this WILL have maze runner spoilers so beware

just to let you know i have finished all of the maze runner books except for the prequel to the series which i am currently reading

this chapter will probably just be me rambling about the series and such

so i read it, the infamous page 250

i almost cried when newt got shot and i tried to wake up my sister to just talk

i did find a fixed page 250 though

is it weird that sometimes i cheer myself up by imagining newt after he died just waking up in the place for dead people and his family coming over to him and welcoming him with hugs and alby goes over there to welcome him and there's chuck and all the other dead gladers are there and awh its so happy

opinions on teresa:

so at first i kinda liked her, then i hated her, then i didn't hate her but disliked her.

the only reason i don't hate her as much as i did was that since she got her memories back and thomas didn't, she knew he was her best friend, but he didn't and he was starting to dislike her and she had to live with her old best friend basically hating her so the way i interpret her death was when she sacrificed her life to save thomas' she was trying to show him that she's good and trying to gain his trust

thominho survived so i'm pretty happy

quick thing, i was talking with my friends and someone mentioned twilight and i joked and said "thomas and teresa, still a better love story than twilight" then we talked and then i said "THOMAS AND CHUCK WOULD STILL BE A BETTER LOVE STORY THAN TWILIGHT"

but back to thominho, i like to imagine that after the immune group builds houses and stuff thomas and minho just relax now that they finally have the chance to be a nice couple

yeah, thominho

i was pretty satisfied with the ending of the series though

something just seems so calming and okay to me that after all those things they have suffered, they're in a safe place, with no flare, and they just get to repopulate the earth without wicked to worry them, something about that just seems so peaceful

oh so the last thing i'll say before i end this chapter is that is weird that during really life stuff like school i'll use the pain the gladers experienced as motivation.

example: my hand has been hurting for the past day and it won't go away, but i say things like "IF NEWT CAN CLIMB A GIANT WALL, JUMP OFF OF IT AND SURVIVE, YOU CAN SURVIVE WITH YOUR HAND HURTING!"

(while thinking off an ending for this i almost starting writing something completely off topic so this will just be the ending)

- Phoenix