It was raining and ice cold. Jude were walking slowly besides the street. No one wanted to take her with him. Not one single person stopped to pick her up. Jude was freezing and tired from walking for hours.

Her side still ached but her rips were only bruised not broken, thank god.

She couldn't stop thinking of Timothy, he must have found her note by now. How did he react? Did he leave the motel to drive back and be a priest again?

Jude hated herself, not because she left but because she hurted him. He did so many things for her and she let him down. He thought they would run away together and she just left him. How could she leave someone like him?!

It was just plain stupid but she felt like trash. She couldn't bear him children and she was nearly ten years older than him. He deserved a pure woman who could give him her virginity. He deserved so much more than her...

***

Timothy drove along the roads for hours. His tears already dried away. He needed to find her. He wasn't mad, he could imagine how she must be feeling now. Maybe her memories came rushing back and that was the reason she wanted to run away...

But it could be also possible that she believed she had been a patient for years and he would give up his career for someone insane!? He needed to find her desperately.

Timothy knew that she wasn't safe. It was ice cold outside even if she found someone to take her with him she must be freezing. But what if someone stopped to take her away... Would she be safe or in danger? Would she fall in love with him?

His thoughts went crazy, he couldn't think straight anymore.

He saw a figure walking besides the street in the darkness. Could it be her? Did god hear his prayers?

***
Jude was tired. She needed to find shelter for tonight. She was walking the whole day now and even her underwear were wet now. The rain started to fall early that day and her coat couldn't protect her for long.

Timothy might be angry or even hate her by now. He was the best thing that ever happened to her and all she was supposed to do was waiting in that fucking motel...

She started to cry again, everything seemed to be helpless. She couldn't go back to Briarcliff because of Mary Eunice. She couldn't go to Mother Claudia, she thought she was insane. She had no one in this world. No family, no friends.

A car was driving slowly behind her. Did someone want to pick her up? Jude stopped and turned around slowly. Her arms were around her body, trying to hold and comfort herself.

She couldn't see the car directly, the lights were blinding her. Up until now she didn't think that someone would stop to hurt her, here in the middle of nowhere...

***

Timothy stopped and looked at her. His heart ached to take her in his arms and he couldn't wait any longer to see her face again. Forgetting about the rain he got out of the car and walked slowly towards her.

He would forgive her, she just needed to want him. What if she wouldn't change her mind?

***

Jude recognised the figure immediately and ran towards him. Everything was forgotten, she needed and loved him. All of her doubts didn't matter any more.

Timothy opened his arms and welcomed her in his embrace. He thought he would never see her again...

"I'm sorry about leaving, I did let you down. I never wanted to hurt you but you deserve so much more than me." Jude couldn't stop speaking while crying. She hoped that he could forgive her.

Timothy cried together with her. His heart ached as he listened to her words. What could she mean, he deserves more than her?! "Jude, I love you. It doesn't matter to me what happened in our past. I'm not innocent either. Please let's move in our future together, we will start a new life together and will never look back."

"Timothy you don't understand, it isn't that easy!" Jude layed both of her hands against his chest and pushed him hard away. "YOU DON'T UNDERSTAND!"

Timothy was confused "Explain it to me please, so I can understand! What had happened that you changed your mind?! Tell me! Tell me what the fuck the problem is?! I LOVE YOU!"

He was mad now, not because of Jude but about the whole situation. He walked slowly towards her, stopping only centimeters before her. "Tell me Jude." He whispered, wanting to comfort her. He layed his hand against her cold cheek.

Jude pushed her head against his hand, feeling his body heat radiating through it. "You don't know anything about my past. You know nothing about my life before I became a nun or how awful I have been treatening our patients only to gain your pride. I just wanted to be successful at leading Briarcliff because I wanted your love."

Jude couldn't say anymore. If she would tell him the whole ugly truth she would loose him forever. Now standing before him, his hand softly caressing her cheek, she didn't know what to do. She didn't want him to leave her anymore.

"It doesn't matter to me anymore, nothing of it. Your past is your past and whatever you did in Briarcliff... I was informellen about it. I know about the caning and the medications." He moved his mouth near his ear and whispered "I even know the truth about Lana Winters... and I was proud of you for handling this situation so well. I'm not innocent either, so please, please come with me..."

He kissed her cheek and looked deep into her eyes. "Do you want to have children, Timothy?" Her biggest regret was always this. This was the reason she threw her life away...

"I always wanted to be a priest and never thought about it... I love children and if you want to have some, I would love to raise them with you..." Jude layed her forehead against his chest. "But I can't have any, if you would want children, you should search someone else... I can never give you that."

"Jude, I never thought about that until I decided to leave the church because of you. It's ok if we will never have any... and if you want to have one... well, we can always adopt. I just want to be with you...".

Timothy rubbed her back softly, whispering in her ear, he wanted only her and no one else, how could he explain it to her? He took her hand and layed it above his cock.

"Do you feel that, I'm already excited while holding you in my arms. I have never been sexualy interested in any woman before until I met you. I thought I was asexual until I saw you caning some of the patients. I had a crush on you already and from that day on I could only dream of you lying before me with your sexy, little, naked ass. I never dreamed about anyone else Jude."

Jude had to laugh at that, how was it possible that he loved her so much?! Her hand was still against his trousers and she rubbed her hand lightly against the fabric. Timothy moaned unable to stop it. "Please Jude, let's spend our life together... Stay with me..."

Jude smiled despite her tears "What about my past?" Timothy kissed her softly and looked in her eyes "It doesn't matter to me... I know that you aren't a virgin anymore... Even if you have been married before, it doesn't matter."

Jude nodded and smiled at him, they could do this together and maybe once a year she could tell him one ugly secret... "Ok."

Timothy kissed her softly on her lips and started to turn around with her to go to his car. They could do this together as long as she will never find out about his "relationship" with Arden...