After a month ...

Yoongi left the hospital that evening with head hung low. He is scared for his sister but he totally understands where they are coming from. It's been a month and Taehyung and Jin still looks for her. He doesn't know where Irene is but Yoongi knows that Irene understood that he won't be there to help her again. The last time he saw her was the day when Hoseok left him and after that she disappeared.

But after the oast month, nothing gave Yoongi the peace he needs. He was in his car and he is thinking about a lot of things but one person is prominent.

Hoseok.

It feels like it was just yesterday when he last saw him but the hole in his heart gets bigger and bigger each second. He wants to see him, to hug him and to taste those lips once more. He had been in love with him for more that two years now. He knows Hoseok felt the same. But he is so stupid not to tell it to him.

Saying 'I love you' is easy but not when you are in front of the only person that showed you love.

He is in his car just driving around the city until his mind brought him in front of Hoseok's house. He parked his car but he didn't went outside. He just looked at the second floor, on the window that has it's light turned on.

Everyday he knew he hurts Hoseok and the pain is doubled for him. Hoseok thinks that he is the second best choice and that he not his favorite person anymore. All of it was not true. Hoseok is the only thing that kept him sane and pulled him to the ground. With everything that happened in his life before, without Hoseok he had gone crazy.

He wants to see him again and maybe this time tell him that he is in love with him.

The lights went out and Yoongi is determined. He hopped out of the car and stepped on the front door. He even hesitated if he'll knock or what.

He took a deep breath. He turned his back. He was about to leave but a force kept pulling him back. He decided to gave this a shot. He went back, but he didn't knocked. He saw the tree on Hoseok's mini garden. He used it to climb up to Hoseok's room, luckily the windows are opened.

He went inside and git shocked when Hoseok was looking at him straight to the eyes.

"What are you doing here?"

Yoongi missed that voice so much and if given the chance he would cross the distance between them and smash their lips together.

And he did. It's now or never.

He grabbed Hoseok by the nape and pulled him for a kiss.

The first seconds Hoseok was unable to register what is happening and when he did, he can't force himself to stop. He kissed him back. He missed Yoongi too and the kiss they share makes him feel hopeful that Yoongi loves him too. They were now sitting in the middle of the bed their lips still locked with each other other.

They paused for a second and Yoongi looked at him straight to his eyes and said, "I love you, Hobi."

Hoseok thought he is just imagining things. He chuckled and pulled Yoongi back to his lips.

"I ... Love ... You." Yoongi said in between the kiss.

Hoseok stopped and looked at the other.

"Am I dreaming?" He asked.

"No. I really do love you."

"For real?"

Yoongi nodded.

"But ... Seokjin?"

"I don't love him." Yoongi said. He started explaining things with Hoseok. He told him everything without any information left behind.

Hoseok gasped.

"Oh my gosh! I was a mean bitch to Seokjin! I need to apologize." He was about to grab his phone and call Seokjin when Yoongi stopped him.

"Do that tomorrow. Let us sleep. I haven't had a goodnight sleep since you left."

Hoseok smiled at the statement. He out down his phone again and lay beside Yoongi. They were facing each other. Hoseok kissed the top of Yoongi's nose and smiled.

"I love you too." Hoseok said.

Yoongi pulled him close and shut his eyes but before he fell asleep he mumbled, "I love you too."

===

The next day ...

"Mr. Kim, your husband is doing great so far. His body is coming back to normal. But, the chances of having a baby right as of this moment is very slim. It may take up a year or two before Mr. Seokjin can conceive again."

Silence filled the room. He looked at Taehyung with an apologetic look. He knows how badly Taehyung wanted kids. They had planned on having a bunch of kids and now this happened. They still mourn for their unborn child and his anger with Irene never subsided.

They thanked the doctor and left the clinic.

"Don't be sad, babe." Taehyung was at a loss for right words to say. He was disappointed about the new but also, he knows that it's not yet time for them to have a new baby, especially when they still have Irene as the problem.

"I know." Seokjin gave him a slight smile. "But on a good news, Taehyun was getting better. He had less nightmares now and I seldom hear him blaming himself. We're doing good, right?"

Taehyung kissed Seokjin's forehead. "We're doing great."

"Let's go home and bring Taehyun donuts. He'll like those."

They went to buy donuts and some other stuffs for their child when someone called Seokjin on the phone. It was their helper. They entrusted Taehyun with her for a while.

"Sir ..." She was crying. Seokjin turned on the speaker mode.

"What happened?" He tried to calm himself and think straight.

"Sir ... T-taehyun was gone. Someone went here and took him away."

Seokjin almost dropped his phone and his knees got weak.

Why is life like this?