okay so when i was telling janellealvarado77 and Nunya_Style (or ILOVENUNYA) what my crush looks like, Nunya said that she just imagined Dan Howell.

and i didn't think he looked like Dan Howell so i told her that he doesn't look like him

but

i was imagining Peach in cat whiskers (normal thoughts about my crush) and i realized

he looks like a younger Dan Howell

and i freaked out bc Nunya was right for once

i wish i had pics of him and could share with you guys but firstly, i have no pics, and he probably wouldn't like me showing people on the internet what he looks like

but just imagine

young Dan Howell (like young version of what he looks like in PINOF1, not what he actually looked like when young)

young dan howell

how am i only realizing this now

oh yeah funny story

so i basically die everytime he comes near me

when i first got a crush on him i was standing near him and we were touching and my heart was beating so fast, example of how i feel when he's near me

and my best friend (in my class) were standing near the window watching the snow-

short story: our entire class when we were waiting for the bell to ring was looking at all of the windows bc it was snowing (lightly) and we were happy and all, then my friend and i move away from the window for a few seconds then we hear happy freaking out and the snowflakes were HUGE and the entire class was so happy and we were all freaking out and then the bell rang and my best friend and i RACED through the hallways and stairs to go outside so we wouldnt miss the snow (we dont ride the bus) and we got out there and the snow was EVERYWHERE and it hit us and we were both so happy and thinking about it makes me so happy

back to the original story:

-watching the snow and when we step away (like in the short story) and when we step away (before everyone starts freaking out) my crush was being chased by his friend and he was running around the classroom and he comes near us and my friend was blocking the way were he was running and he pushed her (not really since se already moved a little bit) and yelled "MOVE!" in a giggly happy voice and i freaked out wishing it was me he pushed and yelled at

the shortened version is: my crush pushed my friend and yelled at her and i fangirled while later i fangirled over snow

oh yeah

my crush is dan howell in disguise

- Phoenix