ㅋㅋ You know guys, my dearest readers, I think we'll have a SOPExTAEJIN book here if my drive stays like this. And all credits goes to you. Maybe this will go up to 60? 70? Chapters maybe. I don't know. But I'm currently enjoying writing this one. The family fluff might come ok the latter part ;) it might take a lil bit long but it will come.

I love you! 💜🎶

If there is one thing that Hoseok wishes the most, it is that Yoongi finally sees him as he is. He hasn't slept yet even though Yoongi told him to rest. How can he rest when his mind is running a thousand thoughts?

He slowly detached himself around Yoongi. He still hasn't changed his clothes yet, he is still wearing the same exact thing that he wore the whole day. He walked over Yoongi's wardrobe. There is a huge mirror in the middle of it. The clothes surrounding it was pure black and white.

Just like Yoongi, he thought.

Yoongi is a contrast of good and bad. He is an angel at most times. But seeing him so focused and hell bent on getting Jin, makes him a devil to everybody else's eyes. But to him he isn't. He will never be.

He picked one of the clothes hanging there, it was his anyway. Yoongi made a special place for him in his closet. He handpicked each one of them, from pajamas to casual wear, up to his suits. He can practically live in Yoongi's house because the other always include him at everything he does. And out of all people except his parents, Yoongi knows everything about him. But unlike Yoongi, Hoseok doesn't know anything about Yoongi, except his parents are dead and he has a sibling which Hoseok has never seen before.

He discarded his clothes one by one and wore the clothes he got. He is wearing a white tee and shorts. It was not for sleeping, yes, but he has no plans to sleep. He was not going to work tomorrow so it's okay not to get enough sleep.

He looked at the mirror once again and it is as if he had his memories with Yoongi flashing right before his eyes. How they first met at the job interview at Yoongi's company. He never knew that he was his boss. He just bumped into him and Yoongi asked him random questions and then he said, "You're hired."

He was shocked when that happened. He immediately bowed and said sorry for not knowing who Yoongi was.

"It's okay. I don't like people treating me like I'm some God or whatever." He said and smiled. It was the first time he saw someone looked so gorgeous when they smiled and he admits it was attraction on his part.

He started working there as his secretary and they had a good bond. What made them closer was when Yoongi faced a great challenge on his company. He was accused of a lot of things such as human trafficking and drug related cases. Which he knows that has no truth.

Everyone left him but not Hoseok. He stayed. Even when the company has almost nothing to pay him. He stayed for Yoongi. Yoongi was so grateful to him and when the issues dies down and was proven to be a lie the company was back again slaying on top.

"Thank you for being here, Hobi." Yoongi said. Hoseok smiled. Yoongi came up with Hobi as his nickname. He likes it. He loves it more because Yoongi made it for him.

"I'll always be here for you. Always." Hoseok assured Yoongi.

Years after years, his small crush became love. Yoongi was the only man he ever experienced that way. They got closer up to the point that he is here now. Having clothes inside his home, Yoongi's room bacme his too. He almost spend 5 days of the week here the other two was when Hoseok was going home to his parents.

Hoseok sometimes want to blame Yoongi for his deep feelings, because, who wouldn't? Whenever the other won't see him, he would go to his parents house and fetch him to give him a ride home. And when Yoongi says home, it's his house not Hoseok's. His every birthday, Hoseok would get surprises from Yoongi and a special gift. He almost thought they had a relationship.

Almost.

Then Seokjin came. He stole Yoongi's attention. The previous years seemed to be thrown away to the trash. He was suddenly just a secretary. No more 'romantic' dates after work. No more out of town trips. He was so focused on his phone and Jin.

"Hey, Enjoying the view of yourself?"

Hoseok flinched when Yoongi placed both of his hand on his shoulders. Yoongi placed his chin above his hands and looked at Hoseok through the mirror. He still look sleepy and his eyes are half closed.

"Come on, let's sleep. I missed you beside me."

Yoongi didn't even let him talk. He removed his hand from his shoulders and next thing he knew Yoongi was dragging him back to the room and made him lay beside him again.

"Now, rest." Yoongi said. He kissed Hoseok's forehead and went back to sleep. They were facing each other. Hoseok had a great view of Yoongi's face. He felt melancholic.

Without thinking of his actions he held Yoongi's cheek and whispered, "What if when you wake up and I'm not here?"

He always think about just leaving him behind these past months. He felt like the day when Yoongi won't need him anymore came. But when he thinks about it deeper, he just came into one conclusion. If his time is up, the he'll use every single one of it to stay beside Yoongi.

He didn't expect any answer from that question but suddenly Yoongi held his hand too and opened his eyes. He has anger shadowing in it. The last time he saw that kind of emotion on him was when somebody hit him with his car. Yoongi was so furious then and it is the same emotion he sees now.

"Don't even think of it. I'll hunt you down. I'll pull you back."

"Why?" Hoseok whispered.

"I love you. Simple as that." Yoongi answered. He didn't even thought for a second.

Hoseok would probably be happy if it was another scenario. If Seokjin was not on the picture.

"Yeah. But you love Seokjin more."

Yoongi looked at him deeply with emotions he can't name.

"Of course, you silly."

Heartbreak. Hoseok now know exactly what it felt.