im gonna stop having crushes for a while

i'm starting to realize that i just don't like dimitri anymore tbh

he's kinda rude

and now i'm embarrassed bc i didn't realize that before

also crushes are too confusing and i'm getting annoyed and everyone irl is horrible so

they all get so involved in crushes it feels like a game and like i'm just a pong in that game and i don't just want to be a piece in a game, like peeta said (or along the lines of what he said)

my grade is basically a cliché highschool

i'm starting to realize that everyone's horrible in my grade

well except for a few people

not all of them are my friends since i don't want to that person that says everyone is horrible except for me and my friends, bc thats not true

i'm getting sidetracked

BASICALLY

NO MORE CRUSHES FOR NOW

- Phoenix