{Do listen the song given in the media box on repeat}

Shehnaaz opened her blurry eyes...
because of the sunlight that was peeping from the window..

She adjusted her vision with the brightness....
And looked here and there..

When that one person caught her eyes...and all the flashbacks of previous night flashed in front of her eyes ...

Shehnaaz POV

Shit Shehnaaz ! Tu kitni pagal hai...tune unhe sab bata toh diya lekin ek baar bhi ye nahi socha ki unhe kaisa feel hua hoga...meri feelings kisi dusre Insaan ke baare main sunne ke baad...

Shit mannn!
Ab main kya karun...

Hnn idea...
BIB !
Breakfast in bed...

Saying this she was going to get up then she remembered something...

Yrr mujhe toh kuch bana na hi nahi aata...haaye rabba! Kya krun main , marjaun!

Ab kya karun....

Shehnaaz POV ends

Shehnaaz was thinking all this while lying on Sidharth...
When Sidharth's eyes opened.. slowly adjusting to the brightness...
It was a really bright day!

Sidharth looked here and there... when he saw Shehnaaz and all the flashbacks of previous flashed in his mind...

And all the insecurities took over him...

He looked at her who was busy in thinking about Mr.Jacob according to him she was...

But Shehnaaz was busy thinking about her Mr.Professor!

SS : Shehnaaz

As soon as Shehnaaz heard him ...she looked at him...

She looked in his eyes...and he looked in her eyes...
They both were looking into each other's eyes for few seconds...

SS : Tayaar hojao...Shehnaaz subha hogayi hai ...breakfast kar lo fir main tumhe ghar drop kar dunga...

Shehnaaz just hummed but deep down she knew...that he was hurt , extremely hurt!

Not knowing what to do she got up and followed him....

SS : tum jao fresh hojao...your clothes na...what will you wear......

After thinking for sometime...

Sidharth went towards another room and brought a hoodies for her..

SS : u can wear this...it will look good and normal...and about what will you wear down...
Main abhi niche jaake ke jeans le aata hoon tumhare liye...niche shop hai clothes ki...you don't worry

He was going to go...but shehnaaz stopped him from going by holding his hands...

SG : sidharth you don't have to buy me...I have tides I will wear that...

SS : I know you won't be comfortable in that Shehnaaz...and I guess I can buy you anything I want...itna haq toh hai na mujhe!

She nodded her head in yes...

Sidharth went away....

While Shehnaaz took a deep breath and went to get freshen up...

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Shehnaaz was done with bathing and had put on the hoodie which was reaching just above her knees but sidharth was not here with the lower yet....

After waiting for 15 minutes Shehnaaz decided to go outside and check...

She took a deep breath and moved outside...

She opened and room and peeped in the living area but there was no one...then she heard some shuffling form kitchen...and decided to go there and check...

Shehnaaz was standing near the kitchen entrance....but she had only peeped her head inside he body was hidden with the wall ..

She saw that sidharth was wearing a loose bottle green vest and full lowers...and was making breakfast...

SG : Mr.Professor...(she whispered slowly but he didn't hear)

She called him again and again but he was not listening at last getting irritated she shouted loudly "MR.PROFESSOR"

Hearing the loud shout the hot water which sidharth was boiling for tea fell on his hand ....and he shrieked loudly...

Seeing this shehnaaz quickly went and took his hand in hers....

SG : Paagal ho aap aapko dikhta nahi hai....dekhiye kitna red ho gaya hai ...rukiye aap yahin ..

She went and brought ice from the fridge wrapped it in a cloth and put it over his hand ...
In between she kept blowing air....

SG : aap yahn aaye yahn baithiye (she made him sit kn the sofa...and herself sat on the ground)

While all this while Sidharth was just looking at Shehnaaz...the way she was reacting she clearly showed that how much she loves him and cares about him....
But those insecurities, questions they were not leaving his mind...

After 15 minutes

SG : kya hua hai Sidharth?

SS : kuch nahi mujhe kya hoga...

SG : do you think I will belive that....you are acting strange from morning itself

SS : I'm not acting strange Shehnaaz...I'm all normal you are overthinking...

SG : really...subha se aap mujhe Shehnaaz bula rahe hai Sidharth, jabki aap humesha mujhe Fitoor bulate hai...and you talked about me leaving...it isn't normal for me atleast Sidharth....

SG : Sidharth is it about yesterday? (She whispered)

Hearing about yesterday he just got up and stood a bit far from her....

SS : no Shehnaaz you are just thinking too much....

SG : I know it's about yesterday Sidharth...so just say whatever you wanna say....

SS : what do you want me to say Shehnaaz!
,(He shouted in his top most voice which made Shehnaaz flinch cause it was the first time he has raised his voice on her)

SS : you want me to talk about your love....

SG : this is what I was scared of Sidharth...you judging me...!

SS : I'm not judging you Shehnaaz ...I'm just not able to digest that
you loved someone the same way I love you!

SG : yes you are right sidharth I LOVED him....yes maybe the way you love me...
But it will never be the way
I Love You..!

Sidharth chuckled hearing her...

SS : you love me ?

SG : you doubt on me (she asked and looked at him with hurtful eyes)

SS : you never said Shehnaaz...you never confessed...it was always me who confessed!

She went and stood in front of him and kept her hands on his cheeks...and said

"You are the first and last thing on this heart of mine. No matter where I go , or what I do , I'm thinking of you Sidharth...."

Sidharth was looking in her eyes with his moist ones...and asked "so you love me?"

Shehnaaz chuckled and said "Lafzon ki hera pheri nahi aati mujhe Sidharth,
Tum aache lagte ho,Bas itna maloom hai"

After saying and this and looking at him for sometime...Shehnaaz walked back...said "but maybe you know..I'm not perfect for you..you want a girl who can express ...and I can't....I am not perfect for you Sidharth" (she said this with moistened eyes)

Sidharth just walked towards her and took her face his hands...and said "hey you can't say that to my future wife"

Hearing this shehnaz chuckled with a smile...and said "I'm not perfect sidhart"

SS : You may not be perfect,you are flawed like all humans.But you are perfect to me and that's all that matters!❤️💫

Saying this he hugged her hiding her in his chest..and dipped his head in her neck....

SG : so you love me ?

SS : more than myself less than my mom...

Shehnaaz just chuckled...

SS : will that work?

SS : it surely will...(she said with a happy chuckle...and snuggled more into him)

SS : so you also love me right?

SG : more than myself less than papaji

Sidharth chuckled hearing that...

SG : will that work Professor?

SS : it surely will

Saying this both of them swayed themselves towards the sofa!

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Emotional one I guess....

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