Love is the feeling of being in heaven...no it is itself heaven but here too we enter heaven after lot of struggle and even I have had to go through the most worst pain and it's the emotionally breaking down
"I am a happy going girl who is studying here Engnieering and as I see my friends with their love interest in Valentine's day I always feel that soon even I will be having some one by my side and ask me to be their valentine the thought itself make me blush and I enter into my dream Land with him ......
That unknow Mr. Who always disturb me and pull me along with him to a dream Land...just me and him... just us.....
Every passing day made me close to him I thought
But...... All my dreams are shattered after that incident... I am no more that ragini whoes smile make people mad....whoes skin tone make people drool over her.....not at all her ..... Now I am not her anymore.... not the Chubby bubbly ragini anyone.... I am totally lost my everything and just Alone here and I think always I would be...........
Janaki: ragini....
Ragini came out of her thoughts
Ragini: coming maa
Saying she took her scarf which is on bed and ran down and sat to have breakfast
Janaki served her sat in front of her and admired her daughter and small tear Drop fell from her eyes
Ragini who was eating it looked up and saw her mother lost and was tearing
She immediately got up and walked to her and rubbed her tears
Ragini: maa.... please your my strength and if you break then what about me.....
She wasn't able to continue more as tears made there way out from her eyes and Janaki saw her crying and she immediately hugged ragini and ragini started sobbing
Ragini: maa.....
Janaki: shu....calm down ragini...bas baccha baas Chalo stop crying
Saying she broke hug and wiped her tears away and looked her and kissed her forehead
Janaki: stay strong...
Ragini nodded looking down at her hands which were in janaki's hands
Janaki: your getting late .... Kids maybe waiting for you
Ragini looked up and nodded and went to table and took the scarf and tied it up as just her eyes are visible and then she took her hand bag and scooty keys and went out
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@Airport
A hand some young man was coming out of the airport and stood outside with his luggage and found out a name plate written Laksh Maheshwari on it , Laksh smiled and went to the driver
Laksh: hmm... I am Laksh maheshwari
Drive: oh Saab come....the car is over there
Laksh nodded and started walking towards the car and sat in
They moved and Laksh was just looking at the city and they were struck in traffic and he was looking out when he found a women with a kid begging for money and people were not helping but they were just shooing her away with out pity ...he was just looking and then his eyes fell on a girl in pink scooty took the kid in her arms and caressed the kid with care and was talking something with women and finally she took some card and said something and the woman joined her hands in front of her for which she shook her head negatively and gave the child back to the women and gave some money to her and the women went .....
"I was quite impressed with her nature and I tried hard to see her face but I couldn't as she had a scarf put on but I noticed a tattoo on her wrist written mom...so mom's kid she was...but even with out seeing her face I had developed a huge respect in her
The signal was cleared and her scooty went in opposite way of mine and I missed her but she was registered here in my heart for her nature to help others
I finally reached maheshwari Mansion
My childhood memories are alive here .... I still remember all the beautiful days I spent here with sanskar and swara
I went in and found a man in late 50's sitting in sofa and reading newspaper
I ran up to him screaming" Chachu..,"
My chachu ..... Mr. Ram Prasad maheshwari is most successful business man here in Kolkata...my papa left India long back for establishing maheshwari empire there and as he thought he Done it and is now busy in handling them...
Chachu on seeing me got up and hugged me lovingly as after nearly damn 6 years I am meeting him
Rp: how are you Laksh????
Laksh: fine Chachu....where is Chachi , sanskar and swara
Rp: sanskar is in his room getting ready for work and Chachi as Usual beauty parlor getting a face pack to look fresh for Mr.sharmas sons wedding
I giggled hearing my chaci was still the same and then I heard foot steps of sanky coming down with his love and life swara....my once best friend and now currently my bhabhi ji.....
Sanskar hugged me tight on seeing me and me too as tight as possible to show him that I missed him by my side
After some family talks I went to my room
As I entered I fell on bed and closed my eyes just to find her in front of me....
I got up at once and sat on bed and thought just for first look I am getting her in my mind
"Laksh beta focus on the work you came for..... I think you forgot let me remind you your here for making a movie and that to film directory on orphans in India so concentrate on it" my mind reminded me the purpose I am here for
I quickly got changed and went to hall looking for sanky who promised me to help in completing my work fast and easily
Sanskar came from his room
Sanskar: lucky I will say drive the address of that orphanage they will be helpful for you in this for records or other so you go and talk to them I will join you in middle
I nodded and walked out and sat in car
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I got down and headed inside and was looking and observing my surroundings and suddenly I found children running out around me as they were playing some thing and I was stuck in middle and didn't moved from there but looked children passing with happiness in their faces and that brought smile on mine too and I don't know what happened but suddenly I felt some one fell on me and I turned to find a female figure in front of me and that's all my back clashed to the ground and a girl on my chest
Ouch....it hurted when my back got hit to ground but when this girl fell it was pleasure giving
"Come on Laksh stop behaving like a flirt " I said to myself
And seeing the girl I can't see her face as she has a scarf covering her face but I can see her eyes really god!! They are magical...the black Kajol adored to her eyes and the most important is the emotions which they are carrying is blissful....the happy emotion may be because she was playing with kids or by seeing a handsome hunk like me????....oh shut up Laksh....
I looked her who was looking deep into my eyes and I took looked at her by any attraction and I slowly tried to open my mouth and I did it too
Laksh: excuse me......
She raised her eyebrows and I was gone ..... I have fell for her single gesture god her eyes so cute
Laksh: your heavy please get up
She frowned and got up and dusted off her dress.... and I too got up looking her with a smile...after dusting off her precious dress she looked me with frown and I recognized her to be the one I saw today morning.....
I was waiting for her to say something but she was quite and our eyelock was Disturbed by the kids who came and dragged her out
Saying come naa ragu di....
Ragu...ragu??? What may be here full name...hmm..Raga????....no maybe not....raghada...no I don't think so..what about ragini???? Yeah it's so good I think her name maybe ragini....let's try
Laksh (yelled): Ragini....
She turned and a big smile burst out on my face I was damn happy , but I don't know the reason for it
She looked me and I smiled in return and I found her looking to know why I called her
Laksh: be careful from next Time
And with that I turned back and went in and found that to get information it takes a long time and with no other option I have to wait and frequently visit to wheather my work is done or not
I looked the person in front of me and cleared my throat and he looked up at me
Laksh: hmm... Will she come here daily????
I asked pointing towards ragini in garden playing with kids
Immediately he nodded a yes
"Yes she would come here daily as she works here"
With this information I was satisfied as I know that I can meet her daily ...
With that I got up and went back to my car
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As I reached home I immediately went to my bedroom and closed the door and stood in front of the mirror and looked myself and then I got flashes of him... Yeah the one I fell on this morning....his eyes , his nose all were just perfect and his fragrance was just awesome and the smile he gave me was enough to create feelings in my small heart
I enquired about him and found he would come here for next few days to get his work done..wow I am excited but......
I removed my scarf and Immediately tears gushed from my eyes and I slowly raised my hand and touched my left part of my face which no more had any life in it it's totally burned and I hated to see myself in mirror..... if I myself can't see me then how can he???? No I should not develop any feelings for him ...... It will just lead to heart break and you can't under the pain as I now have many problem's and new one is not needed yes no need
I wiped my tears and sat on the bed and saw at the bed side table where my photo is there I was smiling..... The smile which I can't get ever...
@2016
I was coming out of my class and roaming in corridor with my bestie radhika , we were having a talk on the competition held in this year feast and in that process I saw a boy holding a girls hand and she was crying and he was scaring her to hell I went to them and found him harassing her to accept his love....is this love???? No it's a pure obsession.... I tried to free her from him but he pushed me back and I got angry and tried to call police and I even did it.... But that idiot was least bothered and finally he took some bottle in his hand and opened the cap and tried to pour on her but I came in middle to save that poor soul...
And that's all I felt a burning sensation on my left cheek but the sensation of burn increased and I was unable to tolerate it any more I started screaming out loud in pain and non came to help me or to soothe me all stood like statues unable to get what had happened
And with that my self I was surrounded my dark
As I opened my eyes I found my self on hospital bed and my mom next to me with crying face I wasn't able to say anything it's paining like hell.... I wasn't able to see or to anything as tears blurred my vision
And in subconscious state I understood that I was fighting for life and death .... And after a lot of treatment I was alive but dead inside all started to stay away from me.... like I was some one inferior I was just alone and just have my mom by my side.... and in that depression I passed a year and then mom convinced me for working and I joined in orphanage as one of worker.... And with that accident I have buried all my wishes to have a love in my life ...
But for first time I felt some thing seeing this guy .... Something but who likes to ruin there life marrying me ..... So it's better to stay away from him...
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Next day I reached the office early and found her doing some work on the file near her I walked up to her and sat in front of her and she slowly lifted up her head and saw me.....
I gave her a quick smile but she looked back at the file...
I tried hard to think how to start my conversation with her and finally I talked to her
Laksh: hmm... I am Laksh maheshwari
Ragini: ragini...
I smiled as it's our first talk and I would never forget this ever..
Like this we talked but I found her getting close but suddenly going away I don't know the reason but when she is my side I am feeling happy and completed and like this days passed I daily prayed good to delay my work and even good heard my prayers my work was still under pending... As days passed I came rather close to her and she never ever removed her scarf I don't know why but I really curious to see her it's not like that I am just found of beauty but I want to see my lady love totally..... and in this journey I always found a type of live feeling in her eyes
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"Omg swara fast I should go there fast please serve me my food fast.." I yelled from the dinning table
Swara came with idles and served us....
Swara: eat slowly Laksh...
Laksh: no swara she might reach by now...
Swara: who???who is she???
I looked up and found her with smirk in her face I bite my tongue and gave her a sweet smile
Laksh: I mean the one who is helping me to find information....
Swara: oh so for that person you are just dressed up your self the best and checked your appearance for hundredth time in your front camera????
I gave up in front of my best friend and agreed about my feelings for ragini....
She jumped in joy hearing me
Swara: so my lucky boy is in love...
I nodded in agreement.. and she started her advice section to confess her fast as soon as possible
I too thought about it and finally agreed to propose on the coming up valentine's day which is just 3 days after.....
Get ready ragini to rule me....
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I sat on bed and thought hard by keeping the envelope in my hands
This is what Laksh what but I am wantedly delaying them but now it's high time I should give him this.. because he invited me for dinner this Wednesday and I think he will propose me but after seeing me he would definitely hate me or pity me and Don't want to see that emotion in his eyes....so I am decided I will never go back to the office or him
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Laksh was waiting for ragini in front of hotel Taj as he decided to propose her there but she was so late
Laksh was continuously looking at each vehicle entering in and then he found a pink scooty came in a girl in white saree got down and smiled seeing him... She went to him and smiled
Girl: hi Laksh.... Shall we???
Laksh was confused she wasn't his ragini because he can feel it and those eyes weren't that
Laksh: who are you??? You aren't ragini
Girl: what is this Laksh?? I am ragini and as you didn't saw my face your feeling new right?
Laksh: no I can feel my ragini my heart gets an unknown pleasure when she is around...you are not my ragini
After lots of discussion she finally admitted she was not raglak but ragini send her...
He got confused
Laksh: can you take me to her??
The girl nodded and both headed to park and saw ragini sat on bench and lost in her thoughts
Laksh placed his hand on her and she looked up and shocked to see Laksh there
Ragini;Laksh you here??
Laksh: do you think I can't recognize you???
Ragini: Laksh...
Laksh: ragini if you don't like me it's okay but .... This is not acceptable
I Laksh can identify you easily even in between thousands of people because I... I love you ragini I really do
Saying he hugged her and tears roll down her eyes she was about to hug him but her past flashed in front of her she didn't respond to him
Laksh: please say something ragini Please....
Saying he broke hug
Ragini: Laksh before I say something I want to show you something
Laksh: what???
Ragini and Laksh looked each other and ragini slowly removed her scarf and reviled her face
Ragini: this is me Laksh.... A victim of acid attack by a psycho and the one whom no one can even take near them the one whom see children scare.... Now you saw me you still say me those three magical words to me...??? Do you still accept me qubool hai Kya????
Laksh stepped back and tears skipped her eyes seeing him backing off but tried controlled them so she turned back...
Ragini: I know.. you will.....
Suddenly she felt a pair of hands wrapped around her shoulder tight and her back was getting wet
Laksh: I love you ragini... I really really love you... your heart but not the outer beauty ... I accept you the way you are...qubool hai ragini..
Happy tears came out from her eyes and Laksh immediately turned her to him and saw her and wiped her tears slowly and caressed her burn part and tears formed in his eyes seeing it and then he shifted his gaze to her eyes
Laksh: won't you reply my proposal???
Ragini smiled and hugged him tight and cried in his embrace and he to hugged her back
After breaking hug he looked deep into her eyes and slowly moved close to her and kissed her hard on her lips..... Their first kiss....her dream everything was coming true..all her pain is vanished in this kiss
They broke kiss and he joined his forehead with her and whispered
" Will you be my valentine"
She smiled and nodded a yes
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So finally wrote os and ignore the mistakes and thank you for reading it
Love you all
Yours
Manu..❤❤❤❤❤❤