I know y'all will be mad at me and I'm going to say sorry already BUT PLEASE FINISH THIS CHAPTER OKAY. And again I'm sorry!!

After 3 years ...

Taehyung was looking at Seokjin's photo that he managed to keep from their old house. It's been three years and still the regret and the pain of losing him because of his stupidity is eminent.

To this date Seokjin already found someone who would love him like how he deserved and he is Min Yoongi. They already filed a divorce after talking to their son. And as for him, he isn't talking to them. Taehyun stays with Jin's parents and is not open to living with anyone of them.

Namjoon did tried to comeback and blackmail Jin using the videos he has but Jin's dad took care of him and they kept him away from Seokjin. Seokjin seemed to be really okay now and that's what matters.

People keep on insisting that he didn't loved Seokjin back then but that was wrong. He loved him to the core but he is just a human who committed a mistake. An unforgivable mistake and now the consequences of hia actions is losing his true love.

Yes he is blinded by his desires with Irene. He based his actions on lust and this is the price he had to pay.

Is he okay?

Of course not. Even though they already parted ways he kept an eye on him. He always makes sure to know what goes on in his life without interfering in it.

His health? Oh well nothing is getting better in him. He feels so depressed and lost after that day and after three years the pain was getting doubled.

Now he's here saying goodbye to everything he can't do this anymore. He wanted to live and move on but all the things he has done kept on reminding him how he had damaged Jin.

So it's better to end all of this.

He grabbed the blade on his bedside table and cut himself. He became numb of pain that he didn't feel anything at all.

He is delighted to see his blood paint the white sheets of his bed and all he sees while closing his eyes is the smiling face of Seokjin.

Seokjin smiling at his new husband Yoongi.

His strength is leaving his body and it's over for him

Until

He woke up ...

Taehyung panted and looked around the room and to his relief, Jin was there silently sleeping and arms still wrapped around him.

So all of those are not real?

He didn't lost Jin, he didn't cheat and they didn't hurt each other?

Thank God!

He didn't notice the tears flowing in his eyes as he kept repeating kissing Seokjin's face and his actions made the other woke up.

"Hey, are you crying?"

He didn't answered but just tightened his grip on him.

"Taehyung? Are you okay? What's the matter?"

"Nothing. I'm not going to work today. I'll help you clean the house and let's go on a date with our son."

"Really? You'll help me in the house?"

"Yes. And please Jin can we get a maid here? I don't want you to get tired and I want you to only take care of me and our son. We can talk to them so they won't stay in here so they'll be here in the morning until late afternoon or evening then they can go home. Please agree with this one ... Please."

He didn't know whether Jin will agree but he is determined.

"Okay. I'll do it for you."

Taehyung felt weight fall off of his shoulder when Jin agreed to him. He knows it's all a dream but he's still afraid.

"Let's sleep again Taehyung. I'm still tired."

They slept again until Taehyung was awakened by his phone ringing.

"Hello?"

"Taehyung why are you still not here?"

It's Jungkook who called.

"I'm not going to work today I'll spend time with Jin and our son please handle all my affairs for today okay?"

"Of course no problem. And by the way we already found you a secretary."

"Really?"

"Yes. Her name is Irene."

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See chapter 1 for the sleeping reference lol. Tbh, I don't want to continue with this plot because I'm afraid of your reactions but yeah it's like a "vision" and I'm pushing with it. I'm sorry for putting you into so much stress and tears. I didn't mean that and now we'll start the real story.

Another thing is, I didn't put any Chapter 1 yet 🤣 I always put that in my stories to mark the start but here it's like an intro.

I could've go on with this plot and continue but the idea just keeps on banging in my head. You see I'm nervous because I talk a lot lol.

Okay I'll stop here. Hoping to still see you again! I love you!! And I'm really sorry.