"Autumn"

I sat up, looking over at my doorway where the joker was standing with a silver platter. He had changed out of his purple suit and was now back in his Arkham pants.

I got up, taking the platter from him. There was a plate of food and a wine glass filled with the red liquor.

"T-Thank you."

He just nodded, pushing his hand through his hair and leaving. I almost asked him to stay, I had so many questions for him about what had happened only a few hours ago.

I sighed and sat on my bed with my food, thinking of everything. I had so many questions.

I knew that the room I had gone into was Harleys, but why was it so important that I didn't go in it? Also, Why did he just kill me there and then in that room? Not to mention, why did he...kiss my scars?

I sighed as my whole mind seemed to swirl with questions that I didn't have the answers to. I knew that if I wanted answers I would have to ask the man himself but I wasn't sure how to approach him.

I sighed, finishing my food and wondering what to do with the plate.

That's it! I'll act like I'm just going to talk to him about my plate and then ask him!

I thought to myself, smiling. I got up from my bed, opening the door to the hall but as soon as I got outside, one of the jokers goons took my plate, walking away with it.

I groaned, the halls were filled with his goons now but I decided I would still have to talk to him. I continued to walk, trying to figure out which room was his.

It ended up being on the third floor and I found a green door with a purple flower painted on it. I breathed in, knocking on his door.

"Go away, I'm busy!"

I heard him yell from somewhere inside his room. I bit my lip, debating whether I should just leave him alone or knock again. Gathering all the courage I have I knocked again and I heard him groan.

"I said to go the fuck away Unless you want a bullet in your head."

I flinched at his words but realized that he must've thought I was one of his goons. So with all the courage I had, I decided to speak to his door, hoping he would hear me.

"I just wanted to come and thank you for the food."

He didn't respond so I turned and started to walk away when suddenly I heard the door whip open. I turned back around and saw the joker standing there, he had his normal grin but looked stressed out.

"I didn't know it was you, dollface. Would you like to come in?"

He stepped into his dimly lit room and I breathed in, nodding as I walked in. The door shut behind me automatically and I bit my lip, feeling his warm breath on my shoulder.

"I know you didn't just come her to say 'thank you' dollface. So, what do you want?"

I gulped, turning so that I was face to face with him, I didn't know where to start so I just blurted out all the questions that had been in my brain.

He stood there for a moment before bursting out laughing. I smiled slightly, trying not to giggle, his laugh was so contagious.

"Now slow down and ask me one question at a time doll."

I nodded and breathed in as he walked past me and to his desk, where he sat down.

"Well, to start off, why are you so mad that I went in Harleys room?"

He ran a hand through his green hair that was slightly messy.

"Because one day, she's going to come back and when she does, I'd like for her room to be un touched."

"What do you mean? where is she?"

"Arkham Asylum, as far as I know."

"Then why haven't you gotten her back yet?"

He looked away sighing and gritting his teeth, I decided to not ask again and went on to my next question.

"W-Why didn't you just kill me? I know you were planning it when you found me in her room."

He started to laugh and looked over at me, getting off his desk.

"I wasn't planning shit, I wanted to torcher you. You're too valuable to kill."

"Is that why you k-kissed me...because I'm valuable."

He looked straight at me, looking surprised as he ran a hand through his green locks.

"No, I just. I couldn't believe I scared you doll. I made you..imperfect.like me."

He whispered the last part but I still managed to hear it. I realized then, that he hated his scars.

"No one is perfect J"

He laughed at my comment and I bit my lip as he looked over at me, a smirk on his face but pain in his eyes.

"You only say that because you don't know what its like to look like me. Like, a hideous monster."

I shook my head vigorously, even if it was just one of the Jokers tricks, it hit me hard as I set a hand on his inked arm.

"You're not hideous."

He looked over at me, smiling as he took my face in his hands.

"Why are you lying to me Doll? It doesn't help you."

I shook my head as I looked into his eyes that seemed to be filled with pain although he kept that smile on his face, showing his teeth that had metal in them. I shook my head, I couldn't believe that I felt bad for this psychopathic killer.

"I'm not lying Joker."

"Then prove it doll!"

I bit my lip shaking my head.

"I-I don't know how to..I'm sorry."

He closed the gap between us kissing me and I quickly pulled away.

"Liar."

He agressively let go of my face turning his back to me and I silently touched my lips, leaving the room.

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Ugh, am I moving this to fast cuz like I feel like I am. I don't want to move the relationship to fast but like, I cant help myself and so I don't know what to do...but yeah. This chapter ended up going in a COMPLETELY different way then I thought it would. Like i planned for it to be about joker talking about how he made harley and blah blah blah but somehow it changed to him talking about being a monster and kissing autumn...god damn it hands, why you making me write this shit.

So anyways what do you guys think? Is this book moving to fast or..?

well anyways, I have places to be, chemicals to bathe in. So i'll see you guys in the next chapter.

BYE BYE!