dont think to write
dont even try
dont remember anymore
dont know how to cry
dont want to remember
dont need all of them
dont care to love
dont have to pretend

pretend to have to
love, just not yet
need them, but not all
remember but forget
want to cry but dont know how
wants to forget but remembers it all
tries, but not enough
writes but it all just falls

wants to get up
wants to try again
wants to stop pretending
wants to need a friend
wants to be cared about
wants to be loved
wants to be with them all
wants to think above

is above, but doesn't think
is with everyone, but no one at all
is loved, but only by his demons
is cared for..cared to fall
is surrounded by voices as friends
is pretending not to hear and looks at the sky
is trying only for that, just to be up there..
because at least there he can fly