Picture is of Autumn's outfit in this chapter

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"God dammit!"

I screamed into my pillow, wanting to rip out my hair as I got up and started pacing. I was replaying the scene of me and the joker in my head again and again. I knew that he had tricked me, he had to, I couldn't actually be feeling this way.

"UGH, what way am I feeling?!"

I hated this. I hated him. But then I didn't, but I should, right? But yet I somehow regretted pulling away from the kiss. Why do I fucking regret it? I felt like throwing something, anything, but there was nothing to throw.

 I sighed and sat on my bed, pulling my hair. 

"Okay Autumn, calm down. I'm sure there's a sensible reason for why you're feeling this way. There has to be."

I whispered to myself, calming down. 

He was just using his tricks on you, just like Harley, lots of people have felt this way because of his tricks. Just remember, he's a psychopathic murderer who kidnapped you. Just a psychopathic murderer, who has self-esteem issues and the whole world turned against him and..

Slap.

"Snap out of it Autumn, he does not deserve pity, he's.... messed up."

I groaned falling back. How could I be feeling this way about him? About the damn Joker? He kidnapped me and yet I'm....falling for him.

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I sighed grabbing some clothing out of the drawer, I still don't know how the joker had gotten all of this, not to mention how he knew my size. I walked out of the bathroom with my outfit on and came face to face with the joker.

"What do you want?"

He smiled, looking me over and walked farther into my room as he spoke.

"I have business to attend to, so I'll be gone for a while. Be a good little Doll and don't get into any trouble."

"Oh, so you're just going to leave me here to rot away?"

He chuckled, turning back around to face me. He was smiling like always as he looked me over.

"You gonna miss me?"

I rolled my eyes walking up to him and standing on the tips of my toes so that I was almost as tall as him.

"No, but I'd rather not stay in this looney house one more day, and anyways, didn't you want me to be your new Harley? So aren't I part of the team and supposed to come with you on business?"

"Yes I want you to take Harley's place but this has nothing to do. Now, sit and stay."

"I'm not a dog J! You can't just tell me what to do!"

We were walking down the hall now, me behind him as a few goons walked with us.

"It doesn't matter deary, no matter what you say, you aren't coming."

I Groaned as I continued following him, but he turned around and stopped me, calling some goons to take me back to my room. 

A built guy came over and put me over his shoulder as I screamed and kicked him. The joker just laughed at me before leaving the house with most of his men following.

Once I was back in my room, I ran to one of the windows and watched as the joker backed out of the driveway along with trucks that were most likely filled with goons and left.

I smiled to myself and peeked out my door, Just as I suspected, the halls were empty. I ran downstairs, grabbing the shoes that I had been wearing at the hospital the day he kidnapped me and ran out of the house. 

I looked around for something to drive and was able to find a motorcycle, which I guessed belonged to Harley. I was about to leave when I realized I should bring a gun. 

I quickly ran inside searching through drawers and cabinets until I found some weapons. I quickly took a pistol and ammo, shoving them into my pocket and left.

"I'll show you who's a dog."

I mumbled as I sped off towards Gotham.

Joker's POV

I parked behind the old warehouse getting out of my car. This job should be pretty quick and easy, and then I can get back home to Autumn.

"Go in and clear the place out, If anyone gets in your way, well HAHAHAHA put a smile on their face."

I looked around and my henchmen nodded, entering the building. I went in with them as we already found a few workers. I didn't take much time as I shot them in their heads continuing deeper in. It was just a little supply run as I looked around for guns, ammo and bombs.

Autumn's POV

I road down the streets of Gotham. It would be so easy to just go back to my apartment or a friend's appartment or really anywhere away from the Joker right now, but I chose not to. I knew it wouldn't be worth it, that he would find me and most likely hurt people I love in the process, so instead, I looked down the streets trying to find his purple sports car.

I had almost given up when I saw one of his henchmen guarding the front entrance of  a warehouse. I quickly drove up, shooting the man in the neck were his suit and mask were seperated. I looked down at the man, not believing that I had actually just killed him but quickly moved on, enterring the building.

The whole place was swarming with henchmen, so I watched every step I took, making sure not to get caught. It took quite some time, but I finally found the room that the joker was in. He was leaning against a wall laughing as his henchmen filled dufflebags full of weapons. A woman was laying at his feet, dead.

I made my way into the room, hiding behind a shelf when I suddenly felt two hands on my shoulders. I froze as I felt hot breath on my neck.

"Hey boss, look at this one, she's pretty cute, maybe we should have some fun with her before we kill her."

He dragged me out from behind the shelf and I felt my breath get caught in my throat as I saw anger and a hint of worry fill the jokers eyes.

"Let her go."

The henchman looked down at me questioningly but let me go, pushing me down in the process. The second I hit the floor, I heard a gun go off and a loud bang.

The joker walked over to me, putting his hand out. I grabbed it and he helped me up, pulling me close to him by my waist as he walked back over to the wall which he had been leaning on earlier. I looked over at were I was and saw the henchman dead on the ground.

"I told you to stay home."

"And I said no, what you gonna do about it?"

He chuckled slightly, looking down.

"Sassy much?"

"Annoying much?"

"You should've stayed at home, doll."

"But I didn't, nothing you can do about it now."

"You could've died, I taught my men to kill anyone they find."

"I can handle myself."

"Says the one who got herself kidnapped. Now don't think you wont be punished for this doll."

I shook, remembering the electricution as I looked up at him. He didn't even look at me as he just smiled and ordered his men back outside.

He kept me close by his side as we left the building and he opened the door to his car for me, which I slowly got in, sitting down. As he started the car I remembered the motorcycle.

"I brought a motorcycle, Its out front."

He just sighed and started driving, away from the warehouse and away from the city. The air in the car felt tense as I looked over at him.

"Listen, I'm sorry, but you cant just keep me locked up in that damn place all the time."

"I know Dollface, It just makes me worried when you don't listen, You could've been killed today."

I looked over at him, surprised as we drove up to the house, I couldn't believe that he had actually been worried about me.

As I got out of the car, I noticed that we were the only ones and looked over at the joker as he started to walk up to the house.

"I told them not to come back with us."

I bit my lip, scared as to what he would do to me, especially since now there were no witnesses. I slowly walked behind him and into the manor. I watched as he took his purple trench coat off, throwing it on the couch and looking back over at me.

I sat down, untieing my shoes and putting them back were I had found them. I stood back up and turned around, only to be confronted by a very close joker.

He suddenly pushed me against the wall and I shrieked as I looked at him. He was smiling and there was a hint of something I had never seen in his eyes before that I couldn't make out.

"J-Joker?"

"For once, shut up doll."

Suddenly his lips agressively pushed against mine. I was shocked but slowly melted into the kiss, closing my eyes. It felt like hours when the Joker finally pulled back from the kiss smiling at me, he instantly attacked my neck and I gasped laying my hands on his chest, pushing him away slightly.

"J-Joker p-please~"

"Hmm?"

"S-Stop pleasem i-i-i'm tired."

He stopped and looked me in the eye nodding as he chuckled making his way upstairs and leaving me in a confused state.

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So last chapter I was like "Am I going to fast" and you guys were like "HELL NO!" and asked me to *coughs* "bump up the heat" so thats what I did. I hope you guys enjoyed this chapter. 

Also, I just wanted to share this with you guys because its pretty funny: So recently the suicide trailers have been playing on youtube and TV more, especially since the movie is less then a month away and so I was in the middle of  typing this chapter and I usually listen to music while typing but this time I wasnt at my mom was in the living room which is right down the hall and she was watching a movie on MTV and all the sudden I heard "ballroom blitz" which is the song that plays on the 'blitz' suicide squad trailer and I ran down the hall and almost fell on our rug and jumped into the recliner and it was just the end of the comercial so I made my mom rewind it just so I could see it XD and my mom was like "Wow, you really want to see this dont you" and I was like out of breath and just watched it and yeah... idk i thought it was funny. But thats all...

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