THIS DOES NOT AFFECT BOOK TWO!!!! I just left like being evil :3
This takes place after Ryan stormed out of the office

-Rays POV-

Ryan left with out looking back. Geoff let Tina take me home early. Than i had to stay with Geoff. That was almost a year and a half ago. I'm still living with Geoff, I'm still extremely upset and there isn't a second I don't think about him. The fans know he missing but doesn't know where people say he went back to using his first name and lives in Georgia again. Yet know one had proof he is there. I just want him to come back.

"Ready to go Ray? We need to get to work."

"Hmm oh yea lets go."

"Thinking about him again?"

"Yea..i'm always thinking about him. I love him. Hey Geoff do you think he will ever come back?"

"I don't know. If he was he might have already."

"I guess your right. After work can we head to my place, i want to stream again. Its been a while since i have."

"Alright. Think that's a good idea."

Work was boring. Its the same as it was everyday. Ryan's desk remains untouched and now has a thin layer of dust on it.

After work we went to my apartment. It looks the same i remember it. Clean but the room Ryan stayed in is a mess from him taking all of his things. I dare not touch it.

After making sure all of my things worked i started the stream. The chat questioned what was going on but i didn't answer those questions I just ignored them.

After about two hours of playing Geoff and I went back to his place. I think I'm finally starting to move on. I was the happiest that i have been in a year and a half when i was streaming. The reason why i'm still staying with Geoff is because he doesn't trust me alone, thinks i'll hurt myself, but i think i will be okay. 

"Geoff, i want to start staying at my place again. I'll be okay." 

"I don't know Ray. We don't need to lose you too. I know you know its the same with out him in the office. We have been losing views and subscribers. We can't afford to lose you. Plus you and the guys are like my sons, I really don't want to know that you have done any harm to yourself. I I just really don't want to lose you to."

"I understand Geoff, but I cant stay with you forever. I will have to go back eventually."

"Few more month at my place so i knew that your okay."

"Alright. 'Dad'." 

A few months turned into six, and continuing. I have started to eat more, more lively in lets plays again. I think Geoff will let me go back to my place soon. I'm finally moving on, and everything is will be fine. I have even gone out on a few dates with Joel. 

One day Geoff and I got to the office earlier because he had some work to do. Joel is even going in early just to be with me.

"What the fuck?! Who the hell touched Ryan desk?" Geoff said

"This wasn't here last night." I said picking up the empty diet coke can. "Who else has keys to the office?"

"The only people that have keys are Burnie, Matt, Ryan and I." 

"You don't think..." 

"Impossible. Its been almost two years. Sorry to say this Ray but he might not even be alive. No one has seen him. We have said in how many AHWU's that he is still missing and to somehow message us if he is seen?"

"I guess your right."

"I'm going to see if Burnie or Matt is here." 

Geoff walked out of the room. I continued to look around Ryan's desk. His computer and xbox is on. Everything was cleaned. Ryan was even logged onto xbox live.

"Ray! Hey they my rose. I told you i would come in early just to be with you."

"Hey Joel." I said and hugged him

"Whats going on here, i thought that no one was every going to touch his desk again."

"We didn't Geoff and i were the last ones to leave the office and we locked it before we left. Plus these coke cans weren't here last night. Besides Matt, Burnie and Geoff, Ryan is the other person with keys to the achievement hunter office."

"That's weird."

"Holy shit...I-Is that you Ray?" A weak voice said from behind us.

"Who is- holy fucking shit. No this isn't possible...how are you here.." 

"Ray.. i have missed you." Ryan said.

"No this isn't possible, I'm just seeing things your aren't really here. No you cant be!" Tears running down my face as i run to find Geoff. When i finally find him hes fall into hes arms.

"Ray! What happened whats going on? Joel! Whats going on!" Geoff said. I guess Joel followed me.

"I don't know. Ryan walked in the room and the next thing i knew Ray runs out crying."

"RYAN?! Hey, Ray its alright. You have Joel now, everything will be fine. Joel take him I'm going to go talk with Ryan."

Joel took me from Geoffs arms and i was now in his. "Ray, my rose, its alright, ill help you get through this if you let me."

"I can't believe he came  back after two years. I cant believe this. How could he.."

"My rose, do you still love him?"

"I - I.. yes.."

"I think you should tell him. He came back for you didn't he?" 

"I i don't know why he came back."

"I love you Ray, I love you enough to let you go and be happy with him."

Joel and i have only been together for two months and we haven't had over first kiss yet. Although i knew he when he says loves me he means. He was there for me when Ryan left, but was to nervous to ask me out until two months ago.

"Joel..."

"There is an old saying. If you love something let it go, if it comes back to you its yours. Ryan came back for you I'm sure. Hes yours. Come one lets go back to the Achievement Hunter Office find out."

"Thank you Joel, no matter what happens, i will always be your rose."

Together we walked to the Achievement Hunter Office with out hand interwinded. We got there Ryan and Geoff were talking. Probably about all the work he has missed.

"Ray.." Ryan said when he saw me walk in. 

I saw him look down at my hand which Joel was still holding. A single tear from his face.

"H-Hi Ryan. How have you been over these past two year?"

"Holy shit...Micool look.." Gavin said. Everyone else was getting to work now.

"Holy fucking hell..." Michael said.

"What are you guys looking at?" Jack said. "oh my god.."

"I think we should let them talk put your things down then met me in the kitchen." Geoff said. They all put there things down and left as did Joel.

"You asked how i was before the others came.. i wreak with out you... im extremely sorry i left. I don't know what i was thinking, its the worst decion i have ever made. I see your happy with Joel now.. i wont bother you.. i wont cause you anymore pain that i probably already have.. Ill just pack all my things and leave.." Ryan said tearing.

I hugged him crying into hes neck. "Please, don't leave me again... The past two years have been so hard without you....We stopped playing GTA... I refused to play minecraft with them because it reminds me off you, playing minecraft isn't the same with out the Mad King. I couldn't handle it. There wasn't a second i didn't think about you.... i beg you, don't leave me again..."

 He hugged me back. "How could you let this go so easily... I caused you so much pain..."

"I love you Ryan. I don't think I'm capable of loving anyone else.. Joel was just there at the time... Two months ago he asked me out.. i only said yes because i didn't think you ever come back .."

"I love you too Ray. I promise i wont leave you until the day i die.... The last two years was absolute misery without you..."

We stood there in each others arms for anther few minutes. "Were you at the apartment before you came here?"

"No.. i got here at about 2:30.. I didn't want to walk into the apartment out of the blue after two years. I came straight here when i got back to Austin, showered and slept on the couch until i just couldn't and played some games on the xbox waiting for you to come in."

"I wouldn't have been at the apartment...i have been with Geoff.. He didn't trust me on my own and still doesn't."

"Well I'm here now.. like i said before I'm not leaving you ever.."

"I guess i should go talk to Joel then now.. mind if i give him one our first and last kiss? He deserves it."

"That's fine...as long as i get the rest of the kisses that you give away.."

"Wouldn't want it any other way."

I went to go find Joel and Ryan joined the rest of the guys in the kitchen area. I was able to see out the corner of my eye all of them hugging. We all missed him so much but i missed him the most.

"Hey Joel.."

"Hello there Ray my rose. Did everything work out between you and Ryan."

"Yes, thank you Joel." I said than kissed him. He was surprised and kissed back. It was short and sweet. "Thank you for everything Joel."

"Not a problem Ray. I know you and Ryan have a bright future." 

For the rest of the work day. After catching up, we did something we haven't done in a long time. Play GTA. Ryan was so excited to edit that two hour lets play. Than we recorded Mad King Ryan. Matt, one of the new hunters, I'm sure is excited to edit that by tonight. Its Friday and we figured to tell the fans hes back we would do that. The guys had more energy back to. I definitely think the vidoe qualities will go back to the awesomeness that they use to be.

End of the day. Still have to stay with Geoff for the next few days because he wants to give Ryan time to readjust be being back or some bullshit. I had sometime with Ryan before I had to leave.

"I'm glad you came back Ryan. I don't think we have been that energetic since you left."

"I'm glad i came back to." 

I was standing and putting my things away when Ryan grabbed my hand and pulled it up to his neck and kissed me. I wrapped my arms around hes neck and hes arms around my waste and we just stood there kissing. It left like a since you would see in the movies were there are fireworks in the back round. Not once have i ever had a kiss like that in my life. 

Two weeks later i was allowed to go back to my own apartment to stay for good. Geoff would always call me to make sure i was alright though. I would always tell him 'Im fine Dad.' Geoff is the best person to have as a father figure. That was a year ago.

"Ray.."

"Yea, Rye-Bread?"

"Will you marry me?"

"Yes of course! I love you!"

"I love you, too."

He rapped hes arms around my waste after slipping the ring on my finger, i rapped my hands around his neck. He kissed me and i kissed him back.