"Jungkook, take over the company for me, I fucked up. I need to fix ny marriage."

Taehyung called Jungkook as soon as he heard his husband cried. Hearing him sounded so hurt awakened something inside of him. Probably guilt and remorse.

"I FUCKING KNOW! JIMIN TOLD ME ABOUT IT! TRUST ME O CAN KILL You If I EVER SAW YOUR FACE! FIX THAT!" Jungkook started yelling at him on the other line. He can't be mad at him though, Jungkook is so fond of his husband.

"I fucking warned you a lot of times, Taehyung! Not just once! I always call you out, but you still cheated on him! Motherfucker! I doubt if he will accept you again. He's a saint if he would!"

With that Jungkook dropped the call.

Taehyung can still hear heavy cries on the bathroom. He just literally raped his husband. He didn't know what's gotten into him and did that. He didn't approached Jin this time because he wanted to give him some space and he can't come near his husband because of shame.

Jimin's words echoed in his head.

"I can't forget five years ago how you loved him, but now you've turned into this? What did you said to me before? No one can have you not unless they're Kim Seokjin? Where did that go?"

Taehyung can't blame anyone in this except himself. He was so in love with his husband before, but what made him cheat? What made him look at someone else other than Jin?

His husband should be enough, right? He vowed to stay with him for better or for worst, but what he did was stayed when things are better and left Jin behind when things were worst for him.

A loud crash was heard on their bathroom.

Taehyung got extremely worried and rushed to open the door with his spare key only to find Jin's fist bleeding and their mirror was broken. Out of anger he punched it.

Jin doesn't know how to release his frustration, he thought he was prepared for this. He even asked Taehyung to pretend to love him still, but when Taehyung did, he fucked him like he would before, Jin didn't find it pleasurable. Instead, he found it disgusting and he felt awful knowing that the cock that penetrated him was thoroughly enjoyed by someone else other than him.

He felt filthy like a second hand bitch. No amount of water or soap can make him feel clean and new.

Jin is slowly feeling numb. He punched their mirror and he loved the pain, but he could see blood, his blood dripping and his fear became worst. Seeing those blood reminded him that his husband treated him wrong and symbolizes the pain he's going through. When he looked at the mirror he saw his reflection. Broken. Just like him.

"Jin, what happened?" The door burst open and Jin saw the worried look of Taehyung.

Pretense. He thought.

He didn't answered but washed his hands washing away traces of blood in it even if his hands are shaking.

Taehyung grabbed his hands away from him and dragged him carelessly. His feet stomped on a piece of glass and it bled. He didn't spoke, more likely he didn't felt it. He doesn't want to feel anything. And for the first time, he didn't mind messing the whole house, he didn't care whether the floor was bloody or something broke. He just lost all the control he tried to have in the past years. He gave up.

Taehyung grabbed the first aid kit that Jin always keeps under their bed. When he looked at Jin he saw traces of blood on the floor. He searched the source and saw Jin's feet bleeding too.

"Fuck!"

Taehyung treated his wounds. Jin is not saying anything, not even reacting even if alcohol touched his wound. Taehyung took care of him and when he finished putting gauze in it he looked at Jin.

Jin looked lifeless. His eyes hollowed, he looked empty. His eyes doesn't focus on anything. He looks like he's lost in thought. He pulled him close and made him sit on his lap. Jin didn't protest but he's like a robot only allowing Taehyung to do whatever he pleased.

Taehyung saw that right at that instant he lost Jin.

"Hey, I'm sorry. I know a million sorry won't heal you right at this instant. Yes, I've cheated on you. You're not the one at fault. It's me. I ... I took all the things you do for granted. I was not a worthy husband for you, but please I don't want you to leave. You won't believe me if I say that I love you, but Jin, I still do. I just don't know what's gotten into me and do those things ..."

Taehyung said a lot of apologies and Jin is not having it. He can't believe him anymore. But he remembers his son. Taehyun loves Taehyung so much and always looks for his Daddy.

"Taehyung, our marriage can't be fixed. I don't think after that something wonderful will ever come out between the two of us. But I will stay because of our son. But starting today, take care of yourself, take care of this house, you're not allowed to touch me or even speak to me not unless someone other than us is here and will be sleeping in the guest room.

I will only be your husband by the law. But other than that we're over Taehyung."

Jin slowly spoke but the weight of his words pierced through Taehyung's soul.

They're over. 5 years of friendship, a year of being in a relationship, and almost 4 years of marriage was thrown in the trash because of a six month affair.

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Time skip

It's been months since they've started their set up amd now Taehyung can see how Jin is suffering alone in the house everyday. Every single day he is tired from doing all those things alone.

Jin is not speaking to him or even sparing a glance. Jin eats after he is done or he will eat with their son. Taehyung gets dizzy with loads of things to do everyday and that's when he realized that he overlooked the small things his husband did. Now that those small things were gone, he looks for it everywhere but he can't find it. Jin made sure that he was taken care of before which he only thought of as being too occupied at household chores.

He was busy cleaning up the kitchen that night when a sweet smelling scent invaded his nostrils. He looked for the source of that smell and saw Jin was ready to leave fully dressed.

"Where are you going?" Taehyung asked.

"Why do you care?" Jin responded and left.

Fear crept in to Taehyung. He imagined series of scenarios that can happen as soon as Jin stepped out of their door.

Taehyung waited for him, it's already past midnight and Jin wasn't home. He waited for an hour and his husband enters their door and walked inside the house. Jin can't even walk straight and he is reeking of alcohol. He was about to go upstairs when he suddenly fell and tripped.

Jin rarely drinks so Taehyung became more worried. Who is he with? He's sure it's not Jimin, he called the man and he said that him and Jin is not together.

"Jin!" He rushed to help his husband but Jin shrugged him away.

"Go away, cheater!" Jin pushed him hard and gave him a disgusted look.

Taehyung just looked at him as he went upstairs. He is losing his husband.

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Months later (again)

Jin's night out was becoming frequent but this night it's different. Jin went home to Taehyung with his shirt crumpled his neck filled with hickeys. Taehyung fumed in anger and he tried to talk to his drunk husband about it.

He touched his skin filled with marks as he almost choked on his tears as he spoke, "Where did you go? What did you do?"

Jin who is completely drunk didn't recognized Taehyung.

"Who are you? Why do you care?" He asked but still continued on talking.

"I just went out in a bar. I met a guy there and said he liked me. We danced and drank together. He became touchy and drove to the hotel. He kissed me everywhere and fucked me."

Taehyung felt his world crumbling down.

"It's been a long time since I last experienced that because my husband cheated on me, so I cheated on him too. Funny right? I let that man do things to me. He didn't let me rest. He's insatiable. Now my husband will finally leave me because I did him dirty. Men are like that they can cheat bit when they are cheated on they will look down at us.

I will show him this so I can rub it to his face that if he can fuck someone else, I can too."

Last update for this book today. I'll work on the other books, they're getting envious. ❤️ Keep the comments running 😂 I live for them especially when you call for Namjoon when he isn't even mentioned here.