Sky's POV:
I feel so alone. I have no wolf, no mate, no friends, no pack but that is my fault.

When I went to school I tried to avoid everyone especially Makayla. She kept trying to start a conversation with me but I always walked away. She knows that were mates but it's too late Draken's gone and I'm dying never the less.

After about two days I was just too tired to go to school anymore and I was starting to look like I was dying.

There are black rings under my eyes, my skin is now pale, I'm starting to become thin and I'm too weak to do anything anymore, I'm like a walking skeleton but I have no one to blame but myself.

I locked myself in my room three weeks ago. I haven't left or let anyone in. I've accepted my fate, I practically killed my own wolf so it's only fair if I stop trying and let go too. Zayn can find a better Beta, one who's stronger then me and Makayla she can move on, hopefully she'll live a normal life without having a wolf for her mate.

I haven't eaten in three weeks. Zayn has Charlie the pack Omega and Gabriel's mate bringing me food everyday but I don't touch anything.

I haven't got an appetite anymore.

I haven't done any pack training, patrols or meeting either. Not since the patrol I went on after rejecting Makayla.

That patrol was a nightmare we were attacked in the West side of the boarder by rogues. I couldn't shift or mind link so I had to yell out commands and tell Linkton to mind link Zayn.

By the time Zayn, Ashton, Ryder, Gabriel and Diego got there the rogues had retreated but most were dead.

Thankfully no one from our side died or was seriously injured well all except me. I didn't tell anyone through. I had a few deep gashes but I had rogue blood on me so no one noticed. I managed to grab some supplies from the infirmary in the pack house but without Draken I can't heal.

I've made a little routine for myself. Get up, check my wound, have a bath, redress my wound, get back in bed, sleep, watch some tv, go back to sleep and repeat.

Of course every so often someone comes to my door trying to get me to come out or to eat something but I don't answer.

"Skylous? Skylous it's me. Skylous please let me in. Please Skylous, I've already lost my brother please don't let me lose my nephew too. Skylous? I love you Skylous please remember that okay."

I know ignoring my uncle is wrong. He's all the family I've got left and I'm all the family he has left but I can't let him see me like this because this will hurt him. I love my uncle he raised me after my dad and mom died, he trained me to be Beta.

Once I heard him leave I started to cry, I'm hurting him.

"Sky? Sky please let me in. It's Zayn. Sky please, I know Draken's...I know your...Sky please. This is killing me Sky, Sky I need you. Damn it Sky open the door please! Please. Sky, Sky please. Please stop shutting me out I..Sky I..I love you Sky."

For one reason or the other hearing Axel begging me to stop shutting him out made my heart skip but hearing him say he loves me..hearing Zayn say those words, I felt alive.

"Sky? I love you Sky, I love you so much. Don't shut me out please, Sky don't give up because I haven't given up on you. I miss you."

I sat against my door taking in his words, tears rolling down my face.

I miss him too and I..I love him. I closed my eyes trying to listen to the sound of his heart beat. I smiled at the sound before I heard his footsteps fade away. Again I felt alone even through Zayn's words echoed in my head.

"Sky?"

Hearing her voice didn't make my heart skip a beat like Zayn's did. Unlike before when we first met I felt nothing which shouldn't happen even if I did reject her.

"Sky, Sky please come out. Zayn..Zayn needs you. This isn't health Sky."

Zayn. What's wrong with Zayn, I can hear it in her voice something is wrong but he should be okay unless...

"Maks, come on let him have some space."

For some reason I didn't care if Makayla left and that just added to my suspicion, Makayla isn't my mate.

"I'm coming Diego. Please think about it Sky, please."

Once I heard her footsteps fade I tried to find Zayn. I allowed everything around me to disappear as I focused my senses on finding Zayn. The second I heard his voice I took a deep breath before opening the door and following his voice.

I stopped at the top of the stairs, I'm so tired but I want to get to Zayn. I need to be close to him.

I took a few steps but then I started to feel dizzy. I went to take another step when I felt my legs give out from under me and my hand slipped so I couldn't grab hold of the banister.

I don't remember falling, but I remember the sound of my body hitting each and every step.

I didn't have the energy to cry out in pain but the sound of me falling alerted everyone no doubt. My vision was soon filled with black dots and I could taste blood in my mouth.

"Sky! Sky? Sky hey look at me. Sky hey, open your eyes, Sky keep your eyes on me okay. Ashton call the doc now! Sky, Sky stay with me okay. Please Sky, don't you leave me you hear me. Sky! Sky your bleeding, oh Sky. Sky? Sky please, please don't close your eyes okay. Sky!"

I tried to keep my eyes open, I felt sparks were Zayn touched my face. He's..he's my mate.

"I love you too Zayn."

I managed to whisper before I felt my eyes grow heavy. My body felt numb and limp in his arms but I tried, I really did try to stay awake for him but I just couldn't but I'm glad the last thing I said to him was I love you.

"Sky, Sky! Sky don't close your eyes! Stay with me okay, hold on please, hold on Sky. Sky, Sky wake up! Sky!"

Linkton's Wolf Beacon.

Charlie's Wolf Casey.