Hello! Derpy13! I've gotten sick...so I didn't want to do anything really so I updated one story so I'm on track and I'm trying to keep more and more track instead of slacking off or even feeling busy at times^^ basically what I'm trying to say that I missed you all dearly from the pain and hell I was living in while I'm still of course sick!
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Okay! So I'm gunna do 2 tags! Hope ya like it!

Question 1: "what is your view of religion?"

Answer: lOkay! My view of religion is that well...I mean I am a Christian and well I don't take every single living living thing seriously. I mean I do tend to take it seriously but not in a feeling that I would have to. I'm just basically a weird girl that's all I would say about myself.

I understand how others have to no matter what and I truly respect that. I mean if you pray while we eat that's fine I do that too...sometimes. *i'm sorry lord I will do my best!* I know others don't believe what I believe I'm not angry or anything I truly respect that. But if offend me calling me an idiot for what I believe than we will be having issues between you and me.

I mean like I said we all have our own opinions and we should respect that but I mean if you don't like it don't take it harshly and go over killing me just for no reason basically cuz I believe in my religion then...uhh I guess I would be karate chopping you by now...if I knew how to. 😂

Question 2: "the time you thought ending your own life?"

*Le gasp* some may think, "ha dumb question! Derp would never do dat!...would she?" Uhhh ha ha yep! ....no I did. It was basically 2 years ago from now I was loosing my house, food, friends and even my ex boyfriend. Basically I thought things would be over but I was so usually wrong.

I had problems back then making me regret the person I am today. I am truly sorry to say but yep I did self harm thinking it was the only way to deal with problems that I literally lied to my mother that it was an accident. I felt like suffering so much because fighting occurred and well I thought my ex boyfriend can be there for me to help me with my problems...

Welp...I was 100% wrong. Apparently he wanted me, "happy" but yet all the things he said to me making me smile was all lies that may have occurred and broke my full on life soul. We both had fights coming up like just a week ago we had a fight again but I finally shut him up for what I said.

Ya know back then was stupid I began to think ahead before damaging myself again which Yet I finally had myself in a calm situation...maybe sickness is killin meh but eh. I may lost some of my friends but it's not my fault they had to leave me over my small mistakes that weren't even mine at all!

Anyway! What's your answer for these questions? As always have a lovely day!!! Enjoy!!! :3