet my mom at all. I stepped into the water, letting the cold water hit me. It felt like frozen raindrops but it felt so good, letting my guard down and let everything that had just happened in the last hour hit me. I break down crying before I could stop, the top go my head was now getting pounded on as the water slid down to my face. 

I turned the water off after I shampooed and conditioned. I grabbed another towel and start to dry my self off, as I was finishing I unlocked the door. A few steps out and I could see Zane leaning on the door way with his arms and legs crossed, before he could say anything I shut him down. "I don't want to talk about it."

"If you don't talk about it then it will get worse." I hated these moments when he sounded like a therapist.

"I don't care. Can you leave I have to change?" The tone I had in my voice wasn't going to go away for a while, I could already tell.

"Its not like I haven't seen anything before." He made his way towards me and hugged me from behind. Warmth filled me and my body, I needed this, I needed him. I turn around and I started to cry, not holding back at all. He holds me tighter as ever and promised to never let go. He took his right arm and wiggling it in between us, he pulled my chin up so I would looking right at him. He wiped my tears and kissed my forehead. In that moment I wanted to make love to him. But I couldn't, it didn't seem right and I wasn't in the mood. I left the warm hug and grab some clothes and started to change.

I unwrapped my towel knowing Zane was staring, I grab my bra and panties and I purposely had trouble clipping the bra in the back. I heard Zane shuffling his way towards me and as soon as he touched me, goosebumps were everywhere. God bless for me wearing panties, I would be soaking and it would've clear. He traced my spine and wrapped his hands around my torso, when he was coming closer I could feel the bulge. I gasped for air. He clipped my bra on but spun me around. I was staring at his chest under neath his black body squeezing shirt. I could see his muscles and I could feel his 8 pack under it all, too afraid to look up at him to see the lust in his icy blue eyes. He grabbed my chin and kissed me fiercely. We made our way to the bed and I fell on to it.

I moved back and he followed. His body was on top of mine in the most perfect way. He started taking  off his shirt and I felt his chest and torso, he started to take his pants off but I stopped him, I just cockblocked him but I can't do this. "Riley-Riley.." He said as I gently pull him off of me, I needed to get away. "I can't do this Zane, not right now. Im sorry." I sympathized the sorry part because I was. Truly was. 

"No babygirl its ok, I don't blame you. Kinda disappointed we don't get to finish but I understand. I am not going to force you into anything. But-" 

"Zane no buts, I'm not ready. Please." I begged for him not to do anything to me. Its like he would do anything without my permission, but I needed him to stop.

"Stop apologizing. I will not do anything unless you agree babygirl."