(A/N: before I start, rest in peace Chadwick Boseman; 1976-2020)

Known as T'Challa/Black Panther in the MCU #WakandaForever

(Saturday)

The weekend was here, and Y/N took the day to rest and relax, however his mind and heart are at war with one another after the pure fan unblocked Alexa on Instagram and started to follow her again. In his heart, he wanted to go to Alexa and have a talk with her, but his mind opposed to it, telling him that the Goddess is with Ryan, and Y/N does not need to interfere.

Y/N looked over to his phone to see that Alexa has sent him a selfie picture of herself.

Y/N was at awe of her hairstyle and her bright blue gems. He scrolled down to see the accompanied message.

alexa_bliss_wwe_: I hope you'll find it in your heart to come talk to me face to face, I really miss you. Take all the time you need to recover, I'll be here waiting 🥺

A light tear ran down on Y/N's eye as he took a deep breath. Then he replied back to her.

Y/N_L/N: I appreciate your patience, but I'm still recovering

The pure fan set his phone down and carried on with his day. After he cooked his food and fed his two dogs, Y/N's mind recalled all of the physical fights he got into, especially the ones with Ryan and his group. Y/N knew that once he gathers up all his courage to talk to Alexa, he wants to present himself clean, so he planned to go to a confession booth at a Catholic church.

Y/N nodded to himself in agreement, and after he ate, he showered and dressed up in casual clothing along with his military patched jacket. He exited his apartment and made his way to the church.

(Meanwhile)

Alexa looked over to see that Y/N replied back to her, which said that the pure fan appreciates her patience, but he still needs time to recover. The Goddess lightly smiled as more hope has come to her. However, Ryan seemed a bit bothered by it.

Ryan: who are you texting?

Alexa remembered what Erin and Nessie said about Ryan as her mind processed the clear picture of her so called "wonderful" person.

Alexa: no one

Ryan: you were smiling at your phone, who is it?

The Goddess became agitated, so she stood up and about to give Ryan Cabrera, her so called "wonderful" boyfriend, the truth.

Alexa: you want to know who I was texting?

Ryan: yeah!

Alexa: it's Y/N, I'm texting Y/N, you happy now?!

Ryan: why are still talking to that loser?

Alexa: excuse me, don't call my fan a loser!

Ryan: your fan that twisted and nearly broke my arm

Alexa: because you keep picking a fight with him!

Ryan: I should've called the cops on that guy

Alexa: oh please Ryan, what are you going to charge Y/N for, an assault?

Ryan: he twisted my arm!

Alexa: oh shut the hell up, Ryan!

Then the Goddess gave him a reality check.

Alexa: even though I broke up with Y/N, he still cared and protected me

Ryan: oh how?

Alexa: let's see, where were you when I was harassed by disrespectful fans at a parking lot?

Ryan: I...

Alexa: and where were you when my bag got snatched at a mall?

Ryan: Alexa...

Alexa: oh that's right, you were nowhere to be found

Ryan: Alexa, I had a tight schedule with my album, and I had to help Miz

Alexa: oh yeah, while you were doing those, I was in danger, but I had a savior that is my respectful fan! That's right Ryan, while you were out doing your thing, Y/N was there to save me

Ryan was speechless.

Alexa: got anything to say for yourself?

Ryan: I'm sorry

Alexa: pathetic, I'm going over to Nessie and Mike's house; you do your music or whatever

The Goddess angrily grabbed her phone and bag and left her house, leaving a distraught and confused Ryan.

(Back with Y/N)

Y/N has parked in front of the church and he took a deep breath as he prepared to confess his sins. The pure fan and former airman got out of his car and went inside the church, and saw other people praying. He saw that the confessional booth was empty, so he went to the middle row of the church; he did the sign of the Cross and prayed silently.

(A few minutes later)

A priest entered the church, and he got in the confessional booth. Y/N saw this and got up after he did the sign of the Cross again. The pure wrestling fan got in the booth, did the sign of the Cross and knelt down.

Y/N: forgive me Father for I have sinned

Priest: go on, my son

Y/N went on to confess the physical fights he was a part in as tears began to roll down his eyes. He went on to tell the priest the reasons he got into those fights, the main being his painful break up with Alexa.

Y/N: Father, this is all I can remember. I am sorry for these and all my sins

The priest then goes to offer Y/N his penance.

Priest: what you need to do my son, is to talk to the girl alone and forgive her

Y/N nodded and understood what he has to do. Then he and the priest went on to the the act of contrition. After that, the priest went on to do the prayer of absolution.

Priest: God, the Father of mercies, through the death and resurrection of his Son has reconciled the world to himself and sent the Holy Spirit among us for the forgiveness of sins; through the ministry of the Church may God give you pardon and peace, and I absolve you from your sins in the name of the Father, and of the Son, and of the Holy Spirit

Y/N: Amen

Priest: go in peace my son, and may the Lord be with you

Y/N: and with your spirit

Then Y/N exited the confession booth and took the penance into his heart. He exited the church and drove off to a nearby restaurant for some lunch. As he ate, his mind thought about what the priest told him at his confession, that he must talk to Alexa alone for a heart to heart conversation.

(Meanwhile with Alexa)

The Goddess was hanging out with Nessie and Mike.

Nessie: the nerve of that guy to call our best friend a loser

Mike: is he blind? Look at Y/N, he has gained muscle ever since coming back from the Air Force

Alexa: even though Y/N has made a dramatic change to himself, the old Y/N is still in there

Mike: he saved you twice, that's proof

Nessie: and he still loves you

Alexa: yeah; anyways, did any of you had a chance to talk to him?

Mike: he didn't call; maybe he's busy cleaning and doing errands

Alexa: I hope I can talk to him alone, just the two of us

Nessie patted Alexa's shoulder in comfort.

(Back with Y/N)

After his lunch, Y/N went to a Walmart and just looked around the toy and video game aisle to pass the time. After a few minutes, he left the store and drove back to his apartment building.

Y/N was sitting on the couch playing his game while he was thinking about his confessional penance along with the words the priest told him.

Priest: what you need to do my son, is to talk to the girl alone and forgive her

Y/N paused his game and nodded to himself as he grabbed his phone. He went to the Instagram direct message and tapped on Alexa's profile. The pure fan took a deep breath and gathered up his confidence as he typed the message.

He read over the words and he sent it to the Goddess. Then he went back to his game.

(With Alexa)

The Goddess came back to see her house empty, knowing Ryan has left. Alexa sat down on the couch and heard her phone ring. She looked to see that Y/N has sent her a message; she looked to see what he sent, and she couldn't help but tearfully smile.

Y/N_L/N: I thought it over and I have fully recovered; I'm ready to talk to you; message me a date, time and place that's convenient for you and I'll be there 

The light of hope was shining brighter from his words, and Alexa smiled. Then the Goddess replied back to him and put her phone away to take a nap.

alexa_bliss_wwe_: meet me at the park at 12:30 p.m. tomorrow ❤