Getting to know the Demon Inside
I thought about Heaven and my situation all night. I didn't know what to do, so what I was doing right now was on pure pulse and adrenaline. I was standing outside of the girls' dorm building at three in the morning, if you saw me you would think I was crazy but you would be right 'cause what I was about to do was fucking crazy.
I didn't have Heaven's number and I didn't want to knock on the girls' dorm building and risk waking all the girls and security up, so I was just going to have to climb the building and hope the window I climb through is her room. I grabbed onto on of the bricks of the building and hoisted myself up. I made sure my foot was on a good stable brick before I grabbed onto another brick with my hands. The climb to some people would have been all shades of hell, but it wasn't to bad I didn't even shed a sweat. But when I looked down and saw how far up from the ground I was, I started to get queasy and sick. I started thinking this was the dumbest idea ever and no girl was worth my death and humiliation. But before I could chicken out, I felt someone grab my hands and to say I didn't scream like a little bitch was an understatement, I screamed to the top of my lungs and damn near cried.
"Justin, calm down its just me, Heaven." She said softly. I looked up and saw her face glowing even in the dark shadows. "You scared the living shit out of me!" I said shakily. "You scared me!?! Justin are you crazy?!? Your outside of my window at three in the morning and for what?! I thought you didn't want to see me anymore?" She said, saying the last part softly.
"Heaven I'm sorry I was being a dick, but can you lend me a hand or something, I feel like I'm about to fall." "Okay give me your hand." She said I gave her my hand and she pulled and I jumped a little so I could get in more easily.
"Whew." I said dusting my pants off. "That was scary as hell." I said chuckling, only to have heaven look at me with a straight face. Damn what to hell is her problem?
"I don't mean to sound rude or abrasive, but why are you here? The last time we talked it wasn't pretty. I'm sorry about the things James said to you and all but that doesn't mean we can't be friends. I mean Justin I really-"
"The reason why I came was because you said you wanted to get know me. And tonight I want to show and tell you a little about me." Heaven smiled.
"I'm so glad your opening up to me a little."
"Yeah but we need to go before the sunrises." I said grabbing her hand.
*10 minutes later*
"Justin we have been walking for what seems like forever, and it's so dark outside." Heaven said. She's been fucking complaining and we've only been waking for ten minutes. "Heaven, quit complaining we're almost there."
We walked hand in hand for another ten minutes until we finally got to our destination. "Justin why are we at a graveyard? I mean I'm not judging or anything I was just wondering. You know what, you don't even have to answer that question, it was rude of me to ask." Heaven said rambling. "You will know in a second." I said walking in the graveyard through the gates.
I lead her down the dark path with lit candles guiding the way. I knelt down by one of the candles that was next to a grave. "Jonathan Kyle Rey. Oh Justin I'm so sorry, did you know him?" Heaven said kneeling own beside me rubbing my back. "No I didn't."
"Then why are we here?" Heaven said looking at me curiously. "Because you said you wanted to get to know me."
"I don't understand I want to get to know you, but why are we at a grave of someone you don't even know?" She said curiously.
"Your not looking close enough, this isn't just a grave and just random candles. It's what it represents; fire and death. Listen I'm not good for you, I'm like a ticking time bomb. Your such a good person Heaven I don't want to ruin you. My life is hell and I'm saying that if you really want to be with me it's not going to be easy."
"Justin I don't know a lot about you, but I didn't sign up for easy I want to be with you. I will always be here with you not matter what and so will God."
"I highly doubt God loves me." I said chuckling darkly, if only she knew the truth. "Yes he does. All of us Justin are sinners, we all have demons. But it's if we choose to conquer our demons or let them conquer us that makes us different. So please come to church with me tomorrow?"
"Yeah uh sure." Honestly i didn't know how this was going to go to work out, I mean the Devil's son is going to church. I'm very antsy about it I'm scared if I go then my whole cover will be blown and I really need to fulfill my father's wishes. "Justin." Heaven said grabbing my hand. "Thank you so much for all of this; for opening up to me in your own way and going to church with me tomorrow. Your finally opening up Justin, and I'm so happy for you." "Yeah thanks. If it wasn't for you I never would've opened up." I said looking longingly into her eyes.
What I said was true, she was opening me up rather I liked her or not, I couldn't say away though she was my drug. She was my drug of happiness and I couldn't say away and I didn't want to say away. I was selfish I knew why I was here but I couldn't say away from her I couldn't help but be drawn to her in every way. Everything was good now but if I keep getting attached to her I know there is going to be one hell of a fallout. Before I came I thought the mission would be easy and somewhat different, but I was wrong. This was the hardest damn mission! I didn't want to hurt her, but if it came down to that its just something I'm going to have to do.
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Okay so what do you think about the chapter?
Future predictions?
Do you like Heaven?
How do you feel about Justin?
What do you think about their "relationship"? Do you think they will last?
Sorry for the extremely slow updates, schools been a bitch! The next chapter will be way better.
Oh and my birthday is next week October 13th yassss!!!
Thanks for reading loves❤️
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