Kays POV

I push him away. He looks at me hurt but anger rages through me. I thought he was gone. I thought... "Kay?" He breaks my train of thought. "Get away from me" I hiss "You're dead Dan! You're dead!" Daniel Green. My boyfriend. Ex. Comitted suicide three years ago. I still have the note.

"Kay honey I'm back. I'm never leaving you again." He looks at me with loving, hurt eyes but I see right through him. "Liar! You're just gonna hurt me and leave me again." He thinks for a second before replying. "Yeah! How did you guess? Why would I ever come back for you? You're worthless"

"I thought you loved me!" I cried. "Nah. I just used you. The sex was amazing." "I knew it!" I hit and claw at him in a desperate attempt to keep him away. The door swings open and strong arms lift me away. I thrash violently. "Let me at him! I'm gonna kill him!" He sneers at me. "You're just like your sister. She loved me as well. She was nothing more than a toy and a good fuck. God you're just as weak as her." With those words something clicks and I lose it.

L's POV (L is one of Kays personalities. She's the violent one)

"God you're just as weak as her." As soon as those words are uttered, she loses it. She tries to fight but I know she won't be strong enough. Quick as a flash I break through, pulling her down and down until I reach the surface and take over. The arms around he..my waist are nothing to me. I pull through and launch myself at him. Caught of guard he's easy to attack. He raises his arms in an attempt to shield himself but I just laugh. I throw punches at anywhere I can reach. I need to show him how much he hurt me. How much he hurt us.

Ashley pulls me back and throws me out the room. "What are you doing? I'm gonna kill him!"

"Kay..." "That's not my name" I growl. A look of realisation crosses his face. "Oh...so which one are you?" I roll my eyes. "My names L"

"L, that's not who you think it is. That's Andy" it dawns on me and I slide to the ground. I feel the darkness tug at me trying to get me. I am half submurged and all I can say is "goddamn schiz..." before the darkness has deafeated me and she takes control once more.

Kellins POV

Me and Vic arrive at the BVB house and I'm shaking. "Babe it's gonna be ok yeah? We're gonna sit and try and explain and hope she listens. It will be ok" Vic tells me. I play with my wedding ring nervously while Vic knocks on the door. CC answers and lets us in. "Leigh and Andy are upstairs. They should be down soon" we all catch up and laugh until we hear banging and shouting from upstairs. Worried Ashley sprints upstairs.

Me and Vic look at each other worried that this has something to do with Kay. Minutes later, Ashley leads a bleeding Andy downstairs. "What happened? Oh my god!" CC starts flapping. "It's ok Cece, it's just a couple of cuts and bruises I will be ok in a few day" Andy tells him. Alarmed I stand up. "Where's our daughter?" I demand. "Upstairs" is all Ashley says before going back to Andy.

Vic and I bound upstairs where we see a broken, sobbing Kay. "Oh sweetheart what's happened?" Vic asked. We both crouch down beside her waiting for her to speak. Instead she motions downstairs so we escort her down into the living room where we join all of Black Veil Brides. "Ok so I'm guessing you want an explanation" we all nod. I place my arm around her and my husband as she leans into him and takes a shaky breath.

"Well three years ago my sister Becca dated a guy called Dan. They dated for a couple of months before they split up. He then asked me out. I had liked him for a while so of course I said yes. I was only 13 but I gave him my virginity. I thought he loved me but he just used me for sex. It hurt a lot. Two months later and he killed himself. It was the most pain I had ever felt. He was my best friend, my first love, my first heart break and he was dead." She looks up cautiously. Andy nods, telling her too carry on. She obliges.

"Today I forgot to take any of my pills. I had a episode and then...well you met L. I guess it was harder for me to snap out of it coz I was hurt so much by him. No one has turned into someone else in a long time. The last person was my little brother. I almost killed him. I guess the kiss brought back memories and brought him back. Andy I'm so so so sorry. I never wanted to hurt you and I'm so sorry you met L. She's the worst" Andy opens his arms and she all but flies into them.

"I don't think a relationship with me would be a good idea right now" Andy told her. Leigh nodded in agreement and sat down next to him. "Leigh. Who are your other personalities? When is it likely for us to meet them?" Jake asked softly.

"Well you met L, all of my personalities are from my dad abusing me. I had lots and lots of feelings and emotions and I always hide them. They are representations of my emotions. They show how I feel inside and I can't hide anything then. We all have schiz and anxiety but they just show my emotions externally. L represents my anger. She comes out when I feel threatened or angry. Rose is the slutty one. She comes out when I'm drunk mainly. Because of her I would drink a lot. She's here because she covers up her feelings with sex and alcohol. Grace is the little girl. She's only 8 years old. She represents the lost, childish side. She's shy and confused and hurt. Hayley is the sad, depressed side. Whenever I cut or attempted anything it's because of her. At the moment I feel like I don't know who the real me is anymore. I'm lost. I hate taking my pills because I hate feeling like I have to take them to control them, to control myself."

Tears run down her face and Jinxx pulls her into a hug, stroking her hair gently. When she calms down Vic clears his throat. "I guess we should talk."

A/N a nice long chapter for ya. Sorry if it drags on but I needed to explain everything so now you know and it's easier for me to carry on with the story so you can understand her. I will explain about Vic next chapter so bear with plz. Thanks for everyone that's reading. Please vote, comment and share! Thanks xox