I want to scream

I want to cry

And I hate to admit it

But I want to die

I want to stop this constant hurt

To stop the voices in my head

To never again get out of bed

To stop cutting up my skin

Like it's paper

The blad a pen

But I'm an artist

And I can't quit

Every cut a step closer

To finishing my artwork

And once i finish

The lines soon fade

Till little white lines

Are all that remain

And if i make a mistake

I cut and cut

Till blood covers up

Anything that I made

And then I'll start over

Onto a clean slate

And when the lines heal

I'll trace them sometimes

Remembering the story

That lays behind each line

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I'll let you see my smile

I'll let you hear my laugh

But don't you ever think 

You'll see behind my mask

I'm just a face

Hidden in the crowd

I blend right in

When I keep my head down

No one notices

If I pass them by

No one cares

About a broken girl inside

Everyone's on there own

Battling there own demons too

No one cares enough

To see the pain in you

I'm on my own

My heart begging to live

But my mind begging to die

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I clunch at my bleeding heart

As it beats inside my chest

Wishing I could take it out

Wishing I was dead

I just want to stop the pain

Trapped inside my head

The one that comes from my heart

The feeling that I dread

I wish I could just turn it off

The emotions that I feel

They are what's killing me

They are what is real

For just once

I don't want to fee

I don't want to care

I don't want to be real

I want to be numb, indifferent, detached

I don't want this heart

Bleeding in my chest

I want it all to stop

The emotions

Always fighting in my brain

They are slowly driving me insane

I just want it to disappear

The good isn't worth all this pain

So please take away my heart

I have nothing left to gain

Except for releasing my agonizing pain

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