Before the chapter start:

Hi! If you saw my announcement earlier, you're probably wondering why TF I'm here?

To be completely transparent to y'all, I am feeling a lot of insecurities these past few months about mostly everything.

I don't want to go to the specifics and some personal details because I'm not a very public person but what I can share is that I am feeling not passionate anymore in writing. I know it showed in the past chapters on all of my books. I don't know the root cause but that's what I feel.

I know that I'm appreciated and you guys make me feel that, I am not a good conversationist and I seemed snob but all your messages reach my heart. Maybe it's just me.

I said that I'm going out and I did. I went to a park here in our place. At this days nobody comes there and I'm at piece with nature, only the sound of the wind and trees is my companion.

I felt, alive there. Did I find myself? Not yet. Not fully. But I'm getting there. Is my passion back? No, not wholly but it was renewed it was there again. My heart beats again.

When BTS's Black Swan said that the heart no longer races ... That would be my first death ... I always been afraid of. I felt that. What happened to me today was not a full on healing from what is happening to me but it renewed a part of my heart.

They said that fear is a bad thing but for me it's a good one, I felt fear upon death in the field which I felt the happiest. And yes being alone for a little while I saw myself again.

I saw the child that just wanted to write and create a world of her own away from the world. And I'm trying to revive her and she's fighting.

Bear with me for some more time. I will be over this phase soonest.

I wanted to thank you all for your kind messages earlier. It really helped me a lot and gave me light. I love you!

Now you may proceed to the next chapter!

"Hi Jin!"

"Hi!"

"Hey will you talk to me?"

"I just want to talk to you, okease notice me please!"

"I will do you no harm. I just wanted to be friends."

"Jin? Notice."

"You can talk to me anytime, okay?"

Taehyung's forehead knotted reading the messages that Namjoon sent Jin on Instagram, Facebook, and Twitter. He is all over the place. It seems that he is really interested on Jin that he even need to message him after they met at the beach.

Taehyung looked at Jin with a knowing look on his face, "See, he is a very fit candidate to be the one who is stalking you. He is itching to get closer to you."

Jin nodded. He scooted closer to Taehyung and leaned his head on his shoulders. They are in the car. They were about to go to work. They took half the day and bonded with their son first because he requested them to do so, it was hard for them to say no, knowing that they had lesser time for their son as a family since bith of them are working, the weeked is not enough to make up for that time. They were tired playing with their child and they are close to falling asleep in the car when Jin's phone beeped and a ton of messages from Namjoon came.

"I see. You got a point. But Tae, if he's my stalker, why would he message me and waste his time. It will only make him obvious. What do you think?"

"Yeah, you're right. But we still need to be careful, okay?" Taehyung said and caressed Jin's hair. He looked outside the window and watch as they passed by buildings and buildings. It was raining today and it's cold. He checked his phone and saw the date.

November 28. Just a few days before Jin's birthday. He is thinking of a way to surprise his husband. He wanted to marry him again, this time much more grand, much prettier just like what Jin deserves. But he doesn't know what Jin absolutely likes. Time isn't a problem, really. He has all the money in the world and if he wants to have a grand wedding then he can. But the real question is, would it be Jin's dream wedding?

He breathed in and out. He could ask Jin though. He won't take a hint.

"Jin?" Taehyung said.

He waited for a couple of seconds but he didn't responded.

"Jin?"

Still nothing?

"Babe?"

He looked at Jin and saw that he is fast asleep. He carefully fixed his position so Jin could lay down on his lap. The office would be 45 minutes away if not traffic. He will let his husband rest first.

He continued to scroll through Jin's phone until he landed on his Notes. He got curious and opened it. He saw how Jin was so organized and every little thing is listed on his schedule.

He even laughed a little when he saw a note down that says: This could change or be moved to another hour or two depending on my husband's libido. I should be ready always to avoid panic.

Additional note: Always was my ass thoroughly. Taehyung's tongue and fingers always invades it.

Last Note: Watch Porn for more references.

He was shaking trying to aupress laughter. He can't help but burst out of laughing making Jin stir and wake up.

"Why are you laughing? I have drool on my face?" Jin said while wiping the side of his lips.

Taehyung quickly exited the app and covered his mouth with his palm and signing Jin that it's nothing.

"Are you sure?" Jin sounded suspicious.

Taehyung tried to look okay but everytime he remembers it he just can't help but laugh or giggle. Jin was just too adorable.

"Hey! Tell me!" Jin hit his shoulders and sat properly.

Taehyung, of course don't want to embarrass Jin knowing his personality. He would freak out when he found out that Taehyung invaded his personal space so to avoid further questions, he kissed Jin on the lips. Deep and passionate.

Jin responded and forgot the situation they were in before their lips met. Good thing the driver and their seat has a partition in it so he won't see what is happening in the back.

After a few minutes they pulled away from each other. They felt that the car stopped moving so they had to cut off their moment.

"Come on, let's get out. We'll be late. Lunch is almost over." Taehyung told Jin. They walked out of the car, thanking their driver and they started to work.

As per usual Yoongi is there. He is talking with Taehyung inside. When they are done, he immediately walked towards Jin and gave him a small present.

"Hey, sorry for pissing you off last time. I have a peace offering for you." Yoongi said.

He handed Jin a small box. Jin thanked him but when he opened it he wanted to vomit. It was a mini cake. Strawberry cake. When the aroma hits Jin's nose, he felt nauseous.

"I ... I ..." He just waved his hands at Yoongi and rushed to Taehyung's office.

Taehyung was reading some reports when Jin barged in and straighly went to the bathroom. He heard sounds of vomiting inside.

"Aack!"

He stood up and checked on Jin. He is kneeling in front of the toilet bowl. He is not releasing anything but his saliva. He brought water with him and gave it to Jin.

"What is happening? Are you okay?"

Jin weakly stood up. Taehyung held his hand and helped him sit on the couch.

"Yeah. I just hated the smell strawberries that Yoongi gave me."

Taehyung eyes widened. He is remembering something. This is the same thing that happened to Jin almost four years ago.

He grabbed his phone and texted Jungkook.

"What is that?" Jin asked.

"I think you're pregnant. I asked Jungkook to buy a Pregnancy Test Kit."

Jin examined Taehyung's face. He is all smiles and he looks so excited. He held his abdomen. He is happy too if they are expecting another child. Maybe it's time for Taehyun to have a sibling.

"But what if it's not?" Jin questioned.

"Then we'll make one right now. Easy." Taehyung said and leaned backwards on the couch, wiggling his eyebrows at Jin.

"Pervert!" Jin laughed.

They waited there until Jungkook came and handed them a box.

"Here. I bet he's pregnant." Jungkook said while fixing his hair.

"How do you say so?"

"Who wouldn't be pregnant when all you do most of your free time is have sex in this office? I once passed by here and your door is slightly opened. I can hear Taehyung growl and when I looked you two are doing something ... Fishy." Jungkook grinned.

Taehyung smacked the back of his head. Good thing Jin is already in the restroom doing the test.

"Shut up. Don't let Jin know. And don't talk as if you and Jimin doesn't do that. I saw cum stain on our couch on your office! If you're gonna fuck make sure to clean after okay?"

"That was last week! We already cleaned it!" Jungkook protested."

"Shut up." Taehyung made a face and sushed Jungkook.

Jungkook is about to clap back when Jin opened the door. They both looked at him with eyes wondering.

He closed the door and breathed. He held at the kit and looked at Taehyung.

"Positive." Slowly a smile crept on Jin's face and he ran towards Taehyung to hug him. Jungkook clapped his hands and congratulate the couple.

"Congrats! I'm gonna go out and make my own child just wait Kim Taehyung!"

Taehyung laughed at him while hugging Jin tight, "I don't care! I already have mine! Just make sure to clean it up after!"

Jungkook just gave him a middle finger and walked out of the room to give them both space.

"I'm gonna be a dad again!" Taehyung lufted Jin and twirled around. He was laughing so loud. Both of them are overjoyed.

"Hey! I'm dizzy!" Jin tapped Taehyung's shoulders to put him down. He planted a kiss on Taehyung's lips.

"I know we should celebrate, mister but I have plenty of work. We'll celebrate later, promise." Jin winked at Taehyung leaving him breathless.

"You can stop working for now and rest. You're pregnant!" Even though in daze, he still wants his husband's comfort to come first.

Jin just stuck his tongue out and ran away from Taehyung.

"I'll work. I enjoy facing the papers. I feel relaxed."

Jin left Taehyung shaking his head but a wide smile plastered on his face.

Jin walked back to his cubicle. He saw the cake once again and quickly closed it and put it back in it's box. He set it aside and will give it to Taehyun later when he comes back home.

He started arranging papers, reports and his things when another box was placed on his table harshly. He was startled but composed himself again.

"What is this for?" He asked the man in front of him.

"Who are you?"

"I am Mr. Min's secretary. I'm Jung Hoseok. He asked me to give this to you."

Hoseok arched his brows at Jin and left immediately. Jin was left bewildered. He opened the cake and saw that it's chocolate. Much better than the first one. He set it asode with the strawberry cake, but his thoughts were filled about thoughts on Yoongi's secretary.

"Why is he like that? Maybe he likes the cake too and Yoongi didn't gave him one. Poor guy." He said and went back to work.