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They say that everything in life happens for a reason. I wonder why. Some things hurt you, others don't. They can cause destruction. Something that happens bad, open your eyes and makes you change yourself.

But my life is different.

Everything that happens to me hurts me. I'm always getting hurt. I think I may be cursed or something. I don't know, but I know that after finding out that I will be giving birth to three children at different times is mind blowing...not in a good way though.

I mean I want these kids, I do...but the outcome is what I'm afraid of.

How can I be pregnant with Michael's twins and have a little fetus that's Zack's child?
How is that even possible?
How will I give birth to twins then three months later, give birth to another baby?
How?
How will I manage to get through that afterwards?
How will this effect my everyday life style?
How will I tell my parents and sister about this?
How will Bella, Lisa, Avery, and Cassidy feel about this?
Will they still be there for me?
Will Michael be there to help me?
Will Zack be there to help me?
Will I be there?
Will I still be alive?
What if I died having those kids?
What if?

I keep asking myself these questions, and can't find an answer.

I don't know if I want these kids. I don't know if I can handle it. I mean I've always wanted kids but I didn't think I would get them this soon. I'm only 23.

When Michael first told me that I was pregnant with his twins and a fetus that was Zack's, I was speechless. I was happy but confused too.

No one can make me keep these kids. I'm not even showing that much, I mean if you look at me, I did gain a lot of weight. My stomach does poke out but only a little. It's a baby bump.

I don't know what to do anymore. I don't want these kids...or do I?......Of course I want them......I can't kill my kids...I love them....I've already bonded with them.

I'm sitting here thinking that if I get an abortion everyone.....and I mean everyone will either understand my decision or be mad or even hate me.

I was caught up in my thoughts, that I didn't even notice Zack come in. He had food with him. He walked over to me and hugs me. He then kisses me on my lips, and sat next to me. He's been gone all night.

"You feeling okay baby?" He asks while caressing my hand.

"Yeah....I'm fine." I looked him in his eyes then he frowned.

"I know what you're thinking about. Listen, if you don't want these kids then that's fine. You can give Michael full custody of his kids and give me full custody of mine."

"It's just I want them but then I don't." I rubbed my belly bump and started to cry. I've grown so close to them. Lord help me please.

"Shhh baby. Don't get yourself worked up about this. It's okay. God always makes a way. This happened for a reason."

"Everything happens for a reason! I don't want these damn kids! I'm getting an abortion and nothing or no one can stop me" I'm so confused. One minute I want them, then the next I don't.

I got up and walked out of the hotel room. Zack called after me and then ran after me.

"Don't follow me Zack. Move,...nothing can change my mind" he stopped me and it so happened that we were in front of Michael's door.

"You will not get an abortion Sofia. I swear to God--" he got cut off by Michael.

Michael looked between us then spoke
"What's going on?"

I didn't say anything. I let my head hang low and let the tears cascade down my face. I had both of my hands wrapped around my stomach, caressing it.

"She's trying-- she's trying to get an abortion!"

"Don't yell, she can go into a panic attack then have an asthma attack"

"Ok. I'm sorry, but she's trying to get an abortion. She's trying to kill our kids man"

He turned to me and just stared at me.
"You want an abortion?"

"Yes. I do" I said while locking eyes with him.

"Who's child do you want dead? Hmm? Mines or his? Or--"

"I don't want your kids Michael..."

He stared at me heart broken, then I continued
"I don't want his either."

"Why" they both ask in usion

"Because I don't want them. They are going to ruin everything...including me"

"You are so fucking selfish....you know that right....You're being a little stupid bitch right now because YOU want YOUR dreams to come true. YOU want to let all of YOUR dreams and goals be accomplished before YOU have kids. No one told YOU to lie down and open YOUR legs. YOU DID THAT AND NOW YOU HAVE TO TAKE CARE OF IT. IF YOU DIDN'T WANT KIDS NOW YOU SHOULDN'T HAVE BEEN FUCKING US."

Zack said, more like yelled as he was walking towards me. I backed into the wall and he hovered over me. He swung and I flinched. I was so scared, next thing I know was that he put a hole in the wall next to my head.

Michael walked to him and told him to calm down and go to the room. Even though Michael might have seemed calm, I know that he was boiling on the inside.

"Let him hit me Michael. Let him. I don't care anymore." I said while throwing punches at the both of them.

Zack was getting mad and walked away from me and went into our hotel room then slammed the door. I kept hitting Michael and he was getting even more infuriated with me.

"STOP IT GIRL" he said while trying to block my hits.

"Noo. I hate you Michael. I hate Zack. I fucking hate everybody right now. I shouldn't have had sex with anyone."

"Sofia stop hitting me. I swear if you don't stop!!"

"SHUT UP!!" I said after punching him hard in the mouth then nose.
Blood came gushing out of both of them and I didn't care.

I took all of my anger out on him. I punched him one more good time in his nose again then fell to the floor crying.

Michael was just standing there looking at me.

I watched him touch his nose with his left hand and then he looked at it. He then touched his mouth with his right hand then looked at it. He saw the blood on his hands and looked at me.
His eyes turned red and tears formed.

Once I came back to reality, I realized what I did was wrong and got up from the floor. The way Michael moved away from me made me feel horrible. It hurt me to the core.

"Get away from me" he hissed while backing away from me.

"Michael...I-I-I'm sorry, I didn't mean to do it" I stuttered

"I would advise you to get away from me right now. I have never wanted to hit a girl as much as I want to hit you right now. I've never laid my hands on you. And for you to take all of your anger out on me is just....I don't even...why am I wasting my time with you right now."

He walked into his room and I screamed "MICHAEL.. WAIT!!" The door slammed in my face and I banged on it.

"I'm sorry. Please open the door." I kept banging on it and I saw Bill coming.

"Hey Bill, can you open the door for me, I need to tell Michael something in person, and it can't wait."

"Okay sure."

"Thanks."

"You're welcome,....is everything okay?" He said as he unlocked then opened the door.

"Yes. Thanks. Umm you can stay out here. I'll be out in a little while."

"Okay. I'll just go....do something"

I walked in and closed and locked the door. I turned around and the room was pitch black. I began to search for a switch to turn on the lights and found it.

"Why are you in here?" Michael asked as he was coming from the bathroom

"Michael, I'm sorry. I didn't mean to make you bleed"

"I don't want to hear it anymore. I'm tired of this. You're just gonna take away the most important thing that mattered to me. What I did to you was a mistake...a big one. I wasn't thinking about it. You're just gonna do this out of anger. I don't care anymore. You kill those babies and I swear, as god is my true living witness that I will make sure you never see me again. I'll make sure that you won't--"

"Michael" I said as I tried to touch him.

"No get away from me. I can't stand to look at you right now. Why are you even in here, go check on your boyfriend,...he seemed mad" he retorted back sarcastically.

"Michael don't be like that,"

"Don't be like what!!"

"Look I'm sorry. Please just...can I use your phone?"

"No" he walked into his bedroom door and closed it.

I took it upon myself to walk back there and open his door. I closed it after going in, and locked it.

"Sofia, I need to get away from you, please stop following me"

"Michael look, I'm sorry. I've never meant to hurt you"

"Now you see how I feel yet, you won't forgive me"

"I have forgiven you Michael"

"Then why aren't we together?"

"Because"

"Because what? Because you hate me and you don't trust me. Hmm what else? Awe, and you haven't forgiven me!!!!!"

"Michael stop, you know that's not true"

"It is true, that's why you went back to Zack he did you way worst then I did. He beat the hell out of you, yet I never laid a finger on you"

"Michael look, I want you to be honest with me okay?"

"Okay"

"And I'm going to honest with you."

"I'm listening."

"I love you with all of my heart. I do. I love Zack as well but not as much as I love you. I mean you were my first and will always hold that special place in my heart. I hate seeing us so far apart. If you tell and show me how much you love me right now, I swear I'll never take you for granted. I'll never try to hurt you. I'll do any and everything you want me to do. I know this is coming out of nowhere, but my heart wouldn't let me stay mad at you or away from you. It wouldn't let me keep this locked in much longer. I love you, I really do. I just..." tears were coming down my face. I don't know what's gotten into me to make me spill my heart out to him, but there's no turning back now. It's all out in the open. I mean every word I have spoken. It's nothing but the truth.

"Sofia, look at me" he used his index finger and tilted my head upwards by my chin, so I was looking straight into his eyes.

"I've already made one mistake that I hate I did in the first place. I don't want you to leave me. You are the lady in my life. I love you so much girl. But you are with Zack and he seems happy with you. I don't want him to be hurt like I am."

"Michael, he's not hurt. He'll find another gal. It's not hard for him. I want you Michael. I mean he makes me happy, but not the way you do. I compare him with you all of the time and I swear I cannot find one thing that he does the way you do. I miss you. I hate missing you. I can't stand not being next to you at night. I can't stand not kissing your sexy lips, or squeezing your ass. I miss that. You are the one and only Michael Jackson, and I don't want to live without you."

"I know this, but what about Zach's feelings?"

"Do you love me?"

"I do, more than anything."

"Come with me." I led him out of his room and a couple doors down to Zach and my room.

"Zach?"

"Yes Sofia?...look, I apologize for my behavior. I need to tell you something."

"Well, that's why I came down here as well, we need to talk"

"Let me go first...I love you with all of my heart. I just, I don't think we can make it. I know I've been wanting you for the longest, and now that I have you, it's like I don't know what to do. I've changed for you, I've tried to not get so angry all of the time."

"I know Zach"

"Listen to me. I think you are better off with Michael. I mean he can give you what I can't. He'll be there. I've had my second chance, I think he deserves his now. I know this sounds crazy but the things you do when you're in love. I have to get over you Sofia so I can live my life and get even better. I mean I still need help. I want you happy, I don't want to see you hurt. If I died I know that there is still something that's apart of me still here, and that's our child. We made that baby together. We made it out of love. I know I won't be on this earth long, an that's why I want you to be with Michael. He's to good of a man to be destroyed by his lover. I want you to be with him forever. I'm going back to California and I'm going to go back to taking my therapist sessions. It'll work I promise. I'll be there for the baby....Our baby."

"Yeah you're right." I packed all of my things and handed my suitcase to Michael.

"What's this?" He asked taking the bag.

I kissed Zach on his lips so passionately
and hugged him tight.
"I love you Zach. Thank you."

"I love you too. Take care. Mike don't hurt her again."

I walked out of the hotel room and didn't look back.

"Baby girl?"

"You happy now Michael? You have me back."

"No baby girl I don't have you back. You can't just leave Zack and make me your second choice"

"Fine I'll leave. I quit. I don't want to dance anymore. I quit everything. I'm going back to California. I don't understand. I did all of that for you and you change your mind all of a sudden." I got up and was about to leave but Michael grabbed my arm.

"Wait...what do you mean you quit dancing? We need you. I need you. Please don't quit that."

"No Michael. I've made up my mind. I'll be out of your house before you get back to Never Land. Seems like all you really care about is my dancing" I mumbled the last part.

"No! Wait please. Don't go"

"No Michael I'm leaving and you're not changing my mind. I'll be giving birth in 6 more months then three months later I'll be giving birth again. You don't have to worry about me or these kids. I can handle it myself. Goodbye Michael."

"Girl c'mere."

"Michael, please let me go..let me leave"

"No. C'mere... I love you. I just got you back. I don't want you raising our kids by yourself. I help make them and I will help take care of them. I'm here baby. I'll always be here."

"Michael, do you remember when we first met?"

"Yeah. That was a terrible way to meet."

"I heard everything you were saying...You were crying"

"I was. Girl don't you know I was in love with you when I first saw you in the audition room dancing with them heels on. You had me in awe. I couldn't stop starring at you. And in the limo. God you looked so beautiful."

"So that was you. God you had me fooled. You do well with disguises."

"Thanks. Are you hungry? Tired? Thirsty?"

"I'm tired and want to take a shower or a nice relaxing bath."

"I'll run you some bath water......With bubbles." I giggled.

"Thank you Michael."

"No need to thank me." He walked out of the bedroom and went to the bathroom.

"Hey Michael?!" I yelled to him. He stuck his head out of the bathroom.

"Yes?"

"Bathe with me?"

"Of course. Undress and take a seat and wait until I tell you to come in."

"Okay."

~~~Michael's POV~~~

I got her....I got her back. How is this even happening. It all happened so quick. I really don't care how it happened. I got my girl back and that's all that matters. I'm going to do any and everything to keep her by my side.

~~~Zack's POV~~~

I let her go. I thought I changed but I didn't. She struck one tiny nerve and I flipped. I punched a freaking hole in the wall so close to her face that I could literally put the width of my pinky finger on the space of the gap between her head and the hole. I'm glad she's with Michael. She's better off with him. I'm going to change, an it's for me this ctime.

~~~Sofia's POV~~~

I'm sitting on the couch with a towel draped over my body. I'm confusing myself so much. I need to...

"Fee baby, c'mon. It's ready now"

"Carry me"

"Hahaha...getting lazy there?"

"Really lazy"

"Alright. Legs up" I lifted my legs up and he quickly picked me up bridal style.

"You're so light"

"Oh please Michael. I'm as fat as a cow."

"You are not. Stop saying that"

"Well it's true."

"Well that's not true, because I wouldn't be able to pick you up."

"Ok fine. You win."

"I always do"

"Okay Michael, no need to get arrogant on me."

He chuckled and walked into the bathroom. I gasped.

"Mich-Michael...."

"You like it?"

"Where did you even get this stuff from?"

"You don't have to worry about it. I need to treat you right. I love you girl. This is how I'm going to show you. I'm going to show you in other ways as well, but this is what you and I both need."

He had red and white rose petals all over the floor and some in the bubble bath. Candles were set on the edge of the sink, tub, and a few surrounding the tub. He turned on a song and it was beautiful. His voice echoed through the hotel room. The song playing was "The Love Is My Doom"

He got into the tub, and instructed me to get in. I did and immediately shut my eyes.

This is so perfect. Just what I needed.

"Michael...I love you. This is so comforting. To be I your arms again you know."

I turned around and looked at him. He frowned and spoke

"Babe you're bleeding"

"Bleeding?"

"Are you okay? Do you have any stomach pains?"

"Michael? What are you talking about?"

"You're bleeding. The water is turning red."

"I'm not bleeding. You're bleeding."
He looked down and stopped.

"Your stomach" he whispered