loving me
never felt like
1
2
3.

never
felt linearly
directly
sincerely
straight
enough.

ain't any
shortcuts
highways
signposts
pathways,
just a
jungle maze
of a heart
mapless
aimless
fearless,
lose
yourself.

trace grooves in
the mirror, find
warmth in
grey cinders, drink
rivers and
waterfall worlds and
never find
drops of
satisfaction.

i am hungry.
i am hungry.
i am hungry.

let me feed
and forget
and flourish
and fix fix fix.

hearts ain't meant to
beat in the
rhythm of
another.

i am sick of
beat
beat
beat
beating
for anyone
but

myself.