I needed to know, why he had chosen me instead of Harley. They had known each other for much longer and had more of a relationship. 

He only wanted me as a new henchwoman, a puppet and most likely a sex toy. But he could have Harley for that and he knew she would do whatever he wanted much more willingly than me, so why save me and not her.

I realized I was already walking up the stairs to the third level which had his bedroom and sighed.

It's now or never I suppose. I need to know.

I quickly went the rest of the way up the stairs and towards his bedroom. I always got nervous when I saw the green and purple door coming into view and this time was no different.

I debated turning around a few times but I knew I had to do this, even if he didn't give me a straight forward answer. I just needed to know. I hated not knowing.

So I knocked, Once, Twice, Three times: Nothing. This confused me, he usually always answered when I knocked. So I tried again, this time, harder. One, Twice, Three times, but again, no answer.

I groaned and almost walked away but then I came up with a stupid idea.

Maybe I'll just peek in and see where he is. If he's sleeping he'll never know and if he's gone he'll never know.

Great plan Autumn!

Terrible plan. But me being nosy as always I did just that. I bit my lip and slowly turned the door handle so it didn't make the loud click it usually does. Then I slowly pushed it open a bit and peeked in. He wasn't there.

I sighed and quickly started to close his door when I felt warm breath on my neck.

I'm screwed.

"Now Deary, care to explain why you were in my room."

He sounded mad when he said 'my room' and I knew there was no getting away from him. I slowly turned around, the door still slightly opened and looked at him.

He wasn't smiling and his lip twitched slightly as he looked down at me, his eyes seeming to look greener although I knew they were blue. I gulped and bit my lip, trying to not stutter but it was no use.

"I-I um, I was l-looking for y-you sir. I k-knocked and when y-you didn't answer I just f-figured I'd-"

"You'd what? You'd go into my room, without my permission. What was your plan after that? What if I had been right there at my desk when you opened my door, or with Harley. Then what would you have done? Tell me dollface, what was your plan?"

"w-well um, I didn't t-think that far."

He grunted and pushed his door open walking in, whispering an 'of course not'. I stayed put right outside his door as I watched him walk towards his desk. He turned around and looked at me.

"Well get in here. You obviously wanted something doll."

I nodded and quickly walked in, making sure to take my time closing the door. I wasn't sure what would happen once it was closed, once there were no witnesses.

As I turned back around, he was sitting on his desk, a tattoo gun in his hand which he spun with ease. I wondered then if he had done his own tattoos, or if Harley had. I imagined them sitting it here for hours as one of them sat or lay on that very desk as the other tattooed them, only making them closer, which only gave me more reason to question why he chose me.

"So, what is it Dollface?"

"Um well, I just had some questions."

He let out a grunt as if telling me to continue although he didn't move his eyes from the tattoo gun in his hand.

"Why did you choose me?"

"What do yo-"

"Yesterday, when those men had me and Harley, why choose me?"

"Because you're valuable-"

"And Harleys not? What do you mean I'm valuable? You say that all the time but you never tell me how. You've known Harley so much longer and she listens to you. If you wanted a henchwoman why would you give her up? She's a much better henchwoman than me."

I stared at him after my outburst and he instantly stopped spinning the tattoo gun, setting it down next to him. He looked over at me, his eyes a dull blue with hints of green. Then he got up and walked over to me, looking down at my slightly smaller frame.

"Do you really think that's all I want you for Doll? A henchwoman?"

"There's no other reasonable explanation."

He laughed, letting his head fall back before going back to normal and looking straight at me.

"Oh Deary, but there are. Sure I want you as a henchwoman but I want you also to lure in the bat. I know you two have a close relationship and as soon as he gets back to Gotham he'll be sure to come after me in search for you."

"Is that all then?"

"No."

"Then what other reason did you choose me?"

"You mean...more to me then Harley, that's all I can say doll."

I was even more confused, what did he mean I meant more to him then Harley? Was she right when she had said he liked me back?

My head was spinning with questions when suddenly:

CRASH

Both our heads snapped towards the door and the joker walked over to an area of the wall, pushing it open to reveal it was actually a door. which lead outside to a balcony that overlooked the front yard.

There were cars all around the manor and one of the men spotted us, shooting in our direction. J pulled out his gun and quickly shot the man as he pushed me inside, walking behind me.

"If these bastards think they can come into my house and survive hahahahahaha"

he turned to me, his eyes full of anger and his maniacal smile on his face as he chuckled deeply.

"well, they have another thing coming for them."

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AYYYYYE

Sorry, I know I was supposed to update sooner. But this is one of my better chapters.

Luckily I only have to write 4 more chapters before I can unveil one of the biggest moments in this fanfiction.

I ment to show a little more of her insanity in this chapter but I didn't so yeah.

But um idk what else to write.

First person to tell me the song that goes with this chapter (idk how else to word it sorry) will have the next chapter dedicated to them.

EDITED: I think I confused some of you by how I said it but the chapters name is actually a lyric. Its from the song Hurricane by thirty seconds to mars which is jared letos band if you didn't know. Also if you didn't know, Jared leto is the actor who played the joker in suicide squad. But the song has been guessed. I might do more of these little things because I want to start dedicating every chapter to a reader. 

Thats all I guess.

BYE BYE