It was the first time Timothy saw her little bedroom. It didn't look different from any other bedroom of a church member but it was special to him because it was Judys. He moved over to her bed and sat down.

Looking at her standing at the door he was reminded of her beauty. Her loose, blonde looks falling down her shoulders, her perfect breast with her nipples pointing at him. Judes stomach was flat and had the most cute belly button. He looked further down to her most private area, still seeing it as a miracle.

Jude let him watch her, she could feel that this was more than just sexual interest. She moved over towards him, standing centimeters away from him now. Timothy touched her hip softly and kissed her stomach lovingly. Moving his tongue across her skin. He let it dip inside her belly button and Jude chuckled softly.

Timothy gripped her hips and motioned her to move down, sitting on his lap with her legs at his sides. He kissed her again and massaged her tongue with his own. He let his hand caress down her spine, evoking a burning desire. She wanted to have sex with him, she fantasiced about it every night.

But it had to be his decision, they would break their vows together but he would loose his virtue forever. Jude caressed his cheek softly and ended their kiss but didn't move away. Their foreheads touching and breathing the same air, Jude wondered about what excactly he wanted to talk about.

"Timothy, you wanted us to talk about something important...." Jude waited patiently for him. Timothy was distracted, this moment was so perfect, he didn't want to ruin anything but he couldn't afford to let her going on like this.

"Jude, I spoke with Arden earlier and we have to talk about it." Jude shuddered, she knew now excactly why Timothy treated her so harsh before. Arden wanted to get rid of her and Timothy was supposed to do that for him.

"Let me guess, he wanted you to fire me, right?!" Jude looked at him and saw his sad expression. "Do you want to fire me now?" Jude started to move up but Timothy grabbed her hips and held her on his lap.

"No, I told him I wouldn't do that. I can't do that.... Listen there are two very important things in my life. The first one is my career, I want to become cardinal and eventualy pope. And the second important thing is you. I can't live without you anymore and I don't want to work without you. But Arden has an reputation and if someone like him is working for you..... it's a.... it's an honor if someone with such an reputation works for you. We need him for our success."

"But Timothy, there are so many weird things going on in his lab, he could cause so many problems. He's a risk for our institution. The police..."
"Jude stop! We won't discuss this. Arden is staying and you are too but you will mind your own business. This isn't a kindergarden, you will have to do what I say or it won't work."

Jude was shocked, never before did he talk to her like that. She felt totaly exposed sitting naked on his lap and forced to listen to him. Timothy felt her uneasiness and stroked her cheek, his eyes soften. "I'm sorry but the two of you are fighting against each other like kids, pointing the finger at each other. This institution will only be an success if we work together."

Jude was sad and a little hopeless. Timothy was everything she wanted in her life but she couldn't let Arden kill innocent patients or torture them. An tear was rolling down her cheek "I don't know if I can do this. He's a monster and I don't know why you can't see it..."

Timothy remembered Shelley. Seeing her in the hospital has been a shock. Arden amputated her fucking legs!! He IS a monster but he had to protect Jude from him... *How can I protect her if she's near him every day? How can I trust him?*

"Timothy I.... I don't know if I can do this with him together.... So many patients lost there lifes under mysterious cicumstances. God doesn't allow me to shut my eyes and ignore it. We are supposed to help these people..." Jude made the most painful decision in her life, she will leave Briarcliff and Timothy. She will leave the love of her life because Timothy trusted this Nazi, who killed more people than all the patients together.

Jude started to cry and looked at Timothy. "I'm going to leave Briarcliff. I don't want to be responsable for any more deaths and if you continue to let him work here, you're responsable too..."

Timothy was too shocked to stop her from getting up. He watched her moving back to her office and dress.

*She is going to leave Briarcliff...*