⏰Confession⏰

"Okay..." was all Hinata said. I told him everything. I told him about Clock Workers. I told him about Oikawa. I told him about the World Clock. I told him about what really happened during The Event. I told him about the government with Clock Workers. I told him about my family going underground. I told him nobody is allowed to know about Oikawa and I. I told him about how I can see flashes of how people die. I told him someone's clock can't change unless you transfer time (according to Oikawa) directly from the World Clock. "Can I see them?" He mumbles and looks at me curiously. Yes I even told him about my eyes. I blink to turn them black and I immediately turn them to normal. Hinata's face lights up since I guess now he is over the shock of it all. "THAT'S SO COOL! SO YOU KNOW WHEN EVERYBODY DIES THAT'S AWESOME! I mean... that's pretty depressing but still really cool," He sticks his tongue out in concentration while he tries to sit up. Once he succeeded he takes a deep breath. "I won't tell anybody. Your secret is safe with me," he does one of his brighter than the sun smiles that makes me tear up. He... he is okay with it. I hug him tightly and let a few tears fall. I'm so happy. He accepts it. He doesn't hate me for not telling him. I love him so much I can't stand it. "Woah... you okay?" He hugs me back and pats my head.

"Y-yeah," I pull away and look the other way, embarassed.

"No... no it's okay," he tries to move closer but he flinches. I know he's in pain so I move closer to him. He brings his knees up to his chest and wraps his arms around them. "So," Oh no... I know what he is going to ask. I can't answer that. Then he'll be very depressed these last 6 days. I have to make these last few days the best as possible for Hinata and try to find another way to get him more time. Somehow... "You can see how much time I have left?" I glance above his head and nod. He gives a light chuckle. "So that's what's been above my head this entire time... figures." He rubs his eyes and forehead with a small giggle. "Is that why everytime you look at me... I feel like all you see is glass... or someone who is going to break any second?" I break our second long eye contact and suddenly find the ground very interesting. "Kageyama... am I going to die soon?" There it is. The elephant in the room. I bite my lip hard and try to suppress tears. "Kageyama..." I finally look back at him and he's tearing up. "Okay..." he lays down and stares at the ceiling. "I wonder how many holes are in the ceiling." At the hospital we have the tiles in the ceiling with holes.

"I don't know," my voice cracks.

"Don't be sad. I was never ment to make it long anyways," he looks to me and then back to the ceiling. He starts mumbling incoherently but eventually I got it. "One two three four five six..."

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The past three days I've been everywhere on God's great creation to find someone to help Hinata. I've called so many people. I've met so many strangers. I haven't slept the entirety of these three days either.

I took off work even (Ms. Kiyoko was ready to kill me anyways). Yes I know crazy. I would have never done that before but this is Hinata. I have to do whatever necessary. During the day from the very beginning to the very last minute during visiting hours I would be by his side. Today though is different. The entire morning he looked weighed down by something. I have no idea what until lunch.

"Kageyama... I think we should break up," he says during lunch without looking at me. Instead he stared at his food refusing to meet my gaze.

"Hinata," my voice cracks and look at him sadly. "Is this because I can see-"

"I'M A TICKING TIME BOMB KAGEYAMA! I'M GOING TO DIE AND I'M GOING TO LEAVE YOU TO DEAL WITH THE PAIN! I DON'T WANT TO BRING ANYMORE PAIN THEN I ALREADY HAVE! I'm so sorry for ever trying to be with you. I'm so sorry for kissing you the first time. I'm so sorry for asking you to come on vacation. I'm so sorry for... for-" I kiss him to make him shut up.

"Stop it... I knew the exact time you were going to die from the very beginning," I say surprisingly with a straight face. "And here we are."

"But I'm the one that came onto you! I started all of this," he starts crying and holding his face in his hands. I pry his hands away from his face and met his gaze.

"And I wouldn't take back a second of it. Heck... I would do it all over again. I would gladly let you destroy me Shoyo," I smile but he only blushes a bit. I remember when Akaashi said that I'm like this to everyone. All my patients I get attached to. I also remember that Oikawa said Hinata is different. He was right. Shoyo is different.

"H-How can you say that? How can you not want to break up with me? I'm dying," he says the last part very quietly with his head bowed. "I'll only bring you pain."

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"I don't care." I kiss him gently. He's been really fragile lately. He's up for surgery in 4 days. Hmph... just about the time he die too. Shit what am I going to do? Good thing I'm going to be in on the operation. I'm going to oversee it and I hope and pray that I will be able to stop him from dying. I'm making Oikawa be in the room to just in case I can't do anything he'll be there too. I mean... if that is even the reason he dies...

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