Taehyung looked at the leaving car. Jimin is right. He needs this to be fixed. He rushed and drove back to his office. The employees were walking out one by one. He asked the guard if he saw Seokjin.

"You mean that man who waited for you sir? He already left at around 5:00 pm. He -"

Taehyung didn't let him finish and ran inside to talk to the receptionist. Maybe Jin told him something. Even just a little information.

"Excuse me, that man here awhile ago, did he left any message? Any note? Anything?"

"Yes sir. He left this, he is in a rush, he is mumbling about his son getting home. He walked too fast and forgot that he placed his phone on where he is seated along with this envelope."

The woman handed him the phone and the brown envelope that Jin brought along with him. He sat for a while and catch his breath. He looked at his husband's phone and something inside of him urges him to open it.

When he typed in the password, he is welcomed by three voice recordings. Named Jin1, Jin2, and Jin3, curiously, he pulled out his earphones on his pocket and listened to the recording.

"Hi, I'm not doing anything now, my son is sleeping and I feel alone in the house. I've done my chores and have about an hour to rest. I can't sleep, well I don't want to ..."

Jin kept blabbering about things and Taehyung was about to stop listening when he heard something that caught his attention.

"I am talking now because, I feel like I need to release something in my chest. I don't have friends and Taehyung, well," a long pause was heard and he can hear heavy sighs of his husband.

"T-taehyung my husband, doesn't love me anymore." The low sounds of sniffing now become heavy sobs. Taehyung can hear how hard Jin tried to suppress his cries but every time he tries to, he fails.

"He is cheating on me, I guess. He is becoming cold, he never touched me again, he never said and I love you for months now. He is changing and I'm afraid each and everyday that he might leave me. I don't want him to leave me. He's my life.

I'm not accusing him, I have proofs. One night, his shirt has traces of lipstick and smell of a woman. I cried hard that night, I can't explain how I feel. Is it because I turned ugly? That's why he replaced me with someone else?

I also remembered one time I asked him to have a date with me and help me relax but he shrugged me off and said it's a waste of time, he said I can always relax here on this house. I became so sad that time. The Taehyung that I've loved is gone.

He doesn't take care of me like what he did before. I feel like slave in our house, only functioning and important because I'm needed to clean and organize the house. I never felt his love for me, he doesn't talk to me at all anymore. Well, he pretends to, I will tell him what happened to us in this house but he's busy looking at his phone.

He hums as an answer but he never really pays attention. My heart breaks Everytime he do that. I feel unimportant and somewhat like a burden to him.

What can I do? I can't tell anyone about it. Not even Jimin because he is busy too.

I'm hoping that I am just assuming things, he won't cheat on me right? He loves me. He said so. But I'm really doubting it now. But I need to trust him, he won't hurt me. He promised me that. He never breaks his promises. I'll trust my husband, he won't hurt my heart."

The record ended and Taehyung's guilt was eating him. He never knew Seokjin had a clue.

But why didn't the other confront him about it?

Taehyung pressed the second record.

"December 7 Three days after my birthday. I'm using this phone again, because this pitiful human had no one to talk to and is about to go crazy."

And just like the first one, Jin is crying. Crying so hard. Harder than the first one.

"My husband doesn't love me. I'm sure of that now. My birthday was yesterday, he left early, he didn't kissed me goodbye, nor greeted me, or even say I love you. He just walked past me as if I didn't exist.

I didn't mind at first, thinking that he might surprise me, because he did that before. He ignored me the whole day only to surprise me at night, but I guess it's too much to expect something from him.

Do you know I feel like a beggar begging for my husband's affection. Even on my birthday. I was so hopeful that day I've waited for him until 11:59 but no text, no call or no greeting. I did cried, of course, but still I waited for him.

He arrived at one am. He walked past me, not even glancing a bit. He slept soundly and peaceful. I just looked at him while he sleeps thinking what went wrong.

I was going to put his things on the dirty bin when pieces of paper fell from his pocket. I was going to throw them away when I noticed it was a receipt from a hotel and an adult store that sells stuffs for sex.

I broke down in the kitchen. It's confirmed, he has someone other than me. The time indicating he went from morning until late at night, which explains why he's not home yesterday. They even bought sex toys for them to use."

Taehyung heard Jin chuckled dryly.

"I can envision how much my husband enjoyed it. Every bit of it. He dreams those types of stuff, fucking someone like a pornstar. He suggested me that before but I always refused I'm not up for that. But I guess he found someone to make his fantasies come true.

But you know what, I'm stubborn, I still want our marriage to be fixed and improve everything. I went to his office and went straight there. When I turned the knob, my soul left my body.

I just saw my husband in 69 position with a woman. A pretty woman to be emphasized. He enjoys fingering her while lapping at her. I almost fainted there with the lunch that I brought him.

I thought it's painful to know that the one you love cheats on you, but what's more painful is seeing him almost fuck someone other than you.

I went home immediately, every mirror I pass through screams ugly! I'm ugly, I'm stupid, I'm not attractive anymore, I don't deserve to be next to my husband.

I remembered what Jimin said to me when he was still am asshole, that one day Taehyung will get bored and will find someone better than me because I'm stupid.

He was right. The moment I became ugly, less attractive and can't be functional for sex. He had thrown me away. I am useless. I don't matter anymore. Taehyung broke his promise and he will leave me soon. I can feel it."

Taehyung's tears were running, he didn't know Seokjin knew. He didn't know Seokjin saw him that time. He didn't know a thing.

The third and last recording.

"Taehyung, oh, I'm looking dumb talking to ny husband as if he can hear me. But anyway I'll proceed.

Taehyung, I'm in your office, I've been waiting for you for hours and you're not here. Are you with her? Do you enjoy fucking her? How I wish I was her. How I wish I can hold my husband again. How I wish you're mine again.

You've just broken your first lecture of me when we first get to be together. You said no one else but me is allowed to touch you. What happened? Just like my question before, Are you hers? Are you not mine anymore?

Today is your birthday and I've got a gift for you. I hope you'll be the happiest today. I still love you, Tae. But I love you too much it hurts."

Taehyung finished listening and he can feel how much wrecked his husband was. He isn't even worthy to call Jin his husband when he is unfaithful to him. He did cheated and broke his vows. He left his husband alone and neglected him. He's an asshole.

Taehyung quickly looked at the envelope and he found a note.

"Dearest Taehyung,

Remember that I love you so so much and will give you all the happiness this world can offer, and right now your happiness is not me anymore so I'm letting you go.

I've signed the papers already but we're not leaving the house yet. The apartment I rented asked us for a week before I can move out. You need to beat with me for the last seven days, Taehyung. I'm sorry. Don't worry Taehyun will always remember you as his loving father. I won't brainwash him.

And one last requests, if you saw this and go back home, can you please pretend that you haven't read this and treat me like you still love me even if you don't? Just one last time. I just wanted to feel like you cared for me just like five years ago when you still loved me. I won't bother you after this. You can even use this house and build your new family.

I won't say that I'll be happy for you because I can't, but I will always be your innocent Jin who will love you even if you fell out of love from me.

Happy birthday, baby. I'll grant your unsung wish. I'm letting you go. Our marriage was fun until it lasted. Just sign this and you'll be free.

Yours,
Jin.

Taehyung can't believe what he is seeing. Jin is letting him go just like that. He can't accept that!

He drove home and rushed into their room. When he entered there, a sleeping Seokjin with dried tears greeted him. His husband looked so fragile and weak.

He woke him up and the moment Jin opened his eyes, a tear rolled on his eyes.

"Hi, birthday boy."

Taehyung didn't let him speak further but kissed him harshly, his hands undressing him on the process. He hovered over Jin while still kissing him.

Taehyung was stripped of his clothing too and in one swift motion, without prepping, he entered Seokjin and pounded on him relentlessly.

Taehyung was so busy satisfying himself he didn't hear how Seokjin muttered "Stop" and how he cried at each thrust. All he thinks of was himself, thinking if he do this to Jin, he will feel how guilty he is.

One more hard push of his hips and he came. He isn't sure if his husband did too because he didn't even heard him moan a little. He pulled out, some of his cum dripping on Jin's abused hole. Taehyung thought Jin accepted him again because he let him have his way with him, thinking that feeling guilty would justify how he ruined their relationship.

Jin got up and tried hard to walk. He limped on his was to the bathroom and locked himself up.

Taehyung thought that Jin would just clean up but minutes later he heard the shower turned on and Jin is crying loudly behind the door.

That cleared Taehyung's mind that he just fucked his husband and didn't made love to him. He just proved to the world that he is the biggest asshole.

Tainted can mean a lot of things.
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