[Do listen the song given in the media box while reading the past]

[just read the whole past don't skip it...u need to know the whole past to understand further track of fiction]

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Now they both were sitting in the hall
with their bowls of maggi in their hand...

SG : waise Professor...

SS : hmmm

SG : mujhe pata nahi tha aap itna aacha dance karte hai...

SS : talent you know 💁🏻

Shehnaaz nodded her in yes...in disbelief....

They both finished eating .....

Both kept their bowls in the kitchen... washed their hands...

Sidharth was sitting on the sofa in the living room...while Shehnaaz was sitting on the chair...of the dining table...doin something in her phone...while humming a song

Sidharth : fitoor...fitoor

Sidharth called Shehnaaz few times but there was no response ....atlastly he shouted loudly "GILL"

As soon as Shehnaaz heard "GILL"
Her soul shivered....this name..after years some one was calling her with this name...
Unknowingly her eyes got wet..with her emotions...
The past moments,happy and sad moments,the teasing and the betrayal!
All came rushing down to her!
That face...which she is trying to forget for years....but is not successful!
That face flashed in fornt of her...
Building up her rooted emotions..

She closed her eyes....taking a deep breath calming herself...

When she felt a hand on her shoulder with a jerk she got up...

Sidharth wa startled at her this act ..

SS : kya hua fitoor...it's me your professor...

SG : ku...kuch nahi ...

SS : u alright ?

SG : hn....main ...main theek hoon

SS : u don't look fine fitoor.... (He went close to her) look you are sweating and huffing...what is it fitoor?

He held her face between his palm..and made her look at him...

SS : do you trust me? Bharosa karti hona mujhpe...

SG : khudse bhi zyada...

SS : then say it fitoor...

SG : can we move to the balcony?

SS : I may know a better place than that...

Shehnaaz looked at him with her one eyebrow raised

Sidharth didn't say anything just...

He just hugged her tightly wrapping his arms around her waist...and Shehnaaz wrapped her arms around his neck...and hid her face in his neck...letting her breath fall on his sensitive spot....

He carried her in that position to the place in his house itself...

[This is the place]

He reached near the room and opend the door with his own hand...
And went and thumped himself on that small size bed..while Shehnaaz was upon him...hiding inn there...

She then slowly came out of his chest...and looked front only to meet hai intense gaze....the she looked up...and a gasp escaped her mouth

She turned around...now her back was laid on his front..and she was facing the sky....

[As you can see there is a window above teh bed]

SS : I know you want to know about this room but before that your topic is more important!

Shehnaaz closed her eyes...and started speaking...

~IN SCHOOL WHILE
Some were preparing for future
Some were thinking of passing exam
Some were busy hanging out with
friends
" I FELL IN LOVE!❤️ "

I was in 5th class...jab maine pehli baar unko dekha...aaj bhi yaad hai he was wearing a dark blue shirt with black jeans and black shoes...
When he entered the class na...maine unhe pehli baar dekha tha but mera muh se unka naam nikla..mujeh khud nahi pata maine kaise unhe pehchana tha..bas andar se awaaz aayi thi...
He was "Sir.Jacob Mathew"
You heard right...he was my teacher maths teacher!
You know at first class...I thought he was chipku..kyunki vo teacher jaise behave hi nhi karte the mere saath..he was a man in my life...
Kabhi maine unse vo Teacher wali vibes aayi hi nahi...
U know jab bhi main unke pass jaati thi na...meri heartbeat it used to increase so much...i used to get so nervous..na...matlab..pata nahi kyu but bohut tez hojati thi...
Dheere dhere it changed into a crush...
Unki flirting...break main vo top floor ke window se mujhe dekhte hai...and main neeche ground main se unhe...vo kahin bhi khade ho...main neeche ground main khadi hoti vahan jahan se he could spot me...chahe kitni bhi dhup kyu na...ho..
You know maine kabhi unse eye contact nahi kar paati thi... cause I was too shy....
Unke liye sab kuch kiya maine,papa se jhoot bola,he wanted chocolates from me..maine unhe vobbi laake diye...jo jo vi mangte the sab kuch...kabhi kisi cheez ke liye mana nahi kiya....
Mere dost Zoya aur Shanaya mujhe unke naam se chedte the...and main kya karti thi I used to blush like a fool...
Vo crush the mere , jahan tak mujhe lagta tha...
Fir dheere dheere unka focus dusron ladkiyon pe aane laga..mujhe bura lagta tha but maine unhe kabhi kuch kaha nahi...it used to hurt like shit!
But maine kabhi dhyaan nahi diya .
Main unhe kitna bhi ignore karne ka try karti thi nahi hota tha....
Aapko pata aaj jab aaapne mujeh GILL bulaya na mujhe unki yaad agyai because vo mujhe GILL bulate the...
Mere jitne bhi unke saath moments hote the main un dates ko note karke rakhti thi....
I was such a fool to do so...
Ek baar kya hua...humare prize distribution hui toh mujhe 3 medal aur 4 certificate mile the....I was expecting him toh congratulate me...but no...unhone mujhe congratulations nahi bola lekin unhone ANU ko zaroor bola...unka focus tab Anu pe tha na isliye...tab unke liye mujhse zyada Anu important thi...
Bohut logo ne mujhe congratulations kiya....par main khush nahi thi...kyunki unhone nahi kiya tha....
Unki ek smile mera din banadeta tha...
Mera din shuru bhi unse hota tha aur khatam bhi..
Chahe vo assembly time unki ek jhalak ke liye tadapna...ya chutti time unki ek smile ke liye....!
You know I talked to him about everything..I shared my problems, situations,family situations ho ya school situations....Baat mummy papa didi ya Rudra Ranjan ki ho maine har problem,har situation apni share ki,But main yebsab main itna kho gayi ki mujhe pata hi nahi chala that he never talked to me...he just did timepass flirting with me...kabhi unhone apne baare main kuch bataya hi nahi...Hell!unhone kabhi merese baat hi nahi...humesha maine conversation start ki thi and he just replied!
BUT...
Tab mere logics sab kuch pata nahi kaha agye the...I was just thinking form my heart....
Aisa asar tah unka merepe..
Maine ye nahi dekha ki vo merese 13 saal bade the...
Maine ye nahi dekha ki unka future set tha jab main apne future ki tayaari kar rahi thi...
Maine ye nahi dekha ki unke shaadi ki umar hogayi thi aur meri sapne dekhne ki....
Maine ye nahi dekha ki unke liye main sirf ek student thi aur mere liye SIRF vo the!
Par u know kuch log aise the jo sirf mere hopes badha rahe the...mujhe samjhane ke bajaye....
And I hate them for that!
Fir session khatam hogaya....
1 saal hogaya tha
Naya session start hone main sirf 2 din baaki the...
Tab mujhe ek khabar aayi ...!
He was getting married...!
He was getting married to the teacher of our own school....and the thing which broke me further was it was LOVE MARRIAGE!
Agar vo use itna pyaar karte the...toh mere saath kya tha...!
Unhone kyu mujhe hopes di...
Us waqt mujhe sab clear dikhayi diya ..
Mera unki profile stalk karna,
Apne differences ko ignore karna...
Unke liye kuch bhi karna..
Unke naam pe hi blush karna
Unko roz dekhne ki shiddat rakhna
Us waqt mujhe pata chala
It was not just a mere crush...it was MORE THAN THAT!
Aisa pyaar jisne mujhe Barbaad kardiya!
I lost myself!
Aapko pata hai jab main school gayi fir tab sirf unke shaadi ke charche ho rahe the...and he also left the school
And the main thing is that sabko pata tha ki un dono ka affair chal raha tha... everyone knew...
Bas mujhe hi pata nahi chala!
Sabko pata tha par mujhe nahi!
It was like..I loved someone who didn't even know I exist...
Sabko pata tha mere liye vo kitne important the...sabko...
Unhe kaise pata nahi chala?
Like that was my first love,
Like that was the person,I was in love with..
IN MY HEAD he was in love with me!"

Saying this Shehnaaz started sobbing...hiding herself in his chest...
Not knowing what to do sidharth just hugged her tightly...

While crying and sobbing Shehnaaz drifted in sleep... unknown that there was a havoc created in someones heart!

SIDHARTH'S POV

She loved him so much...or maybe she loves himm....
Uski baatein jis tarah se use unki har cheez har ek detail yaad hai first meet se leke last tak...
Mereko nahi pata main kya karun...
Ek chiz jo mujhe pata hai vo hai ki...
"This girl deserves love"
(He thought looking at her and kissed her hairline)

SIDHARTH'S POV ENDS

Thinking about this with tears in his eyes...sidharth kept looking outside the window...the stars twinkling...
They were bright but not brighter than her eyes!
He stayed there holding her in his arms!

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~SidNaazForever!