I really hope you guys enjoy this chapter. I will be probably updating again tonight. Vote and comment. Give me feedback lol. I'm so excited and I don't know why. I hope you enjoy this as much as I do. Forgive me for any errors. I'm to happy to even read it over. I got the Michael Jackson ides. It's not even funny lol. Ok , ok here goes chapter 58.

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~~~Michael's POV~~~

I was in this place, that I didn't want to wake up from. I was contemplating on if it was reality or a dream. I was confused. It felt so real to me, but I couldn't feel anything, but then again I could. It all happened so quick:

**

"Fee, baby wake up. I'm horngry again. I need some kitty cake."

"Really Michael? It's like what? 2:30 in the morning. I'm tired babe."

"Please. Just let me have some. I'll go slow, really slow and it wouldn't bother you. You can even go back to sleep." I kissed her neck and rubbed her flat stomach.

"This is what got us two kids already Michael. You just don't get enough do you?" She asked as she turned over on her back and stared into my eyes.

"I could never get enough of your good loving girl. I've got to have all your loving. It's addicting."

"Kiss me." She whispered.

"Kiss me." I said back and she did. I hovered over her as I felt myself get harder by the minute.

"You want me Michael?"

"I need you baby. C'mon buttercup. Let daddy have some." She closed her eyes and moaned as I began to kiss her. I let my kisses trail down from her neck to her covered stomach.

"Sit up baby girl." I said as I took off her overly big t-shirt, to my luck she was naked underneath it. I smiled and continued to kiss her as she lied back down on the bed.

"Can we go slow Michael?" She asked lowly and I looked up and kissed her lips.

"We can go as slow as you want baby because tonight I'm gonna make my hallways..." I paused, then continued "...echo you."

A smile touched her lips as she closed her eyes.

"Baby, I'm going to take my time with you cause yo' shit is the shit" I slowly pulled down my pajama pants and boxers, freeing my manhood from the restraint.

She moaned lowly as she felt myself on her thigh. I sat her up on my lap as I sat on my knees.

I began to kiss her all over her neck then I stopped. I had a feeling that something bad was happening. I turned my head and looked at the door, standing there was an half awake four year old Serenity. I quickly covered our bodies.

"Renity baby, why are you in mommy and daddy's room?"

"Emily came into my room and torn on the yights."

"She turn the light on?"

"Yes daddy, can you tell her to torn them off I want to sleep."

"Okay, mommy will do it because daddy can't right now."

"Why?"

"Because daddy has a big problem below him."

"Why?"

"Because mommy made him this way."

"Why?"

"Because she's always had that effect on him, I mean me."

"Why?"

"Baby, please stop asking me why. Go to your room and mommy will be there in a minute."

"Okay daddy. night."

"Where do you think you're going with daddy's kiss?"

"I sorry daddy," she walked over to me with her big brown bear and got on the bed. She kissed my lips then looked at Fee. She stared at her then spoke.

"Daddy, why is mommy like that?"

"Like what?"

"She's stuck."

"She's not stuck, she's just waiting on daddy to give her something special, but I can't because you came in here."

"I sorry daddy. Can I see what your giving her?"

"No, because it's only for mommy and my eyes only. It's not for children. That's how we brought you into this world."

"How'd you bring me?"

"I will only tell you if you go to your room, turn your lights out, close your door and go to sleep."

"Okay daddy. Tell me in the morwing mommy said in order to be bootiful, I have to sleep for eight hours."

"That's right pumpkin, now go so daddy can finish giving mommy her special present."

And with that, she got out of the bed carefully and walked to the door, locking and closing it. I waited for about five minutes before I laid Fee back down on her back.

"Take me Michael" she moaned. She looked into my eyes, and I looked back into hers. I stood up on my knees and spread her legs apart. I kissed from her left foot all the way to her inner thigh.

Her chest heaved with anticipation. So I slowly but surely went in. I licked and licked until she was wet enough.

The moans she let come out of her mouth tortured me in so many ways. I wanted to take my time with her.

"Tie me,"

"Huh?" I said lowly as I looked up to her.

"tie me up, tie me down....make me moan real loud."

I looked at her and smirked. I intertwined our fingers together.

"Let's have another baby. Renity wants another baby sister, and so does Emily."

"Whatever happens Michael, happens."

**

I woke up from that dream. Serenity had started to cry beside me in my bed. I looked down and my pajama pants were just to tight around my 'area'.

"Gosh, why does she have this effect on me." I sighed as Serenity continued to cry.

"You must be hungry. Daddy doesn't have any breast to feed you from, maybe I should have your mommy come and feed you, yeah. Let's go call mommy."

**

I was asleep when I heard my cell phone ring. I groaned loudly and looked at the clock.

3:29 a.m.

Who the hell wakes up this time of morning and calls someone?

I quickly grabbed my phone angry and answered

"Hello?!" I spoke rudely. I don't have time for this shit.

"Way to answer the phone."

I quickly sat up in my bed and breathe out heavy as I heard his voice.

"Michael?"

"Yeah, it's me. Look, I need you to come over."

"Is everything okay?"

"Everything's fine. I just need you to bring the breast pump with you so Serenity can eat. Hurry up"

Before I could say anything else he hung up. I tossed my head back and breath out.

"God, why did I have to lie?!" I groaned and pulled the covers back. I quickly put on some shoes and grabbed a jacket from my closet, along with the breast pump.

I grabbed my keys and left out of Cassidy's house and got into my car and drove to my destination within 45 minutes.

**

"Here, let's get you some water. Mommy is on her way now. She should be here any minute." I spoke softly as I laid her down in her lounging chair.

I went into the cabinet and grabbed her bottle, put it in a pot with boiling water along with the nipple and waited till it was clean enough, something I picked up from her mother.

"I can't even stand to say her name anymore." I sighed, tilted my head back and said "God, why did she have to lie"

Just then a heard a knock on the door. I went to get it, and she was standing there. She rubbed her right arm nervously with her left hand, not making eye contact with me.

"Come in" I spoke dryly. She finally looked at me and nodded.

"So, where's--" I cut her off.

"All I need you to do is pump some milk for her. You can leave when you're done."

I walked away from her and went back into the kitchen. I turned the stove off and dumped the boiling water out of the pot, and took her bottle and nipple out as well.

I dried them off and handed them to her mother as she plugged up the machine and took off her jacket.

I watched as she put the pump around her left breast and turn the machine on. She winced in pain and scrunched up her face.

"What's wrong?" I asked as she continued with a painful look.

"Nothing, I'm fine. I'm just not use to this thing." She breath out and looked at Serenity. She smiled, then looked down as she shook her head side to side.

It was quiet for about a few minutes, only noise being heard is the sound of the pump machine and Serenity's cries. I picked her up and patted her back.

I suddenly asked a question and she's taken aback by it. I don't know what came on in me, but it just came out.

"Will you stay the night?" She looked at me.

"You want me to s--stay the night?" She stuttered, and I nodded.

"Only so Serenity can eat, that's all. I want you to leave first thing in the morning though."

I could see the happiness and hope leave her eyes when I said that.

I am not trying to get back together with her anytime soon. We may have a daughter together, but that's all we have together. Nothing else. Nothing more, nothing less.

She didn't reply back, instead she turned the machine off and fixed herself.

She walked over to the kitchen island and placed her bottle on it. She poured the milk in her bottle, and whatever was left she placed inside a container and put it into the refrigerator.

She put the nipple on the bottle and handed it to me.

"Will you stay?" I asked again. She of course didn't answer, instead she went right back to the breast pump and pulled out her opposite breast and pumped the milk out of that one as well. She did the same thing and placed it into another container, then the refrigerator.

"That should last her up until the day after tomorrow. I'll pump more when I get home and have Bella give it to LaVelle to bring to you." She finally spoke.

I watched as she put the pump back in order and placed it into the bag she brought with her. She took Serenity out of my arms and talked to her.

"Hey mama. I've missed you so much. You are so beautiful. Yes you are, yes you are. I just want to kiss you all over and see your pretty smile again. Mommy has to go bye bye. I won't be gone for long buttercup. I promise." She smiled at her and kissed her forehead. She looked up at me, to see me starring back at her.

She looked back down at Serenity, but her eyes caught a glance at her wrist. She pulled her arm out and looked at it as tears formed in her eyes.

She read it out loud, voice cracking and all. "Always yours, forever mines, never wanted to say goodbye." she looked back at Serenity. "Don't ever get a tattoo that you will regret getting, it only keeps the pain. Be yourself pumpkin, be who you are."

Serenity cooed as a tears slowly slid down her mother's face. She kissed her and handed her back to me.

"Nos vemos más tarde niña bebé. Mamá te ama y siempre te amaré. Sé una chica grande y decirle a mamá papá lo ama demasiado ... manera de mucho." She spoke in Spanish and I didn't know what she had said, so I looked confused.

((Translation: See you later baby girl. Mommy loves you and will forever love you. Be a big girl and tell daddy mommy loves him too...way to much.))

I could only make out, love mommy, and papa.

She put her jacket back on and walked towards the door, but before she left, she spoke in two more different languages, that I did understand. She said in French,

"Je espère vraiment que vous obtenez bien bientôt Michael."

((Translation: I really do hope you get well soon Michael.))

She spoke again, but this time in Portuguese

"Eu realmente te amo Michael . Eu simplesmente não consigo parar de te amar , mesmo se eu tentasse. É tão difícil dizer adeus para o amor de sua vida. É difícil seguir em frente , se eu não te esqueci . Eu só gostaria que você me ouvir e entender os meus motivos. Eu te amo muito, apenas para deixar você sair da minha vida. Se ele tem que ser assim , então eu acho que tem que ser desta maneira . Você vai encontrar alguém melhor do que eu , alguém que não vai te machucar , alguém melhor para você e serenidade . Você não quer que ela seja em torno de mim , eu entendo. Eu só vou e não estar aqui. Se é isso que você quer, então eu vou deixar você ter o seu caminho. Adeus Michael , vejo você mais tarde Serenity ."

((Translation: I really do love you Michael. I just can't stop loving you, even if I tried. It's so hard to say goodbye to the love of your life. It's hard to move on if I'm not over you. I just wish you would hear me out and understand my reasons. I love you too much, to just let you walk out of my life. If it has to be that way, then I guess it has to be this way. You'll find someone better than me, someone that won't hurt you, someone better for you and Serenity. You don't want her to be around me, I get it. I'll just go and not be here. If that's what you want, then I'll let you have your way. Goodbye Michael, see you later Serenity.))

Before I could say something she was gone, and there I stood motionless and speechless.

"She walked away?" I whispered. I looked down as I finish burping Serenity. She was fast asleep, so I walked her to her room an placed her in her baby crib.

I took out all of the stuff toys and placed her baby monitor in the corner, like Fee used to do.

"If only you wouldn't have lied." I whispered as I left Serenity's room and went to my room and didn't sleep at all.

***

The light shined in my face and I woke up. I looked around the room only to see my best friends starring at me.

"You guys are some creeps. Were you watching me the whole time?" I asked them as they giggled.

"No Sofia, we just came in here to tell you something." Bella said as she plopped down on the bed. I sat up and rubbed my red puffy eyes.

"Well, what is it?"

"We are going on a trip." Cassidy said excitedly.

"Where to?"

"Can you say Jamaica mon?" I instantly got out of bed and squealed.

"No fucking way!!!"

"Fee!" They all scolded. "Language." I smiled and covered my mouth.

"Oops. Sorry. I forgot about the babies." I sighed and looked down as I thought about Michael and Serenity. Then suddenly broke down into tears.

They all looked at each other confused, but Bella was the only one to say something.

"You miss him, don't you?"

"Yes," I sniffled. "So much. I miss my daughter too."

"Why won't you just ask can you take her with us to the trip?"

"He doesn't want me around her so she doesn't pick up any of my 'bad habits' he said he doesn't want her to turn out like me."

"If I can recall, she is your child and you two did have her. It takes two to mingle Fia. You have a say in this. It's not only his child."

"I know, but--"

"But nothing. We are going to the Bahamas and Serenity will be there with us, as well as you. Now pack up while we make a call to Michael."

"No! Then he'll never let me take her. It won't work."

"Listen to me Sofia. You have been my best friend since forever. What he's doing to you isn't right. He can't keep you away from your daughter because you lied. Does he even know why you had to lie?"

"No, I haven't had the time to explain myself."

"Then that is his fault. He won't let you tell him why you did this, you won't let him have a say in this. Okay?"

"You think it will work?"

"Not unless we have you there. Come on. Pack up, first stop we're taking is to Neverland."

"I really hope this works" I whispered lowly as I began to pack my bag.

"Oh, it will."Bella said as she, Avery and Cassidy exited the room.

"I really hope this works."

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As I finish packing up some clothes, I zip up my suitcase and place it by the door. I get in the shower and thirty minutes later I get out.

I dried off and went to put on my underwear. I walked to the closet and searched for my black leggings and my white halter top that showed the lower half of my belly.

I found my white socks that stopped in the middle of my leg, and my all black boots.

I put them on and went to do my make up. I put on mascara, a little liquid eye liner, pink glossy lipstick, and white eye shadow.

"Okay you guys, I'm ready." I said rolling my suitcase down the stairs. I looked up and everyone was starting at me, even the males.

"Damn," I heard someone whisper. "Michael is crazy as hell for letting her go." I smiled at the compliment as it came from Scott, Avery's brother.

He's a real cute guy. Tall, light skinned, curly hair, hazel eyes, and he has the most cutest dimples I've ever seen.

But nothing compares to Michael.

"So, are you guys ready to go?" I asked again. Nobody moved so I huffed.

"Do I look that bad? Is there something on my face?"

"Are you sure you gave birth two weeks ago, because I mean my god-- girl your fucking sexy" Scott said as he walked up to me. I smiled and took a step back.

"Yeah, I did actually. Thanks." I smiled and looked at everyone.

"Okay, let's go. We are on a mission right?"

"Yes!! C'mon you guys. Gush over her later. We have to go get Serenity so we can be out of L.A. California tonight. Jamaica here we come!!" Bella said as she handed LaVelle her luggage and picked up her baby car seat.

Cassidy and Avery did the same and out the door we were headed.

"I hope I get you baby girl." I whispered as I looked out the window and watched as the trees passed by quickly.