Day 1 of their conference

Jin was quite feeling sad today because he feels rejected by Taehyung the other night.

"He could have just said no and say that he doesn't like me already because I'm boring, why does he have to run away from me like that?" He was really frustrated and thoughts flooded him since last night up until now. He hasn't spoken a word to Taehyung and he left their room early because he doesn't want to be angry at him for any reason.

He reached the conference hall and the only people there were the staff that sets up the venue. He settled on one of the seats there and waited for about an hour and a half before the event officially starts. People started coming in and filling up the hall he secretly looked for Taehyung and saw him already talking to someone else. He didn't bother to interrupt them and just focused on the seminar.

The said seminar lasted for six hours long and it's already 3pm. He hasn't eaten lunch yet, he was waiting for Taehyung to approach him but nothing happened. "Maybe he already ate with those people." He felt much worse, as Taehyung knew that he can't eat alone yet didn't think of him this lunch. He went straight to their room, took a shower, and just slept away all his hunger and sadness.

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Taehyung bid goodbye to his new friend Jimin. He is extremely nice and fun to be with, the seminar became fun because he has a companion. And speaking of companion, he remembered Jin. He forgot that Jin doesn't eat all alone and it's already 3pm. For sure he didn't have breakfast too.

"God Taehyung! So stupid!" He smacked his head and went to their room buying food along the way. The only reason he hasn't spoken to Jin is that he doesn't know what to say after what he did. He entered their room and saw Jin already sleeping.

"Jin, wake up."

"Hmm" Jin opened his eyes and saw Taehyung. "Why?"

"Let's eat I know you haven't eaten yet." Taehyung placed their food in a tray and put it on the bed.

"Why didn't you just tell me that you don't like me helping you last night? Why do you have to run away like that? I will understand it, you know." Jin can't keep what he feels concealed as he needs answers.

"It's not like that. I would love for you to help me out but I don't think I can control myself from fucking you if we continued last night you are not ready." Taehyung indeed felt guilty that he did that. He didn't intend for Jin to feel that way.

"Why would you control yourself? If I Will be honest, I don't even want you to stop what you did last night but I don't want you to think that I'm addicted to it, but it seems like I am."

Jin wasn't talking dirty but it has the same effects on him.

"I want to take things slow, when I enter your ass with my cock that would be painful. I don't want you to experience that."

"Is it really that painful?"

"Yes."

"Can you control yourself now?" Jin asked Taehyung. He is really eager to give back what Taehyung made him experience last night.

"Why?"

"I thought you are going to give me a reward? Is that a joke that I took literally?"

"No it's not. I'll just go and take a shower first, I don't want to come near you all stinky and dirty."

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Hi! I just wanted all of you to know that Writing in this genre is not my forte that's why it's a great challenge for me to continue writing this one. And as you guys can see I constantly update this story several times a day because this is contrary to what I'm used to. Angst is my comfort zone, as for me, sadness is very easy to portray and express compared to positive feelings which most of the times I consider as happiness alone that's why K created this book to serve as a challenge for myself.

Also the struggle in writing this is real because, if it's angst I can write 1000 word length chapter in 30mins while here 800 words would take me over an hour and I'm not happy with that. I know I needed to improve so forgive me if I did not focus on those other stories as I was busy challenging myself with this one.

But I'm getting back on track and I've set a schedule for my updates so chapter distribution won't be unfair 😂

Thank you if you reach until this point. Thank you for listening to my rants.

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